While You Guys Are Focusing on The Class Idol, I’m Secretly Trying to Make that Cute and Voluptuous Girl Mine! - Chapter 17

Karin’s POV (2)

When unexpected things happen, people’s minds tend to stop working.

Right there in front of me is my classmate, Ikumi Tawarada.

Her figure is…

Excuse me, but from a general perspective, especially from a girl’s point of view, my body is considered the ideal body type.

However, from a boy’s perspective, her body is incredibly irresistible…

Amazing…she has such big breasts.

Again, not to be rude, but overall, she’s chubby.

I don’t think there’s that much difference between her bust and waist measurements.

So, her cup size might not be as big as someone would expect, but still…amazing.

Her huge breasts…it’s really erotic.

I feel like I learned something just by looking at her body…

But at the same time, my past trauma is resurfacing.

“…ah, Tawarada-san? Sorry, are you changing?”

“Yeah, Matsubayashi-san. But it’s okay. We’re both girls.”

“I see, okay then.”

Even though I feel really agitated, I managed to put up my idol smile.

Perhaps, I’m used to this?

Moreover, I know that we’re both girls, but Tawarada-san doesn’t seem to be bothered of me looking at her body.

That attitude of her is also attractive.

On the other hand, I’m really fragile inside even though I act strong in front of others.

“By the way, why are you changing?”

I ask so while keeping my idol smile.

I’m curious why Mine-kun is standing at the entrance of the classroom.

Don’t tell me…

The two of them are in a relationship…?

It can’t be…right?

We just entered high school anyways.

“…please just keep this between us.”

“Hmm?”

“Mine-kun got me wet, tehe♪”

Tawarada-san says so jokingly.

However, I can’t laugh at all.

Perhaps it’s because she said so out of the blue…

Mine-kun got Tawarada-san wet?

W-What on earth were they doing?

“We were on the beautification committee duty…he accidentally drops a vase and the water splashed onto me.”

“Ah, I see. That’s what happened.”

I say so and put on my idol smile again.

Tawarada-san giggles.

I can feel the slight tension behind our smiles.

“Well then, I’ll get going now. Sorry for intruding…”

“Ah, okay then…”

“…see you later.”

“Yeah, see you.”

I leave the classroom with a forced smile.

“Ah, did you find what you’re looking for?”

When I step outside the classroom, Mine-kun asks me so.

“Y-Yeah.”

Ah that’s right, come to think of it, I came here to get something I forgot.

Wait, what is it?

Well whatever, it doesn’t matter anymore.

More importantly…I…

“Mine-kun…”

“Yes?”

“…ah no, it’s nothing. Well then, see you later.”

With my usual idol smile, I say so and leave the classroom.

To be honest, I want to talk to Mine-kun more.

But the longer I stay there, the more miserable I feel.

“…hah, hah.”

Even though I didn’t run, I find myself out of breath.

I casually take out my smartphone and send a message.

‘Sorry, I’m not feeling well. So, I can’t make it to karaoke today.’

Suddenly, I find myself in an empty corridor, gazing out the window.

The sunset is dazzling.

But, it feels painful…

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In the morning, I prefer to spend my time quietly if possible.

But when I arrive in the classroom…

“Karin-chan~!”

“Yusuke-kun~!”

I’m immediately surrounded by everyone.

I’m sure my smile seems awkward because of what happened yesterday.

I wonder how Yusuke-kun is feeling?

Receiving everyone’s attention like this.

Is he not tired?

To be honest, I’m sick of all this…

“……”

Then, I see Mine-kun walking towards Tawarada-san.

He blushes as he greets her.

My chest hurts.

“Sorry, just a moment.”

I walk away from the group in the centre of the class.

And then…

“Ah…”

“Hmm?”

Despite I approached Mine-kun, I pretend as if it’s just a coincidence.

“Good morning.”

I don’t think I’m wearing my dazzling idol smile.

But I guess that’s for the best.

Because, if possible…I want Mine-kun to see the real me.

“M-Morning.”

He awkwardly returns my greeting.

He’s looking at me, but…

Probably, his thoughts, his feelings…are somewhere else.

His feelings are with Tawarada-san.

I keep looking at him even when he starts to walk away.

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Holiday.

I went to karaoke with everyone.

“Hey, let’s get hyped up!”

“““Yay!”””

Everyone is really energetic.

“Karin-chan, sing for us!”

“Eh? Ah…okay…”

Reluctantly, I take the microphone.

“Wow, you’re amazing!”

“As expected of Karin-chan.”

“You could really become an idol!”

“T-Thank you…”

My smile definitely seems awkward.

What about Yusuke-kun?

I’m worried about him.

It’s not like the feeling of love or something like that, but rather I’m worried because he’s in a similar situation as me.

Everyone seems to think that Yusuke-kun and I are a good match and tries to make us a couple.

So today, I decided to sit as far away from him as possible.

But even then, it’s seen as me trying to hide my feelings…it’s really tiring.

When we leave the karaoke and I see the setting sun, it feels comforting.

“Let’s go grab something to eat~”

“Sounds good~”

“Family restaurant~”

I just want to go home already.

I want to let out a sigh, but…

If I do that, everyone will be disappointed in me…

“…ah.”

Suddenly, in the bustling crowd of the city, someone catches my eyes.

I almost instinctively started walking towards him.

But I quickly stop myself.

Because, there is someone else with him.

Mine-kun is with Tawarada-san.

The two of them are looking at each other seriously…

Eh, Mine-kun touched Tawarada-san’s chest, or rather, Tawarada-san grabbed Mine-kun’s hand and let him touched it…

Just like that, they continue walking together slowly, holding hands.

“Karin-chan?”

Ah, what should I do?

Even though they’re still high school students, they’re still a couple.

I know it’s not right to interfere their relationship.

But I’m thinking of something very wrong.

I…love Mine-kun.

That’s why, no matter what…I want Mine-kun to be mine.

“Hey, Karin-chan. Are you okay?”

“Sorry, I spaced out for a moment.”

I managed to put on a smile as I say so.

“By the way, did you notice? Yusuke-kun was also spacing out just like you were.”

“Eh?”

“Really, you two are perfect for each other~”

My friend nudges me with her elbow.

I glance at Yusuke-kun.

He also looks back at me.

Though we don’t say anything, somehow, in this moment, I feel like we both understand each other.

Because both of us…has a mischievous smile on our faces.