While You Guys Are Focusing on The Class Idol, I’m Secretly Trying to Make that Cute and Voluptuous Girl Mine! - Chapter 18

Yusuke’s POV (1)

Since I was young, I’ve always been admired and praised by everyone.

‘Yuusuke-kun is really handsome, isn’t he?’

‘Maybe he’ll become an idol in the future?’

‘Or perhaps an actor?’

Everyone around me have dreams for me.

I’m glad that they have high expectations for me, but…

I’ve always wondered if that’s what I truly want.

I’m grateful that everyone is so nice to me, but…

Because of that, it always feels like I’m carrying a heavy burden.

Or perhaps, like I’m locked up in some kind of prison.

It’s suffocating.

I want to live more freely.

But in the end, I can’t deny my own fate and destiny.

It’s as if the reason I’m born into this world is just to live up to everyone’s expectations…

When I was in middle school, I dated a cute girl who everyone in our grade admired.

I think it was because everyone around us said that we would be a great couple, I thought that I really liked her.

So, we started dating.

The relationship continued smoothly.

Although it was a little early, we both had our first experiences together.

After that, we had sex about once a week.

When I was in my third year of middle school and entered exam season, I began to refrain myself from having sex, and even going on dates with my girlfriend.

At times like that…

‘Hey, Yusuke…”

One of my classmates, who is known as a playboy at that time, approached me.

‘I had sex with a girl over the weekend, man ♪’

‘Hah? Are you even studying for exams?’

‘Well, I don’t really care, I’m just going to some crappy high school.’

‘Your parents will be disappointed.’

‘It’s okay, they don’t expect much from me like they do from you.’

‘…is that so?’

‘Anyway, want to see the girl I banged?’

‘No, it’s fine. Knowing you, it’s probably some gyaru, right?’

‘Tsk tsk, you underestimate me, Yusuke.’

‘So, is she the cute type? You’re pretty slick with your words, did you deceive her?’

‘Hahaha.’

‘Alright then, let me see her.’

Before I knew it, even though I was a bit irritated, I was leaning forward to see his phone.

Then, he tapped his smartphone and showed me the screen.

‘This is the girl♪’

‘She’s…’

What appeared on the screen was a girl I also knew.

She was the girl who is known as ‘Pochako’ in our grade.

She was not ugly at all and actually quite charming…

‘…I’m surprised.’

‘Well, until a while ago, I was only interested in gals, but this girl…she’s irresistible.’

‘Irresistible…?’

‘First of all, her body is incredibly erotic. She might be chubby, so her breasts might not stand out prominently, but…they’re definitely big.’

‘H-Hehh~’

‘Also, her ass is huge.’

‘Hmm…’

‘And to top it off, she’s really horny.’

‘…huh?’

‘So, we had loads of sex♪’

‘I see…’

‘Well, she might be a bit chubby or fat…however, boys find girls like this the most erotic after all.’

‘…not all boys are perverted like you.’

‘What do you mean, all boys our age are perverted monkeys.’

‘Well, I’m not…’

‘Then, do you want to try having sex with her once?’

‘Eh?’

‘She’s not actually my girlfriend. She’s just a sexfriend♪’

Before I knew it, I found myself staring at the chubby girl on the smartphone.

Certainly, she has an irresistible body…

On top of that, she’s a girl from the same class…

‘…t-this is not right man. Besides, I already have a girlfriend.’

‘I know. Your girlfriend is indeed a beauty, and I’ve secretly considered her my ‘waifu’.’

‘Hey…’

‘But honestly, aren’t you getting bored? Don’t you find it unsatisfying?’

‘I mean…’

I stumbled over my words.

Sure, my girlfriend is really cute, but…

She’s not that enthusiastic about sex.

Also her body…when I compare her to the girl in the photo.

Indeed, the girl in the photo is more appealing.

I inadvertently started imagining erotic things with the girl.

I’m sure she can move in ways I can’t even imagine…

Such expectations bubble up inside me.

‘Hey, Yusuke.’

‘Huh…’

‘So, what’s do you think?’

My friend said so with a smirk on his face.

My determination was shaken.

‘…nah, I’ll pass.’

Thankfully, I was still be able to think straight.

‘Oh, well…don’t blame me if you regret it later, okay?’

My friend said so as he walked away from me.

However, the following days…

While I was diligently studying for my entrance exams, I received messages from him.

He sent me photos and videos of that girl having sex.

Because of that, I got distracted.

However, with sheer determination, I managed to pass the entrance exams for a decent high school.

By the way, I broke up with my girlfriend.

I deliberately chose a different high school.

I didn’t cheat on her, but I felt guilty as if I had.

Then, when I entered high school, I met her.

She reminds me of the chubby girl my friend showed me…no, she’s even much cuter and adorable.

A girl with irresistible body…

Tawarada Ikumi.

Despite being surrounded by cute girls since the beginning of school, including the class idol Matsubayashi Karin, who is said to be a perfect match for me…

I can’t help but to think of Tawarada-san.

Perhaps my friend has somehow twisted me.

No, perhaps it’s just my instincts have awakened.

Sure, dating a girl like Karin would be something to boast about.

But I can only be satisfied with Tawarada-san.

Even though we’ve never had sex before.

I already know that.

However, everyone will be disappointed if I start dating Tawarada-san.

After all, everyone is trying their best to make Karin and me a couple.

Even so, I…