Fufu, just a little more. I hope you’ll fall soon

I was surprised when Yuki-nee confessed to me, but to be honest, I wasn’t happy at all. Because of the Hikaru incident, I may be afraid of dating someone.

It seems that Ellen also noticed my strange behavior, and today, after a whole night had passed, she asked me questions about yesterday.

“…Heh, Yukina-san confessed to you on the Ferris wheel, right?”

“That’s right, I was really surprised because it was so sudden.”

“So, Kaito-kun, what are you going to do in response to the confession?”

Ellen, who was listening to me in silence, asked me that. Maybe she’s wondering what I’m going to do.

But to be honest, I’m still undecided on what to do. Even now, I certainly like Yuki-nee, but I don’t know if it’s romantic or not.

Also, I don’t think it will go well.
That’s why I don’t intend to reply to the confession right now, at least. I told Ellen that I thought so. Then, Ellen opens her mouth after having a slightly thoughtful expression.

“… Well, I understand Kaito-kun’s thoughts well. But I think it’s better to come to a conclusion as soon as possible, whether you want to go out with her or not.”

It’s true that Yukine said she didn’t have to reply right now, but I’m sure she wanted a reply as soon as possible. Thinking that, I try to say something, but I’m perplexed when I realize that some muddy and bleak emotions are welling up in my heart.

I didn’t know what this feeling was, but it made me irritated. My disorder should be getting better, but I am a little worried because this has been happening a lot lately.

“Kaito-kun, you suddenly fell silent, are you okay?”

“…yeah, I’m alright.”

I couldn’t seem to calm down my irritation for an unknown reason, so all I could do was give a short reply.

When Ellen saw me like that, it looked like she had a happy expression for a moment, but maybe it was just my imagination.

After that, even though it was a little awkward, I gradually began to calm down while we were having a conversation. But as we were doing that, quite a lot of time had passed.

“Ah, it’s already that time. I have something to do after this, so I have to leave soon.”

“…Hey, it seems like you have been busy lately, what are you doing anyway?”

I was a little lost, but I asked Ellen a question that has been on my mind lately. Then Ellen begins to speak in a good mood.

“Actually, I started learning yoga recently. It’s a private lesson, so you can have one-on-one instruction, and it’s really fun.”

“…By the way, the instructor is a woman, right?”

“No, he’s a man. He’s really tall and has a pretty handsome face, so I’m looking forward to going there.”

The moment I heard those words, that muddy feeling suddenly welled up again in my heart. I still don’t comprehend what this feeling is, but at any rate I’m feeling an extreme discomfort.

“Then I’ll be leaving. See you later, Kaito-kun.”

All I could do was watch Ellen silently as she left the room.

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I was feeling really jubilant, as I left Kaito’s house, heading to the yoga lesson.

The only reason why I’m feeling this way is because something really good happened.

“Kaito-kun made such a dreadful expression when I told him about the instructor. That was definitely jealousy.”

Kaito-kun was undoubtedly extremely jealous of the instructor. That wasn’t the only thing that made me happy though.

“It seems that he was quite irritated when we were talking about his answer to Yukina Kenjo’s confession, this means my plans are going pretty well.”

The reason why he was irritated at that time was simple: because I didn’t show any signs of jealousy even though he told me that another woman named Yukina Kenjo had confessed to him.

The current Kaito-kun must have a rather twisted desire to monopolize the person named Ellen Kisaragi, so my attitude must have been very irritating.

Well, it’s all my fault that he ended up like that.

It was easy to brainwash Kaito-kun’s mind because he was at his last straw the day he tried to jump out the window.

All that’s left is to use Yukina Kenjo and Alan as the finishing touches of this plan.

And at last, I will completely destroy Kaito-kun’s spirit and make his body and mind my own.

“Fufu, just a little more. I hope you’ll fall soon.”

I murmured as I imagined the rosy future that would soon be upon me, feeling a current throughout my body.

I’ve come so many times till now, that I stopped counting a while ago; the euphoria of Kaito-kun becoming mine alone is unbearably pleasurable.

With these thoughts in my mind, I arrived at my destination, and after remembering to change my underwear, which was soaked with arousal, for a spare pair, I joined the private yoga class.