I Wanted To Squeeze A Magical Girl’s Boobs So Bad I Turned Into A Monster - Chapter 23: Anxious Magical Girl

 ◆ Akasaki Yuuka’s POV

This was bad. What should I do?

The morning after fighting the alcoholic monster, I was panicking in my room.

“I can’t believe I said something like that…!”

Despite being heavily drunk and feeling foggy-headed, I remembered last night clearly.

I’d fallen asleep during the fight with the monster, found myself held by my senpai in his monster form, and then embarrassingly clung to him while saying strange things.

That alone would be tough enough, but the biggest problem was calling him “senpai” even though he was in monster form.

“What should I do, what should I do? What if he finds out I know his true identity…?”

When I’d first approached him, I’d thought if I pretended not to know, he wouldn’t be suspicious.

Senpai also didn’t talk about magical girl things to me and insisted on building a purely human relationship.

At first, I’d talked to him because I was curious about the person who’d helped me, but now it wasn’t just that.

He’d claimed his monster form wasn’t a comrade, and that he fought just to fondle the breasts of magical girls.

Yet as a human, he always cared about me.

I believed senpai continued our relationship purely on the basis of both being humans.

Therefore, if he found out that I knew his secret, our relationship would abruptly end.

I liked senpai.

I liked him both as a kind human and as the monster who helped me, both parts of the same person.

If senpai would still be kind to me even if I revealed the truth, I believed that I’d be okay with telling him this secret.

But if not, if revealing the secret meant he’d avoid me…

That fear just wouldn’t go away.

I was too scared to tell him.

“Ugh, I hope he hasn’t figured it out…”

With a feeling of unease, I headed to school.

At lunchtime, I timidly headed to the rooftop and found senpai already there.

Right now, I was just Akasaki Yuuka.

I had to act like I didn’t know anything about what had happened yesterday…!

“Senpai, hello!”

“Uh, hey, Akasaki.”

When I greeted him, Senpai replied while looking a little awkward.

Had he noticed?

I sat next to him as usual.

“Here you go, senpai. I made lunch again today.”

“Ah, thanks…”

Hmm, it didn’t seem like he was avoiding me or anything.

Maybe it was just the awkwardness caused by something I’d said while drunk.

…Remembering it made me feel even more embarrassed.

Trying to hide my embarrassment, I opened the lunch I brought.

“Um, today’s lunch is karaage… say ‘ah’.”

“…Wow, this is delicious.”

“Hehe, I’m glad you like it.”

Senpai was happy with my lunch like usual.

His normal reaction made me think that everything was fine after yesterday’s incident.

I smiled naturally, feeling relieved.

“Um, senpai… would you like to go out for dinner this weekend?”

“Hmm, ah… what?”

If everything was fine, I wanted to ask him out.

I wanted to get even closer to Senpai.

However, he looked spaced out.

“Would you like to go out for dinner this weekend?”

“Oh, sure, sounds like a good idea.”

Senpai had always been absent-minded, but it seemed to be happening more frequently.

He’d been a monster for over a year, so it was easy to imagine the effects showing now.

It was already strange that he could live as a human while being a monster, since no other monsters like him had ever appeared.

“Senpai, are you okay…?”

“Yeah, I’m fine. Sorry to worry you.”

When I asked, Senpai replied with a slightly apologetic smile.

I knew he couldn’t tell me about being a monster. Right now,  however, I was just Akasaki Yuuka.

…Ah, I guess I really was a naughty magical girl after all.