When I Used a Love Strategy App in a Chastity Reversal World, All the Beautiful Girls Turned Into Yandere - Chapter 63 - My Boyfriend and My Master [Amaba Aoi’s POV]

Chapter 63 – My Boyfriend and My Master [Amaba Aoi’s POV]

[Amaba Aoi’s POV]

I sat next to Souta-sama and looked away from him.

We both stayed quiet, and silence fell inside the room.

“I want to know more about you, Aoi-san.”

“E-eh?”

“Well, about what happened earlier…”

What happened earlier, it must be about my sexual preferences.

My heart started to beat violently.

I bowed my head and clenched my hands tightly in my lap.

“You must think I’m disgusting, don’t you?”

“……”

Not wanting him to realize how scared I am, I said this with a wry smile.

“My need for approval is many times stronger than most people. I usually act like the cool, capable, perfect student council president, but in reality I’m the most perverted bitch.”

Girls often tell me I’m the ideal man, that they wish I was born a guy.

But in reality, rather than be praised by women, I want to be recognized by men, and be insulted.

“I think I’m warped. People in the Amaba family hate being insulted or humiliated. That’s why they aim to be excellent people that everyone respects. But I’m different.”

No matter how bad a man’s personality is, he is respected and fawned over just by being alive.

This is why people from the Amaba family tend to adopt a male-like mindset or behavior.

“I want my need for approval to be fulfilled, and then I want a man to tear it down. I want to be that man’s submissive pet.”

Souta-sama looked at me strangely.

“But I’m sure there are plenty of men who can say nasty things to you.”

“That’s not enough! I want men to respect me, be nice to me most of the time, and then punish me! I can’t get respect from men other than Souta-sama.”

I think I’m contradicting myself.

My personality was formed by a subtle intertwining of my masochistic self and my identity as a member of the Amaba family. I can’t be satisfied unless both are fulfilled.

“When I first met Souta-sama, I felt him look at me with respect. I was so happy at that moment, so many times better than being fawned over by the girls at school…”

As I said this, I embraced my own body.

“And when Souta-sama put a collar on me. I thought it was fate. I don’t mean to justify myself, but how could I not lose control after meeting such a captivating man?”

I looked straight into Souta-sama’s eyes.

“I love Souta-sama. I said I wanted to be his pet in front of Misaki, but after going on our date today, I’ve started to want him to take over the Amaba family. I never thought that the blood of my family would win out over my sexual preferences.”

I want to be Souta-sama’s wife, not his pet.

I want to be a woman that Souta-sama can trust and can support him.

“Fufu, I think I’ve talked a bit too much. That’s no good, I can’t help but get talkative in front of the person I love.”

I tried to get dressed and stand up.

“Aoi-san.”

Souta-sama grabbed my hand and stopped me.

“Aoi-san is cool, and I thought today’s date was perfect. However, I was a little disappointed when I saw you just now.”

The moment I heard that, I felt like my heart was being tightly gripped.

“But at the same time, I realized that Aoi-san is also a woman.”

“Eh?”

Souta-sama then gently placed his hand on my cheeks.

“Aoi-san certainly does seem like the ideal man. But when she’s with me like this, she has the face of a cute girl, you know?”

My face heated up, my gaze unable to part from Souta-sama.

“Well, I guess you could call it a contrast. But I think that’s one of Aoi-san’s good points.”

“D-don’t you think I’m weird?”

“I was surprised, but I don’t think it’s weird. Besides, it makes me really happy when a beautiful woman like you says she loves me.”

“Souta-sama!”

I hugged Souta-sama with all my might.

As I did, the white bath towel I was wearing fell to the floor.

Still, Souta-sama gently stroked my head.

“I think I like you too, Aoi-san. My heart starts beating fast when you hug me.”

“I’m so happy…”

I hugged Souta-sama tightly.

I pulled away a little, looked at his face, and kissed him.

“Aoi-san…”

“Fufu, I want you to just call me by my first name, without honorifics.”

“Okay, I get it. Then I want you to call me ‘Souta’ too. It’s a little awkward when you call me ‘Souta-sama’ in front of everyone.”

“Muu~, but if I want you to act as my master, can I call you Souta-sama?”

“Well, in that case…”

“Great! I look forward to working with you from now on, Souta!”

I said with a smile and kissed him again.

“But now that I’ve gotten myself another girlfriend… Misaki-neechan will probably get mad at me…”

“Fufu, then don’t worry. I’ve already discussed it and gotten permission from Misaki.”

“Eh? I was left out again? So I can’t participate in my girls’ discussion…”

I stood up and held my hand out to Souta.

“Well, it’s getting dark outside. Let me take you home.”

Souta stood up, still holding my hand.

“Thanks.”

“Fufu, it’s only natural for a girlfriend.”

I said and hugged Souta’s arm.

Souta looked at me curiously.

“Is something wrong?”

“Well, I just thought you’re surprisingly clingy, Aoi…”

“I’m a girl too, so of course I’m clingy. Or do you hate it when a tomboyish girl like me acts clingy?”

“There’s no way I could dislike it. I think it’s adorable.”

“Whaa!”

My heart started beating faster and I could feel my face getting hot.

“Haha, it’s so obvious you’re embarrassed.”

“Muuu, Master is so mean.”

Still clinging to Souta’s arm, we headed for the exit.

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