The School Saint, who is kind to everyone, leave a bite mark only on me [Dropped] - Chapter 13 [Part 2]

“… No, I’ve decided that I won’t lose to your charm.”

“That’s a cowardly way of speaking. Despite continuously losing to the same charm.”

“I won’t be swayed. No matter what words you use, I won’t be swayed. — No, that’s wrong, Hatsuyuki-san. This is just an excuse, a cowardly excuse.”

“Please tell me, Yoshihisa-kun. I want to know everything about you…”

While the man agonizes, the woman whispers seductively, making him aroused as his ‘member’ was now rock hard aching in pain.

She wants him to fall, just like she did.

She wants him to suffer, just like she did.

But…

“I love you, Yoshihisa-kun. That’s why… I want to help alleviate your pain, just as you desire to lighten my heart.”

Were those words truly genuine? Does she genuinely want to help Yoshihisa?

Merely seeking revenge, expressing s****l desire, or harboring hatred.

Does she want to see him suffer more and thus wants him to put it into words?

‘—It doesn’t matter, either way.’

For Hatsuyuki, all of those options are correct.

“Hey… Please tell me, Yoshihisa-kun… If you truly pity me, if you have even the slightest desire to save me, please let me hear your feelings.”

The quietly whispered voice penetrated his brain.

If he were to voice his weakness, he would find relief. But perhaps not voicing it is the true act of atonement.

‘Is that really the way to atone for what I did to Hatsuyuki-san?’

Aren’t I just burdened by my own desire to find solace?

The agony doesn’t cease; it feels like his ears are being gently bitten, sending numbness through his whole body.

He want to touch her right now, without thinking about the consequences, and without reason, just recklessly have s*x with her.

“…I’m scared of returning to the way I used to be. I desperately want to do it as well, to embrace you, but I absolutely don’t want to force myself on you.”

“Is that why you reject me?”

“If I embrace you of my own volition… I feel like I won’t be able to go back to normal anymore. I don’t want to hurt you anymore, but I can’t help it. You’re so beautiful, and I, someone like me, has no right to be with you!”

“But you don’t want to give me to anyone else. Isn’t that right?”

“Of course not! You’re my destined person! I know it sounds creepy and incredibly selfish, but I understand that too. I understand!”

The balance between reason and desire went awry as his mind was in chaos.

‘Ah… I’m happy, Yoshihisa-kun. Hahaha… I’m really happy.’

Those were her true thoughts…

“It’s disgusting.”

“Huh!?”

“It’s truly disgusting, Yoshihisa-kun. All the admiration, the love, the possessiveness… mixed together… It’s too selfish. How did the scales of your heart tilt like this?”

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”

“You’ve done something unforgivable. Even if the law allows it… I will never forgive you. Yes, even the law should judge you. I will spend the rest of my life, eternity, judging you for your sins. But… that’s fine, right? Even if you embrace me now, you won’t turn back into the violent Yoshihisa-kun. I believe that.”

While repeatedly kissing his face gently, Hatsuyuki smiled with a twisted expression of delight, hatred, and affection.

She looked directly at him, her expression causing Yoshihisa to tremble, guiding his hand to her own soft b***s.

His hand sank into her large and squishy b***s, and yet it was still not enough for his reasoning to waver.

“But… I can’t forgive myself, I can’t believe in myself.”

“Ahaha, you’re adorable, Yoshihisa-kun. But do you truly understand? You don’t have the right to refuse. You have no other choice but to accept that.”

“…!!”

Yoshihisa let out a voiceless scream. He was desperately trying to think of a way he could calm her down.

He knew that this was a trap; Hatsuyuki was trying to bring him back to the Yoshihisa of that time.

But it couldn’t be right, even though he said there was no way.

‘Why… Why can’t I resist?’

His instincts were screaming, commanding him to embrace her. The urge and desire to overpower her, make her moan, and make her submit under him.

“No, it’s not right. I absolutely can’t do it. I can’t succumb to your temptation. It will only lead to destruction in the wrong direction.”

“…Ahh.”

Yoshikazu bit his lip forcefully, drawing blood, and he removed his hand from Hatsuyuki’s chest.

The moment his hand completely left, her heart was filled with a deep sense of loneliness, as if a hole had opened.

Unable to bear it any longer, Hatsuyuki clung to him tightly like a koala.

“Ah, please, touch me more. Don’t abandon me. If you don’t touch me, I… I will…!”

“I’m sorry.”

“You’re cunning, Yoshihisa-kun… Ah, I see. I’ll undress, right now. I’ll become completely naked so that you can be more excited. I’ll moan and scream your name. Touch me, unleash your possessiveness and affection on me. I’ll do anything, I’ll really do it, so… Please, Yoshihisa-kun, give me warmth… Let’s become one!”

With tears streaming down her face, she forced a smile, trembled in her voice, and pleaded while trying to maintain a cheerful demeanor.

Even though he didn’t want to see her in such a pitiful state, even though he didn’t want to make her do such things.

‘Once again, I’ve made a big mistake.’

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