The Scariest Delinquent Girl In The Entire School, Rumored To Be Terrifying, Ended Up Sitting Next To Me. I Thought My School Life Was Over, But It Turns Out She's Actually An Incredibly Sweet Person. On Top Of That, She's A Stunning Beauty With Blonde Hair, Blue Eyes, And A Curvaceous Figure—A Triple Threat! - Chapter 15: A Girlfriend Left In Frustration By Her Boyfriend's 'Saint Mode' Finds Herself Restless And Yearning...

A Girlfriend Left In Frustration By Her Boyfriend’s ‘Saint Mode’ Finds Herself Restless And Yearning…

Lately, I’ve been wrestling with a troubling issue.

No matter what I do—whether I’m asleep or awake—my thoughts are consumed entirely by Haruka’s breasts.

To others, it might seem like a non-issue. After all, I’m in a relationship with a girl whose extraordinary J-cup figure is admired by the entire student body. They’d probably joke that having such thoughts is only natural.

But the truth is, the more I touch them, the deeper I fall under their spell.

This can’t go on.

Determined to change, I decided one night to start a “Haruka’s Breasts Abstinence Challenge.”

Whenever I had free time, I would sit cross-legged and meditate.

In those moments, I worked hard to purge my mind of any lustful thoughts about Haruka’s breasts.

I reminded myself that they were like the majestic peaks of a mountain range, worthy of admiration but not desire.

I told myself that the feelings they stirred within me weren’t born from base impulses but were instead akin to the awe one feels when gazing at a breathtaking landscape.

At first, it was tough, but surprisingly, I got the hang of it pretty quickly.

With this newfound focus, I’m confident I’ll be able to achieve great results in the upcoming end-of-term exams before summer break.

***

As usual, I was having lunch with Haruka on the rooftop when she suddenly spoke up.

“Hey, Yukio.”

“What’s up?”

“Well, how should I put this… I feel like there hasn’t been much physical affection between us lately.”

“Really?”

“Don’t you… want to touch my breasts?”

Haruka leaned forward, emphasizing the chest that the entire student body admired so much.

The less mature version of me would have been utterly shaken by the sight of her enormous curves, my cheeks turning bright red in embarrassment.

But thanks to the discipline I’d cultivated over the past few weeks, my heart remained calm and steady.

“…It’s okay, Haruka. Just being with you makes me happy.”

“Oh, I see,” she replied, nodding awkwardly.

“Sorry, I keep saying such… indecent things.”

“It’s fine, really. By the way, your bento is delicious again today.”

“Oh, um, thank you.”

***

As soon as she returned to her room, she dropped her bag with a thud.

After drinking a glass of tap water, she hurriedly unfolded and spread out her futon.

She removed her uniform, leaving herself in just her undergarments.

Standing on top of the futon, she gently touched her chest over her bra.

“…Ah… Yukio.”

Her knees gave out, and she collapsed to the floor.

“Yukio… why won’t you touch me? Have you… grown tired of me?”

They say beauty fades in three days.

Maybe even Yukio has grown bored of her large breasts.

After all, he’s touched them so many times, and she’s let him do so whenever he wanted.

“Yukio, you idiot… I know your gentlemanly side is lovely, but… I’d be fine with you just being a normal, slightly naughty guy.”

She couldn’t stop. She knew she had to, but she couldn’t.

If she became any more fixated on such thoughts, she worried he might start to find her unattractive.

And yet, she couldn’t help herself.

The more she thought of him, the more she wanted him. But the fact that he wouldn’t touch her… left her frustrated and aching with longing.

“…If you keep ignoring me like this, you idiot, I might just cheat on you.”

She said it aloud, but even she knew it was impossible.

She had no interest in any guy other than him.

If anyone else dared to touch her chest without her consent, they’d undoubtedly be met with a swift, merciless slap.

In the end, he was the only one who could fulfill her.

Thinking of him, her eyes filled with tears as the longing in her heart deepened.

***

Over the past few days, I thought my abstinence would make me more irritable.

But surprisingly, I felt refreshed and at peace.

“Looks like I’ll sleep well tonight… hmm?”

Noticing a LINE notification on my phone, I picked it up and opened the message.

“…What?”

It was from Haruka.

And the message read:

“Yukio… I can’t take it anymore… Help me.”

For a moment, I felt the blood drain from my body.

“W-What happened?”

I quickly typed back, but there was no reply.

Panicked, I immediately left my room.

Not wanting to wake my parents, I tiptoed carefully yet moved as swiftly as I could.

I stepped outside and started running, my feet pounding against the asphalt of the quiet night.

Thanks to my regular workouts, I didn’t feel out of breath.

After about ten minutes, I reached Haruka’s apartment.

Standing in front of her door, I rang the bell.

But there was no answer.

That’s when I noticed the door was unlocked.

A sense of foreboding swept over me.

Acting on instinct, I flung the door open with force.

“Haruka!”

What greeted my eyes was…

“…Y-Yukio…”

Haruka was lying on her futon, her undergarments disheveled.

I rushed across the tatami floor toward her.

“What happened? Did someone attack you?”

“No, it’s not that…”

“Then what is it?”

When I asked, Haruka stayed silent for a moment.

“…I was just… thinking about how much I wanted you, Yukio. And so… I was comforting myself again.”

“What?”

“It’s just that… you haven’t touched my chest at all lately. I started wondering if maybe you were getting tired of me.”

“No, not at all. It’s just that… I’ve been thinking about your chest so much, I felt it wasn’t healthy. That’s why I decided to do a ‘Haruka’s Chest Abstinence Challenge.’”

“So… that’s what it was…”

I helped her sit up, and she gave me a faint smile.

“Then… you’re not tired of me?”

“Tired of you? Never. If anything, I grow fonder of you with each passing day.”

“Hehe.”

Seeing Haruka’s smile, I realized the error of my ways.

Sure, trying to control my desires might seem admirable.

But in the end, it was nothing more than self-satisfaction.

If it came at the cost of hurting the person I care about most, then it was meaningless.

“…Haruka.”

“Yes, Yukio?”

“It’s already so late… so we can’t do anything too intimate tonight.”

“You’re right.”

“So, for tonight, let me make it up to you with this.”

I gently placed my hand on Haruka’s chest.

“…Ah.”

“As I thought, Haruka’s chest is simply the best.”

“Yukio… I love you.”

“I love you too.”

As I softly caressed her, I leaned in and kissed her tenderly.

“…Hey, we might not be able to tonight, but… will you tomorrow?”

“Of course. After school tomorrow, I’ll come straight to your place.”

“Oh, by the way, we’re almost out of… you know.”

“Got it. I’ll stop by the convenience store on my way home to pick some up.”

“And you know… you could always come back here afterward.”

“Sorry, but I don’t think I’m brave enough to turn into a delinquent overnight.”

“Goodness, you’re just as serious as ever… but that’s the Yukio I love.”

Looking at Haruka’s smiling face, I felt a deep, unshakable love for her. I gently embraced her.

“…Anyway, hurry up and put your clothes on. You’ll catch a cold.”

“It’s fine. You’ve already warmed me up.”

“You’re really… such a handful.”

“Why? Why? Have you started to dislike me?”

“That’s probably something that will never happen.”

“Never? That gives me chills… let’s do it.”

“Haruka-san.”

I spoke with a wry smile.

“Just so you know, the reason I’ve become this kind of… overly affectionate person is entirely your fault. Before you, I had zero interest in any of this.”

“I’m sorry…”

“It’s fine. Just make sure you buy that for tomorrow, okay?”

“Yeah, but I might forget.”

“It’s okay. In that case, we’ll just go without.”

“No, absolutely not! We’re still high school students.”

“Well, I’m ready whenever you are.”

“Haruka… you really are a bold one.”

“And it’s all because of you.”

After spending a bit more time chatting with Haruka, I left her apartment, stopped by the convenience store to buy that, and went home.

Even though I was back in bed, I found myself unable to sleep for quite some time.