The result of keeping my childhood friend company since we were little ~ Spoiling my childhood friend who has become dere dere - Chapter 63 - Cute Temporary Wife and Wedding 11

“It’s about time.”

When Yuki and I were walking together in a lover’s embrace, Yuki suddenly said something like that. She also told me that she didn’t want me to carry her like a princess because it would be too much of a burden on me. Instead, she replied almost directly, “When you take me to bed, you have to carry me like a princess,” so I reluctantly backed down.

“What?”

“That I’m still a virgin.”

“……”

“I made a mistake. It’s time I become a mom.”

“……”

I felt like I would lose if I answered anything here, so I kept quiet, and she poked me with her elbow with a giggle.

“I’ve been living with Okaa-san for a long time, so I’ve heard them doing it a lot. I guess the flip side of that is that it would be weird that a man and woman of the same age don’t do it.”

I’d like to answer that it’s not, but I feel like I’ll be losing…

“But I’m not sure I agree.”

“Oh, yeah. That…”

“Because there is no love in it. If you just want to have a relationship with a man and a woman, you don’t have to be a lover. But Yuu and I are different. We talked about love many times and clashed with each other many times. But there is still something missing, and that is why we become man and woman.”

“Yuki…”

“I will be Yuu’s woman. But I’m doing it because I think there is something that can be conveyed by uniting the mind and the body.”

Good words? Maybe, but it didn’t resonate with me at all.

Because…

“Yuki… can I say something?”

“What?”

“You’re not persuasive at all when you talk to me with such red cheeks and a face that looks as if it’s about to drool.”

Especially when she said, ‘I will be Yuu’s woman.’ She even trembled. I wonder if she is so happy to be my woman. From my point of view, I was almost shaking with a crisis of chastity.

“Yuu is a herbivore, isn’t he? He started to touch my breasts, but he doesn’t touch the important parts.”

“……”

“Yuu, if you feel frustrated, try to turn me into a sow.”

“Sow…? Is Yuki just waiting to be accepted?”

“…I was prepared for this when we first started living together, okay? I was going to be open to being attacked, but it didn’t look like that at all. The best you can do is just rub my breasts and kiss me, right? It’s made it a lot harder for me to deal with.”

“Deal with, you say…”

“I know you do it in the bathroom.”

“…”

I didn’t realize that my sexual situation was being leaked to Yuki… Every time, I used to do it in the bathroom after Yuki had gone to bed. I was shocked… to find out that she was aware of it.

“Not really, it’s fine to put it out there, but it’s the wrong target.”

“Target?”

“You should take it out on me, not on the toilet.”

Ou… More power words are flying around than ever. The one who is saying that is Yuki, and her face is bright red. She looks quite embarrassed. If it’s going to be like that, it would be better if you don’t say it, but I’m letting her say it because I’m not going to attack her anytime soon.

“Yuki, um…”

“If you just want to take care of me and love me, I don’t have to be your girlfriend. A pet can play that role if I don’t.. But I am Yuu’s girlfriend. I want to take care of you.”

Yuki is coming on to me with an urgency that I have never seen before. There have certainly been times when I have felt like I could have had sex with Yuki, and there have been times when the timing was right. Even this morning, if I had wanted to, I could have had a sexual relationship with her.

Even so, I have been making excuses in my mind that it is not the right time yet, and I have been running away.

As a result, instead of making Yuki happy, I was driving her into a corner mentally. I was saying whatever I wanted to say. That’s exactly what happened.

“Would Yuki be happy to be attacked by me?”

“I don’t like physical and emotional DV, but if it’s sexual, I welcome it, depending on what it is.” (domestic violence)

“Is it me, or is the analogy a bit strange?”

“You can complain after you’ve attacked me.”

“Yes…”

Usually I think it’s too late after the attack… Well, I forced myself to accept that it’s Yuki’s fault.