The reason why this genius little girl who doesn't get along with anyone, wants to be only spoiled by me

Episode c49: Gentle Yet Violent

…Come to think of it, even Hime hugged me earlier too.

Being in the middle of the classroom while it was quite embarrassing with everyone watching—
but, of course, it didn’t feel bad at all.

The scent was something like a mix of sunshine and milk—
Although I’m not sure if that’s the right way to describe it, but it was something close to that.
But that scent, along with her slightly higher body temperature, left a strong impression.

Her somewhat quick heartbeat, and the faint sensation of her breastbone and ribs against my cheek—
it was all very Hime-like, which made me smile a little.

It made me realize—
Ah… she’s alive, too.

A totally obvious thought, but for some reason, it struck me like lightning at that moment.

At the same time, I felt a strange sense of comfort, is it because of the past, ancient remembrance, an instinct left imprinted into our genes?
I once remember reading on the internet that before humans became what we are, we found reassurance in things like grooming or physical contact with others.

Maybe, also because of that reason, was why I found peace at Hime’s hug —

But Sei-san’s embrace… was just something entirely so different that—

(—-S-So Soft…)

If I had to compare it to something—
It would be marshmallows.

It was like having my entire face wrapped in a cloud of fluffy fluffy marshmallows.

Unlike Hime, there were no gaps.
The soft sensation molded perfectly around the contours of my face, leaving no space for air in between.

That’s why… It becomes hard to breathe.

“uu….”

I instinctively tried to shift my face to the side to catch some air—

To be honest, I wouldn’t have minded the least even if that movement would have freed me from her embrace entirely.

But—

“Hey, don’t squirm.”

Sei-san didn’t allow that.

Instead, she hugged me even tighter, pressing my face further into her large breasts.

And because in that small moment, where I struggled to breathe in even the slightest bit of air, I ended up taking a deep breath in the small moment I was to let free— which meant I happened to inhale a lungful of air dedicated with her scent and that only.

Sei-san’s unique fragrance spread inside, filling my entire chest.

It was completely different from Hime’s.

A sweet, womanly aroma that teased at something primal buried deep within a man like me—
Adding to that, it was mixed with the faint scent of shampoo, treatments, cosmetics and lotion, which made my heart even more frustrated and stirred up.

(Somehow… it’s getting… all so dizzy…)

My vision, which I had thought was blocked forever, swayed albeit gently.

Maybe it was the lack of oxygen— alongside the warmth and scent messing up my head, as if loosening the shackles of reason and sense within me.

Soft and yet fluffy…

Yet somehow, if a feeling were to give heed to your primal instincts more than your reason — then instead of kind, that feeling is more akin to violence driven.

If I let myself stayed like this for any longer, I feel threatened—

Maybe it was because I felt that sense of fear that my lifeless body swayed again with life.

“……S-Sei-san…?”

“Nn~? What is it? Do you not like this?”

“I… it’s not …Like that…but.”

“Then let’s stay like this a little longer, okay? Yohei, this is what Boobies are~? Can you tell?”

I–I just can’t tell what the hell is she thinking at all?

I had absolutely no idea what her intentions were.

Figuring that out could wait— Right now, I just needed her to back off before I passed out.

“Sei-san… I–I can’t… breathe…”

For the starters, I really want her to give me some space here. It wasn’t that I disliked it emotionally speaking— I was genuinely on a bad spot because of being right at the verge of suffocating.

“Eh? Ah, sorry—… Ahhh, Yohei, your face is completely pale! Aren’t boys supposed to turn all red in situations like this!? Isn’t that how life forms called boys are supposed to react!?”

Regardless of the gender— anyone would turn pale if they couldn’t breathe you know.

…Of course, Not that I had the strength to explain that logic right now——-.