The Girl sitting next to me is playing with my '--hing' though... - Chapter 25: You should always listen to what Elders say! Humph!

You should always listen to what Elders say! Humph!

“Hayami. Come with me for a minute.”

As soon as homeroom was over, Minamisawa, with a really unfriendly look on her face, approached me.

“O~h, do you want to go home together?”

“Don’t be silly. Hurry up.”

Saying that in a emotionless voice, Minamisawa turned her back on me and strode away.

This is …… probably a possibility, by any chance?

Within me, anticipation and anxiety were mingling with each other. Don’t tell me, is this already the situation for losing my doutei!? It surely looks like that, but if it’s like that, will I be able to do it well. A sort of anxious feeling haunts me.

I wonder if I could …… really do it.

When I muttered this inwardly, my world came to a halt.

『 Mumu~, you seem to be in trouble huh. 』

A–ah, you are– Raku0-Cardman-san⁉

『 If it’s ok with me, I don’t mind listening to your worries? 』

Eh, no please~, it’s no big deal. …… I am all fine.

『 The whole world is filled with people who say they’re fine, but they’re actually not. 』

——-⁉

『 Now that you are aware of that, let me ask you yet again; if you don’t mind me listening… I am all ears. 』

……I’m actually, you know, not confident. In myself.

『 Fumu, and what do you mean by that? 』

I’m not confident that I perform the act of $^x well. I’ve watched a lot of videos, to the degree of getting tired of them already, so I think I know the general flow, but still, when it’s time I put it to practice, it’s a completely different story. … I am just not sure if I can insert it smoothly enough you see.

『 Fumu 』

And sometimes, I hear that when you get too nervous in the situation, you can even lose your ere***on, right? That means, there is a possibility that it can happen to me as well too, right? I am kind of scared…

『 Mr. Hayami. 』

Y, yes.

『 Have you ever played darts before? 』

No, I don’t.

『 Then, do you have the confidence to hit the inner bull’s-eye of in that game? 』

Of course I don’t. I’ve never done it before after all. …………Ah

『 It is quite natural that you don’t have confidence because you have never done it before. Well, there are people who are confident from the very beginning, but there is no basis for that. Therefore, the result is the same regardless of whether they are confident or not. Unless, of course, there is a coincidence or luck involved. 』

So, soo~, …… even with *&x, too.

『 Of course. Even the most famous f*&^%rs and Godfingers who are now famous in all of society were all douteis in the beginning. Obviously they were losers in that. They couldn’t ever get a lady’s inner bulls-eye in one shot. …… see? There’s nothing more stupid than worrying about something you haven’t even done before, okay? 』

Y—YES!

『 Good! Just one last thing to mention: …… *&x is only possible when both you and your partner enjoys and communicates with each other, okay? Please don’t be so self-indulgent in your own thoughts in the whole time while doing it. It’s disrespectful to towards your partner. ….. Well then. 』

As soon as Rak0-Card Man faded away, the world began to move again.

“Thank you Rak0-Card Man,……, I feel my heart much lighter now.”

I whispered several words of thanks and followed after Minamisawa, who had went on ahead of me.