Striving to Become the Ideal Man in a World of Reversed Chastity

“Alright, I’m turning off the lights.”

“O-okay…!”

And with that, I turned off the bedroom lights with the remote in my hand. By now, Himeko and I were already together in bed.

“…mm…uh…”

“…?”

It had been a few minutes since I had turned off the lights, but Himeko kept fidgeting the whole time. She seemed completely restless. Well, I understood why she might feel that way.

“…ungh…ugh…”

Himeko kept squirming and gradually moved toward the edge of the bed. Yeah, she was probably feeling embarrassed. Well, I had no intention of letting her escape.

“Zzz… mm, Himeko… if you stay at the edge like that, you’ll fall off… zzz…”

“Eh…what!?”

I pretended to be half-asleep as I rolled over, stretched out my arm and wrapped it around Himeko’s stomach. Then I pulled her toward me. All while still pretending to be asleep, of course.

“W-wait a minute…!” (whispered)

“Mmm… zzz… zzz…”

“Huh… are you… asleep?”

“Zzz… zzz… mm, mmm…” (grip!)

“Eeh!?”

I slipped my other arm under Himeko’s body and held her tightly with both arms. It was like hugging a body pillow. If I did this in my original world, Himeko would definitely kill me, but the Himeko in this world didn’t seem like she would do anything like that.

“Zzz… zzz…”

“~~~~!” (inaudible sound)

—Touch… touch…

“Zzz… mm, zzz…”

“Mmh… ahh…”

–Touch… touch…

For now, I enjoyed the feeling of Himeko’s waist and stomach area with my hands. Man, a girl’s body was really something else, totally different from a guy’s body. Since I exercised, my body was all muscular and bony… but Himeko’s stomach felt soft and smooth even through her pajamas.

Just touching her felt incredibly good. I could touch her like this forever. And also…

(This might be the first time Himeko’s head has been this close to my face…)

After pulling Himeko closer to me, her nape was almost touching my face. Well, I just had to smell it, right? So I decided to sniff Himeko’s nape.

“Zzz… zzz… (sniff sniff)”

So I immediately smelled Himeko’s scent, and it was very sweet. If I remember correctly, Sakurai-san had a refreshing citrus scent, but Himeko had a gentle, sweet smell.

Come to think of it, I wondered this with Sakurai-san too, but why did girls smell so nice? This had to be one of the seven wonders of the world. Well, it was probably perfume or body mist. Hmm, even so…

(Wow, Himeko’s scent is really nice. It’s such a calming smell.)

It was probably partly because she was my childhood friend, but even so, Himeko’s scent was comfortable to me. Thanks to that, I kept bringing my face close to Himeko’s neck and continued smelling her.

In my original world, I’d definitely get arrested for this. Anyway…

“Zzz… zzz… (sniff sniff)”

“Ungh… mmh…”

At first, Himeko was fidgeting a lot, but after I embraced her, she seemed to be trying not to move as much as possible. She probably didn’t want to wake me up. Despite everything, Himeko was quite a kind girl.

(Well, Himeko really is a kind girl after all.)

So I decided to keep teasing this kind Himeko.

“Zzz… zzz…”

“Mmh… mmah…”

As Himeko was trying her best not to move while keeping her voice down, I gradually moved my hand, which had been touching her stomach area, upward, and then…

“…Ah, eh!?” (shudder)

“Zzz… zzz… mm, mmm…”

—Squish!

“~~~~~~~!!” (inaudible sound)

“Mm… mmm…”

Pretending to be half asleep, I started touching my main target, her breasts. I’ve had enough of enjoying Himeko’s belly, so I was going to enjoy her breasts too!!

–Squish! Squeeze… fondle…

“~~~~~~~!!” (inaudible sound)

“Mm… mmm…” (squeeze squeeze)

While pretending to be asleep, I gently kneaded Himeko’s breasts. Oh my, oh my… I see!

(Man, they’re so soft and feel way too good!)

That was my initial impression. I decided to slowly savor Himeko’s breasts. Hmm, I see, I see!

For now, Himeko’s breast size was probably a bit smaller than average? Probably around a B-cup, I think. Actually, sorry, I honestly didn’t really know about cup sizes, I was just talking completely randomly right now! But compared to Sakurai-san who had breasts large enough to form cleavage, Himeko’s weren’t big enough for that, so I was guessing they were about a B-cup!

But honestly, cup size didn’t matter. Because regardless of that, breasts were soft and I could touch them forever. Oh, come to think of it, someone once said that the softness of the upper arm was the same as the softness of breasts… that was a complete lie! Breasts were more squishy and the feel was just too amazing! Breasts felt overwhelmingly better! Actually, you know what…

(Wait, Himeko isn’t wearing a bra!!)

Even through her pajamas, I could tell that Himeko wasn’t wearing a bra. I-I mean, as I was kneading, I could clearly feel Himeko’s nipples. So I finally solved the problem I’d been wondering about hours ago. It seemed Himeko took off her bra when she slept. I see, I see, I learned something new…

–Squeeze squeeze… knead knead…

“Mm… ah…!”

“Zzz… zzz…” (knead knead)

Even after gaining this new knowledge, I continued kneading Himeko’s breasts. At this point, I wanted to somehow make it look like an accident and “taste” (if you know what I mean) Himeko’s breasts, but if I did that, she’d definitely realize I wasn’t sleeping. D-damn it… with her breasts right in front of my eyes… it was so frustrating that all I could do was just knead them…!!

–Knead knead… squeeze squeeze squeeze…

“Mmah… wai-… aahn…!”

I continued to knead Himeko’s breasts while wallowing in sadness. However, as I kept fondling… I noticed that heat was increasingly radiating from Himeko’s body. I could also see small beads of sweat forming on her nape.

–Squeeze squeeze squeeze… knead knead knead…

“Mm… haa… haa… mmh… aah…!”

“Zzz… zzz…” (Huh?)

–Knead knead knead knead…

“Mm, aah… haa… haa… mmh…!”

“Zzz… zzz…”

(Is her breathing getting rougher?)

Himeko’s breathing was becoming increasingly ragged… and the sweat that had formed on her nape was changing from small drops to large ones. W-wait? Could it be that Himeko was starting to feel something too?

–Knead knead knead knead knead knead…

“Mmah… ah… haa… mmh… ah… aah!♡”

As I was thinking this, Himeko began to let out sensual, alluring moans. W-wait, I’d never heard Himeko make such erotic sounds before! And somehow I felt like I was about to slip into an adult video world.

“…mm… mmh… aah…♡”

“Z-zzz… zzz…” (T-this is bad for me too…)

Listening to Himeko’s moans made me increasingly excited… and before I knew it, my little buddy was standing fully at attention. But I couldn’t possibly let my battle-ready cock touch Himeko’s body, so I bent myself in an awkward position.

(B-but you know…)

–Knead knead knead…!

“Mmh…♡ Mmah… haa… haa… aah!♡”

I was pretty sure that if I woke up right now and pushed Himeko down, the current Himeko would accept me without resistance and let me do naughty things. Because Himeko herself seemed to be very excited.

(But…)

But as I said at the beginning… that would mean I’d succumbed to Himeko’s sexiness. I didn’t want to be the one to push her down. I wanted to see Himeko submit to me and beg, “Please let me have sex with you.” So having sex with Himeko wouldn’t be today…

Today I’d endure it at all costs, even if it killed me…!!

So even though both Himeko and I were quite excited… I decided to stop kneading her breasts for now. If I kept going any longer, my cock would seriously explode. And since I absolutely couldn’t masturbate in this situation, it was better for my mental state not to knead anymore.

So before I knew it, it was quite late at night, and I slowly drifted off to sleep. Of course, I was still using Himeko as my body pillow.