Itadakimasu

“No, now I’m curious. What do you want to take revenge on? I’m somewhat scared now.”

“Hmm, when should we do it… How about doing it after I’ve become an adult?”

“…Okay, I don’t mind.”

“So it’s decided! I look forward to it, fufu”

“Do you love hot springs that much?”

The timing was just about right. I have the chance to erase that humiliation I felt at that time when Nii-san did not see me as a woman. Besides, I’m already reaching my limit anyway.

I’m surprised about this myself as well but we’re still living a fairly ‘wholesome’ life at the moment. We’re only kissing each other every day.

Because I have more or less my pride as a woman, I want Nii-san to take the first lead. Hence, if he doesn’t do anything, we cannot progress in our relationship. 

Despite that, Nii-san remains a virgin until the bitter end, he pretends to not see my obvious appeals towards him. 

But that doesn’t mean I’m blaming him for that.

Ideally, I want Nii-san to take the lead. That’s why I’ll keep my desires in check until I have become an adult. This time, the trip to the onsen seems convenient.  

“I’m really looking forward to it.”

I can somewhat imagine what kind of face I’m making. Luckily, my brother kept his gaze on the TV screen. Even I wouldn’t want my brother to think of me as a vulgar woman.

(TLN: Probably made an a**gao) (ED/n: Imagine, a pure black haired beauty with an a**gao, google at your own risk) 

Both of us took our baths separately and went to our bedroom. There was just one semi-double bed that didn’t seem to quite fit the size of the room itself. 

Nii-san plans even now to get another one but of course, I rejected that idea each and every time. I’m also at an age where I think about ‘those’ kinds of things. I’m trying my best to suppress my desires but even I wouldn’t be able to bear it if even the warmth of my brother was taken away from me.

It may trouble Nii-san but I decided to see that as his own fault for being a virgin.

After both of us got ready, we once again got on the narrow bed together. 

“Kousuke-san, your hand.”

“…Uhm, don’t think it’d be good to stop this custom? It gets a bit difficult to fall asleep as well and-”

Since we moved here, we established a certain routine when going to bed: We hold hands when we sleep.

He claimed that it was difficult for him to fall asleep but when I replied that I didn’t mind as long as I could just grab onto ‘something’ while looking at his crotch, he gave in.

Honestly, I’d rather have him praise me instead for not giving in to my desires and using him as a body pillow.

“No. Or do you want me to hold ‘that’ instead?”

“Saki, were you perhaps a demon in your previous life?”

“I only believe in this life.”

“…”

Although reluctantly, Nii-san finally clasped my hand. His hand was bigger than mine and also more rugged. It felt good. I enjoyed the sensation of his hand thoroughly until I fell asleep.

***

I woke up.

I looked at the window and noticed that no light was leaking through, so it was still late at night. I decided to go back to bed again and try to reach for the warmth of my brother’s hand…I ended up grabbing air.

–Nii-san is not here.

I felt the blood draining from my face and my tiredness disappeared immediately.

I somehow managed to move my shaking body and leave the bedroom while feeling dizzy. I found Nii-san sleeping on the couch in the living room. He looked rather carefree.

“…Thank goodness…”

I sighed in relief. 

I brought the only futon we had in the bedroom and covered him with it. 

“Sigh, Nii-san, if you sleep in a place like this, you’re definitely going to catch a cold.”

Out of habit, I ended up calling my brother “Nii-san” rather than using his name.

That way of calling him still feels familiar on my lips, which is funny. I gave up on pretending to be his little sister to obtain him and yet the little sister that adores her brother remains within me.

“Fufu, Nii-san’s sleeping face is cute.”

My big brother was someone who rarely got up after he had fallen asleep. I often took advantage of this trait and touched his cheeks and lips many times. 

I also made him drink my saliva and played various other mischiefs on him. (ED/n: did he not choke and wake up?) 

Recalling those days, I felt extremely tempted.

–If it’s not, couldn’t I get away with anything?

“…As one would expect, that’s pushing it huh…”

While the conflict was still running in my head, I found myself flinging off my nightwear and slipping into his futon while just wearing my underwear. 

“Nii-san, are you awake?”

I confirmed if he was truly asleep by calling out to him. Of course, he doesn’t react. 

“If you don’t wake up, you’ll be in big trouble. I’m going to play quite a big prank on you.”

I felt like I was now making excuses for myself, saying: “Well, I DID warn him.”

“Nii-san, it is your fault, okay? You made me wait sooo much after all.”

It was a rather prideful thought. He made me hold it in so much, so he has to compensate for that.

“Hora, Nii-san. If you don’t scold me like back then, I’ll become a bad girl”

Inside the futon, I finally fling off the underwear from my body.

I felt an immoral sensation running through my body, as I straddled Nii-san in my birthday suit. It feels even more amazing than the excitement I felt when doing something ‘bad’.

“…Just a bit should be okay, right? It’ll be alright, I won’t go all the way.”

After all, I decided to hold back until our onsen trip.

…That’s why, I’ll do it just for a little bit. Call it a midnight snack.

“Just stay like this, just stay asleep. This is just a dream, just a dream. Whatever happens now, did not actually happen.”

This is the man I raised and nurtured carefully. Here am I, who gave my best in raising this man.

And will continue to raise him for the rest of my life. 

Unlike a drama, there will be no ending.

So for now, just let me harvest a little bit.

“…Itadakimasu, Nii-san.”

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Translator:

Feels like she’s a vampire who has raised her prey/lover. It’s unclear if she actually performed reverse r**e on him or just a b***job. That’s all folks

Editor/TL:

Probably “just the tip”, or sumata if you know, you know. Well anyways thank you for taking over this WN because I was being lazy. Finally I finished another WN. 

Thank you for reading this WN, hope you enjoyed. Comment how many of you would want a little sister like this~