I’ve Been Reincarnated as the Strongest Villain in an NTR Eroge, so I’m Going to Break the Heroines’ Doom Flags on Behalf of the Main Character! - Chapter 57 - My First Love (Miyano Kaede’s POV)

Chapter 57 – My First Love (Miyano Kaede’s POV)

(Miyano Kaede’s POV)

Friday, September 6th.

My mood has been terrible since this morning. For some reason, Noa showed up in the classroom with Ibusu, which was already enough to ruin my day. On top of that, I exposed Ibuse’s two-timing to the class, but no one seemed to care.

What’s with that Ibuse? …Is a former delinquent who has reformed so attractive? Are you kidding me?

Ah damn…why do that guy keep popping into my head? If Ibuse gets away with two-timing, then I can too. Ibuse can have Noa, I don’t care at all.

That’s right, I still have options. If I wanted to, I could easily three-time as well. Just you wait. I’ll show you that I can get better women than Noa and the others.

Having made that decision, I went to the next class during lunch break, called a certain girl, and decided to confess my feelings to her in front of the rooftop door.

“Hey, do you want to go out with me?”

“……Eh? What’s this all of a sudden?”

The girl’s name was Kanna, a cheerful, cool class president who was in the same class as me in our first year. She’s supposed to be the second most likely to accept my confession after Noa, but now, Kanna has a puzzled look on her face, as if she doesn’t want to accept my confession.

“So… I was thinking we should start dating soon…”

“What do you mean by soon? Um… Eh? Did we ever talk about this?”

“Well, I mean, we’ve gone out a few times…”

“………Wait, could it be… do I look like an easy target to you? If so, um… sorry? I don’t want to say this, but it’s kind of… creepy.”

“Huh…”

Despite her usual energetic demeanor, Kanna’s face twisted into a grimace, and she turned down my confession with a textbook example of a forced smile.

“I didn’t want to say this to Noa-chan’s childhood friend, but… Eh, wait. What about Noa-chan? Come to think of it, weren’t you two dating?”

“No… I broke up with her…”

“Ah… so maybe that’s why you’re asking me? Uh… sorry, but that’s really gross.”

Kanna’s face went from a bitter smile to one of contempt in an instant, and she ran off, saying, “Sorry!”

Did I just get rejected? Me? Why… I mean, isn’t it more bizarre to confess while dating Noa? Doesn’t Ibuse get away with it? Why can’t I…

No, that’s not it. She just wasn’t my heroine. Right.

Next. This time for sure……

……

…

“Hey Rei. Can I talk to you for a second?”

“……Tch… what?”

After school. I went to meet a girl from a different class. The girl’s name was Rei. She’s a cool girl who would play smartphone games alone in the classroom every day after school. When I called out to her, Rei listened to me while playing her smartphone.

“Well, um… Don’t you want a boyfriend?”

“What? Are you trying to pick a fight?”

“I’m not trying to pick a fight or anything. But if you want one, you can have me——”

“Tch… If you’re serious, you’re crazy.”

Rei is usually a cool girl, but today she looked at me even more sternly. She didn’t seem embarrassed… or anything. In the first place, there’s no need to get so angry.

“Rei-senpai.”

As I was about to make another attempt, a pure and cute voice called out from the hallway.

“It’s over.”

“Mm. Then let’s go home.”

The moment the girl called out, Rei stopped playing the game, and with a more lively face than before, she quickly put on her backpack and headed towards the girl.

“Eh… Who is that…?”

“…Oh, I see you don’t know. I thought you’d know since I consulted with Mizukami-san. But it doesn’t concern you, so you don’t need to worry about it.”

Rei said this coldly and started to leave with the girl. In a panic, I rushed into the hallway to catch up and called out.

“Well, then how about the three of us hang out next time——”

“What? Die.”

“Rei-senpai, that’s a bit harsh.”

“…Sorry, I got carried away. Let’s hurry up and go.”

“Yes.”

I knew Rei was a bit harsh, but it was the first time she had told me to “die.” The two of them left without looking back.

…The next one. Let’s go with the next one.

……

…

I decided to go straight to the science club and confess my feelings to Mari, the club president and third-year student, who was playing with the lab equipment by herself.

But……

“Hmm… So you came all the way to the club room just to say that. So in your eyes, a weirdo like me, who stays at club activities despite being a student preparing for exams and wears a lab coat doing experiments that are completely unrelated to the club, is someone interested in romance? If so, I’m disappointed. Even if I were interested in romance, it would be in the context of science. It’s inconceivable for me, a scientist, to have such naive feelings for a human male, especially someone like you… By the way, what happened to Noa-kun? It’s a shame I couldn’t eat her sandwiches during summer holiday. If you don’t mind, please ask her.”

Mari started talking about her views on romance in a furious and rapid-fire manner, but suddenly Noa’s name came up. Noa kept coming up every time. What’s going on?

“Noa and I are…already…”

“Oh. So Noa-kun has finally dumped you. Then I have no obligation to talk to you about love and romance anymore. Get out of here now.”

After saying that, Mari started concentrating on the experiment again. I felt a surge of anger and approached her, pressing her for answers.

“What do you mean, ‘no obligation’? It’s like Senpai is saying I have no value without Noa. Didn’t Senpai——”

“It seems your brain is quite well-developed, indeed. To fall into such a misunderstanding despite my carefully chosen words is alarming. I’d rather not continue this conversation, but I suppose I must take some responsibility for inflating your ego. Let me make it clear. You have no value whatsoever right now. You’ve acted as if you have some charm and ignored the person right in front of you. Each time, Noa-kun, who stayed by your side, brought sandwiches to the club room. I initially declined because it was supposed to be an apology, but they were genuinely delicious. That’s why I reluctantly engaged in conversation with you. But now that you’ve cut ties with Noa-kun, I no longer wish to waste time with someone of no value. So, if you understand, please leave quickly. And don’t get any silly ideas. If you think of taking advantage of my slender figure, I’ll be sure to throw some of my specially-prepared experimental chemicals in your face.”

“Huh…”

Rejected by Mari, and still unable to come to terms with reality, I left the club room.

It’s not just Mari. Rei and Kanna treated me like I was Noa’s extra too.

It’s supposed to be the other way around. Noa was the one following me. I saved her from bullying when she was little.

And yet… It’s as if…

“Huh?”

After failing to confess three times in a row, I was about to go home in despair when I noticed a certain piece of paper in my shoe locker.

[I’ll be waiting for you at the usual place, Kotone]

As soon as I saw it, I started running.

Kotone… It must be Himezaki Kotone. She’s a bitch who’s been famous for letting you have sex with her since our first year. To be honest, I didn’t get involved with her much, but it doesn’t matter now. If she’s a slut, there are plenty of ways to handle it. It seems luck is finally on my side.

I ran through the school building and arrived at an empty classroom that was rumored to be the place where Kotone does it. And there she was, sitting in a chair and tapping her smartphone with a bored look on her face.

“……Sorry to keep you waiting.”

“Huh? Ah, you’re finally here~ I was starting to think you weren’t going to show up.”

“Sorry… I had a lot of… stuff going on…”

“Mm, mm. Good work. Now, let’s get started.”

I approached her as she invited me and tried to kiss her, but…

“Oh, I don’t do kisses. Only the real thing.”

“…Sorry.”

What kind of ethics do you have to have sex but not kiss? Oh well. Once we start, you’re mine.

“Okay, help me undress.”

I took off Kotone’s uniform as she instructed, and left her in her underwear. Kotone’s underwear was too cute for her to be called a bitch, it was just normal underwear.

“Come on, hurry up~ Take off my bra too~”

“I know, but…”

This is frustrating. I want to get on with it right now. What’s the big deal with the bra? If it were Noa, she would’ve taken it off herself… and besides, I can’t even get it off…

“……Hmm… Forget it, let’s just stop.”

“Huh? Wait…”

I was almost done with it, but Kotone pushed my hands away and picked up the uniform I had just removed.

“I heard you did stuff with Noa-chan too, so I thought you’d be a bit better, but… this is a real letdown. To expect anything from you now is a stretch.”

“What… you can’t know until you try!”

“I know. I asked Noa-chan. She said you were so bad she had to fake her moans.”

“……Huh?”

That has to be a lie.

Because Noa said she felt good too…and she was moaning so much…

“…Hey, Miyano. Do you remember the girl you rejected back in middle school?”

“…What are you talking about all of a sudden?”

“You don’t? I was just thinking. For example, when we were in the second year of middle school, a girl mustered up her courage to call you out to an empty classroom after school and she confessed her feelings. Don’t you remember?”

“Huh?”

What are you talking about? Why do you have to talk about that now? What does that have to do with Kotone…

“According to the letter that girl sent, it said something like, ‘I have something important to discuss, so please come to the empty classroom alone.’ But what did you do, Miyano?”

“……Um…”

“…You really don’t remember? Well, that’s not surprising. That’s why you’re able to do things like this.”

Back in middle school, there were so many similar incidents that I can’t even remember how many. Looking back, that was my prime.

As I was trying to dig up my memory, Kotone spoke in an angry voice.

“In the end, that girl was rejected. It was fine up until then, but… After you rejected her, you left the classroom and immediately joined up with your male friend. Then, thinking that she couldn’t hear, you laughed out loud, saying, ‘There’s no way I could date an ugly girl like that.'”

“Ah… Huh…”

Hearing what Kotone said, I finally remembered. Come to think of it, that did happen. But that girl was a total gloomy girl, nothing like Kotone…

“Have you ever thought about how she felt at that time? She was already sad because she had been rejected, but then the boy she liked laughed at her and had her promise broken. She must have felt like she wanted to die.”

“……I’m sorry.”

“You’re sorry? No, you should stop saying things you don’t mean. It’s just creepy. And you called Noa-chan ‘fat’ too, didn’t you? Hey, do you think being mean is somehow cool? Is that your way of showing you can see both men and women equally?”

“No, but… Noa and I are childhood friends, and she’s actually fatter than most people, right?”

“I see. So it’s okay to say something if it’s true, huh? It’s true that girl wasn’t exactly known for her grooming, and Noa-chan might be a bit fuller than someone who’s skinny. Using that logic, I guess it’s fine if I say something bad about you too?”

Kotone then reached towards my crotch, groping it as if to explore its shape.

“…Pathetic. It’s less than half of what Ibuse-kun has.”

“Whaa…?!”

“So, you were under the illusion that this was enough to satisfy Noa-chan. You poor thing. And you’re so bad at it too. There’s no hope for you.”

Kotone continued to rub my crotch as if teasing me. She then muttered, “Now that you mention it,” in a mocking voice.

“Noa-chan and Ibuse-kun were walking home together just now. They were talking like they really get along. Ah, Noa-chan is easily swayed. Tomorrow is a holiday too, so maybe they’ll stay together until morning.”

“What are you…saying…”

“Ibuse-kun’s is so big… so hard… so thick and long… It even looks scary before it’s hard… but he’s super gentle during sex… and his technique is amazing… I’m sure Noa-chan will be moaning for real if he penetrates her with that… I’m sure by the start of next week, she’ll be Ibuse-kun’s personal woman…”

“Stop it… Noa, she…”

Stop.

Don’t make me imagine it.

Noa is my childhood friend…

My first love…

“…Ah, did you finally realize it? If only you had realized it a little earlier… If only you had only looked at Noa-chan and not taken any detours…”

“Stop fucking with me!!!”

“Kyaahh…!”

Driven mad by Kotone’s provocation, I couldn’t hold back any longer and forced her down.

“Shut up… Shut up…! There are plenty of women like Noa… We just didn’t have good physical compatibility… You’re just a slut, so don’t get carried away… I’ll show you right now… I’ll show your body that I’m better than Ibuse…!!”

The moment I tried to take off Kotone’s underwear, Kotone grinned and screamed.

“Someone!!! Help me!!!”

“Huh? Hey, wait a second!!”

I instinctively covered her mouth with my hand when she screamed.

But…

“Oi.”

The voice I least wanted to hear in the world came from the classroom door.

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T/N: I think this is the longest chapter so far, dem… Also, that provocation, dem this Kotone, of course Kaede will get angry!

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