Is it okay for a loner like me to have a yandere? - Chapter 16- Yuki\'s POV

[Yuki’s POV]

There is something wrong with Aki-kun.

I met him a few weeks ago. We recently shifted to Tokyo because of my father’s work.

Akito-kun is the sweetest guy I have ever come across. And he has the same hobbies as me.

We were practically inseparable a few weeks ago…but now, I feel he is ignoring me.

Well, I won’t be shameless to say that I didn’t do anything wrong.

I ignored him after I started high school. I intentionally pretended that nothing was wrong, but deep down, I could feel his gaze on me…he felt betrayed.

But I couldn’t have pushed the others away.

The attention I was getting all of a sudden was too exciting and addicting.

I had only studied in all-girls schools, so when I started in a co-ed one, the attention those boys gave me made me feel special…as if I was at the center of their world.

I felt happy so I started paying attention to them. They were not like my old friends or Akito-kun. They were different and exciting. Especially Daiki-kun.

Whenever I’m with him, there’s this constant thrill running through me—like a spark under my skin. My heart races when he jokes, when he teases me with that crooked smile of his.

Sometimes… he crosses the line. He touches me in places I’m not comfortable with. And even kissed me once. But even then, it sends a strange kind of shiver through me. A rush. It makes my heart pound faster, even if I don’t want it to.

He makes me feel alive. Like I’ve escaped the invisible chains my mother wrapped around me all my life.

One afternoon, he grabbed my hand right in the middle of class. We skipped school—just to grab coffee and waste hours at the arcade. It was reckless. And I loved every second of it.

He does everything I was always told never to do.

He’s wild. Strong. Dangerous. The exact kind of boy my dad warned me about.

But it’s useless. He’s the opposite pole of the magnet—and no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop myself from being pulled to him.

But then… my heart began to grow heavy.

Every day when I come home, my eyes fall on the novels Aki-kun and I used to read together—the ones we’d curl up with in his room, or mine. The memories rush in, soft but painful. They make my chest tighten.

I miss Aki-kun.

Daiki-kun makes my heart race. He excites me. He brings chaos, danger, thrill. But Aki-kun… he was different.

He made me feel safe.

His presence was calm, steady—soothing in a way that felt like home. Just being near him gave me peace. It was a quiet kind of warmth that slowly became addictive.

I miss that. I miss him.

And now that he’s started to ignore me, those feelings have only grown clearer.

I want him.

But… I want Daiki-kun in my life too.

So what do I do?

How do I choose between the calm that heals me… and the fire that awakens me?

That’s when I called a friend of mine. I needed to talk to someone—someone who wouldn’t judge me.

I told her everything. About Daiki. About Akito. About the way they made me feel, and the confusion tightening in my chest.

She listened quietly for almost half an hour before finally saying,

“If you like them both, then why not have them both? It’s not wrong for a girl to have more than one partner. You just need to handle things wisely—make them see your worth. Once they do, they won’t even think of letting you go.”

A few weeks ago, I would’ve laughed at that. I would’ve called it crazy.

But now… after thinking deeply about what I feel, and accepting the truth of my own desires, it didn’t sound so ridiculous anymore.

I don’t want to lose Akito-kun.
And I won’t give up on Daiki-kun either.

I’ll win their hearts.
I’ll make them mine.
Both of them.

….

It was lunch period.

Akito-kun was sitting on his desk.

I was in between my five friends; they all were chatting and planning to have lunch in the classroom today, too.

I loved my time with them. But today, I can’t have lunch with them.

“Excuse me,” I said and got up while holding my bento.

“Huh? Yuki-chan?” Yui-chan asked with a tilt of her head.

I smilingly told them, “I am going to have lunch with Aki-kun today. He seems upset with me.” I said and got out of the desk—only to be blocked by Daiki-kun,

“Why can’t I have what you made? Am I not worthy to taste you-I mean, your food?” He grinned, his words making me blush and the others chuckled at the sight.

However, today, I wasn’t going to get swept by his sweet words.

Shaking my head I said, “Aki-kun is also my friend. I have already hurt him a lot. At least, let me apologize.” Saying so, I walked past a stunned Daiki-kun.

I know he wanted to spend time with me; he craves my attention, but right now, I want to please another man without whom I cannot live.

I approached him and slowly called out, “Aki-kun,”

He was looking at his phone, chatting with someone, and upon hearing my voice he frowned.

He is upset. I need to do something.

“Mom made rice cakes and told me to share with you-” I was slightly pushed from the side as I saw Daiki-kun rushing out of the classroom.

Was he upset now? I need to coax him after this.

…

[Daiki’POV:]

Shit, shit, shit!

I tried my best to keep Yuki away from Akito but I failed. She is hell-bent on gaining his apology, but it was bad. Totally bad!

And as I thought, the moment she reached him my phone rang, the caller’s name was unknown.

I was sweating profusely as I made a safe distance from the class and climbed the stairs that led to the rooftop.

Once I was not within range of being heard by anyone, I finally picked up the call,

“H-Hello?”

[Your father’s company is already drowning in debt. One phone call from me, and every shareholder will withdraw their support. You do understand what happens next… don’t you?]

My legs began to shake. Sweat dripped down my forehead as I begged,

“P-Please…I am trying my best…”

[Your best? Hmm~ Then why is that hoe still hovering around my Aki-kun? She’s barely a breath away from him. And with every passing second she stays close, the likelihood of your father’s company collapsing—and him hanging himself in his office—increases. So, be wise… and act accordingly.]

The phone was disconnected.

I fell on my knees.

This can’t go long…I need to do something about Yuki now!

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A/N:- Yuki planning to make a reverse harem. Go girl!

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