Is it too much to ask to be supported by a spoiled older instructor? - Chapter 4.5 - Miya Samuel Thoughts II
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- Chapter 4.5 - Miya Samuel Thoughts II
TL: Xean
ED: Chaos
PR: Shish
TN: I wonder what’s on the Instructor’s mind
I was invited to my favorite bar by my classmate, Sadie, this evening.
Even though it’s my favorite bar, it’s really just a place I go to. I don’t even drink, I just talk to a tipsy Sadie.
Today, the main topic of conversation was about Theo-kun.
“Sadie, I think I’m starting to develop feelings for Theo-kun.”
“Did something happen to make you realize that? When did you start thinking about it?”
“Umm, yesterday… when I took a bath with Theo-kun…”
“Wait, wait, wait! You took a bath with him?”
“Don’t get any crazy ideas, okay? Theo-kun came home with a head covered in alcohol after fighting a human supremacist, so I just took a bath with him to take care of him.”
However, the smell of the alcohol made me drunk, and I got into a lot of trouble
But I honestly don’t remember much, so I’m probably safe.
Anyway, after I sobered up, I carried Theo-kun, who had collapsed in the bathroom, to the bedroom.
I had planned to leave the room right after that, but I didn’t want to leave him alone, so I found myself falling asleep with him.
It was a good thing that I woke up before Theo-kun, but I wonder what would’ve happened if I had continued sleeping.
“I see, sleeping together is a sign of love, isn’t it? I think it’s a cute story,” said Sadie with a small smile on her face.
“But you know, Sadie, it’s probably wrong for me to try to get to Theo-kun like that. I don’t want my relationship with him to go any further than it already is.”
” ‘I’m not qualified to fall in love with Theo-kun, was it?’ … You’re still holding on to that stubbornness.”
“Because what I did to Theo-kun… should never be forgiven.”
I broke Theo-kun.
And there’s no guarantee that Theo-kun will ever be the same again. There was no way I could allow myself to do this.
“Even so, I’m sure Theo-kun has long since forgiven Miya.”
“Yes, that is… true.”
Theo-kun treats me normally as if he doesn’t seem to care about my mistakes at all.
He also told me that he liked me.
If I were to express my honest feelings about it, I would be thankful.
But even though I feel that way, I can’t move forward with my relationship with Theo-kun.
I don’t think I’m qualified to be in love with Theo-kun at the moment.
“What a troublesome situation…”
As if she could read my mind, Sadie said in an exasperated tone.
“I think you’re overthinking it to be honest. Why don’t you stop being so stubborn? If you like him, then date him. That’s all there is to it.”
“It’s not that easy… It’s impossible for me to get along with him comfortably, at least as it is right now.
When Theo-kun is back to normal, I can probably take the first step.”
“If that’s the case, can’t you at least do a little prep work?”
“Preparations…?”
“Preparations for taking the first step. Miya and Theo-kun have feelings for each other, so why don’t they just share their feelings now and make a pact that they will go out as soon as Theo-kun gets back to normal?”
“That’s…”
That might be possible.
“But… I don’t have the courage to tell him how I feel.”
“You don’t have to do it now. You just have to tell him over time, no need to rush it. .”
“Little by little huh…”
“Yes, little by little. But it is true that you’ll eventually need the courage to tell him your true feelings, so be prepared to step in at some point, okay?”
“I know, ……. I understand. But it will be an appealing proposition.”
“Yes, I think that’s fine. However, since Theo-kun has been waiting for you for a long time, you should tell him how you feel as soon as possible so that you can express your feelings, that you can’t have a relationship until everything is back to normal…
Even so, just knowing that the both of you have feelings for each other will surely make Theo-kun happy.”
“I’ll try my best…”
I felt as if I could see my future with Theo-kun.
一 I should make the necessary preparations to take a step forward.