I, Who Was Dismissed as Worthless Failure by my Family and Fiancée, Discovered I had Reincarnated as a Game Character I Raised with Great Care and Vowed to Take Control of my Life and Defy Anyone who Opposes Me. - Chapter 53: Unable To Release My Energy

Chapter 53: Unable To Release My Energy 

Therefore, unlike Gaius, I’m a kind person. I don’t intend to interfere with them unless they plan to obstruct me. If they do interfere, I plan to ask them to leave immediately and then beat them up.

“Oh? Are you going to help your family? Even though they treated you so horribly, you can’t abandon them because they’re blood-related, can you?” 

Shishiru commented as she looked at me.

While I wanted to ask her how she expected me to save my family, who were likely being held hostage, I didn’t have time for that. So, I held my tongue.

“Ha? That’s nonsense. In fact, I think it’s precisely because they’re blood-related that there are many things I can’t forgive.”

“I’m relieved to hear that. If you had shown them any more mercy, I might have killed that family in your place. After torturing them, of course.”

“Why are you talking about such horrible things so casually? Besides, it’s only my privilege to seek revenge against that family. It’s out of the question to kill them quickly and easily. I’ll make sure to take away everything they hold dear, such as their dignity and pride, slowly and deliberately, just as they did to me. Then, I’ll decide whether to kill them or not. Of course, if they want to die, I might not kill them. If they’re annoying, I might kill them. For now, they’ll have to live with the stress of knowing that I hold the power of life and death over them.”

However, if they were to die here, it would be their fate as well.

Even I can’t be bothered to deal with that, and at that time, I hope they curse their own bad luck and die.

“Oh, how cruel their deeds are… To be thought of so strongly by my Master, I’m envious…” 

She had a rapturous expression after hearing my story.

I’m seriously repulsed, you know?

While elegantly ignoring such a pervert, I left through the front door without hiding or running away. Shishiru continued, “Then I will watch over my Master from the shadows,” and slipped into my shadow.

Does this mean that even when I think no one is around and I’m performing an ‘energy release,’ she can still spy on me from the shadows?

Once this mess gets resolved, I need to come up with some countermeasures as soon as possible in order to feel secure in performing ‘energy release.’

Or rather, if she has already been watching me, that would be the worst.

[TLN: “自家発電” also means “mast*rbati*n.” me made it as performing a jutsu.]

[EDN: Translation of translation note: “I wrote it as if he was performing a jutsu.”]