I Reincarnated as The NTR Villain in a Gal Game After His Evil Deeds Were Exposed, But For Some Reason, The Heroines Keep Approaching Me~

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Chapter 90 – Passion [Ui Miu’s POV]

[Ui Miu’s POV]

“Everyone, thank you for coming to Usausa’s room, Pyon~”

When I went live as a V-tuber, I began to act as a different personality.

Rabbit ears and a costume reminiscent of a bunny girl.

I gained popularity as a high-spirited rabbit character while streaming songs.

Drawing pictures, showcasing songs, and the gradually increasing number of subscribers were the perfect ingredients to fulfill my desire for approval.

There was a time when I thought I could be happy just making music and drawing without thinking about anyone else.

However, I once posted a song on a video site without showing my face and it caused a buzz.

I couldn’t forget the pleasure I felt at that time, so I chose to become a V-tuber, where I could be recognized without showing my face.

Being a V-tuber turned out to be a more challenging world than I had imagined, with only a handful of professionals becoming popular.

Being good at talking or singing alone is not enough to gain popularity.

Above all, character is important.

You have to project a character that is not yourself and satisfy the subscribers who have registered for that character.

At first, I was often confused, but once the subscriber numbers exceeded 100,000, my desire for recognition was satisfied.

Since then, every day was filled with someone watching whatever I did.

As I rushed through busy days, I began to feel the limits of doing everything alone, somewhere.

Providing music to someone other than myself, working with someone other than myself… When I was starting to think about this, Tatemiya Yuushi called out to me. 　

To be honest, he’s not a person with a very good reputation.

Also, the way he invited me was the worst.

He’s a scumbag of a human being to find out that I’m Usausa and threatened me with it.

However, his overly confident attitude and, above all, the fact that he didn’t request me to sing relying on my popularity made it interesting.

The singer is going to be Tatemiya Yuushi himself.

And all I have to do is provide the music and help with the performance…

He has the guts to think of a popular V-tuber with over 300,000 subscribers as a stepping stone to stand out.

I thought it was interesting because it paralleled my desire for approval.

But if we’re going to do it, let’s do it seriously.

With this in mind, he performed the musical performance perfectly.

No, it’s not perfect.

It would be more accurate to say he played it according to the sheet music.

But in a sense, that was surprising.

A non-professional played the song just from seeing the sheet music once. That’s talent in a sense.

Then, although Saruwatari Gorimi-senpai, whom he brought with him, was an amateur, he arranged my song and changed the drum rhythm to a minor key, making it easier for Gorimi-senpai to play.

He’s not all talk. He has a talent for doing what he says.

I felt my body tremble.

Maybe I can create some great music with him?

With this in mind, I decided to join the practice.

Yeah. His guitar sounds rough but good.

His singing voice is also good, even though he doesn’t take voice lessons.

Both were so good that I couldn’t believe he was an amateur.

However, I couldn’t feel the most important thing, passion.

Whether in music or in painting, you can see traces of the creators and performers.

This is because there is emotion and the feelings of the creator remain.

However, there were no feelings in his voice or song.

No, it was filled with desire and glaring wishes towards his own body.

I want to be popular! Look at me!

Desire is the best spice in art.

However, being too self-centered, it often turns into a dull emotion that is not directed towards anyone.

“Sigh, what a waste. If that one missing piece is fulfilled, I think he could give the best performance, but he lacks that final piece.”

I was walking around the school after class, feeling such a heart-wrenching sadness.

Then, I heard a piano sound coming from the old school building.

“Piano?”

I heard that there was a music room in the old school building, and that the brass band used it to practice the piano, but was there ever a person this good? I headed towards the music room of the old school building, attracted by the sound.

“Nazuna. I’m going to play a song for you now, so please listen.”

“Just for me? Thank you very much!”

After saying that, the song he played was an ordinary ballad.

In terms of today’s music, it was not that interesting, just a classical ballad.

But even though it was supposed to be that way, tears started flowing naturally.

I could feel the girl’s struggles, and the boy’s kindness and feelings…

Before the piece was even finished, I was already shedding tears.

Of course, his piano skill was so good that it seemed to be on par with professional performers.

More than anything, the way he conveyed emotion was what I idealized.

Even I can’t create such intense emotions.

Because he knows true love, the audience will experience both the awe and the sense of defeat in the sound he creates.

If, at the culture festival, this guy were to perform the music, our band would definitely not stand a chance as we are now.