I Realized I Was the Cheating Bastard in a Hentai Manga only after I Had Already Stolen the Heroine - 28-29

Chapter 28: N-No, I Mustn’t! …but a Little Won’t Hurt…

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~Kanae Ryuugasaki’s POV~

I was in my room at night, overwhelmed with regret. There was no day I could ever feel more foolish than today. I couldn’t even say I was tempted by a moment of weakness. What I tried to do was a crime.

When I thought about what would’ve happened if those two hadn’t stopped me, a chill ran down my spine. Hiiragi and Takanashi. Both of them were people who could act for the sake of others. I was acquainted with them both, but I was truly lucky to be able to know just how truly wonderful they were.

“That’s right, that photo…”

I should delete it.

Of course, I’d never show it to anyone, but if it somehow got out by mistake, I could never forgive myself. With that decided, I opened the photo folder on my smartphone. There was Hiiragi, making a silly face, completely exposing his… His butt.

“…Gulp. …No, no! That’s bad! I have to delete it… Gulp.”

Hiiragi had an amazing body… His butt was so firm and toned.

“…Hm? …What??”

Then, I noticed something. It was hard to see because of the backlighting, but… I adjusted the photo’s brightness and zoomed in on his butt.

“Y-Yes… It’s… Hiiragi’s penis… It’s visible…”

From between Hiiragi’s legs, his penis was dangling… No. To be precise, his penis was hanging down boldly. Yes. His penis was peeking out from between his legs.

Wait, hold on. It’s huge! ♡ It’s already this big, and it’s not even erect… ♡

“No, no, this is bad. I have to delete it… quickly…”

But then, I imagined it…. What would happen if that penis got erect… ♡

“Delete… I have to delete it, but… Just a little won’t hurt, right…?”

Nnh ♡

My hand started rubbing my chest on its own. While staring intently at the smartphone, I touched the area around Hiiragi’s butt, almost caressing it.

“Nn… ♡ Ha… ♡ My chest… It’s tingling… ♡”

My nipples were larger than most people’s. Bigger than my thumbs, even. During pool time, I had to wear nipple covers, or they’d show through the pads of my swimsuit. And my nipples were really sensitive. 

I placed the smartphone by my pillow and started using both hands to play with my body. One hand rubbed my clitoris, the other toyed with my nipple. I awakened to my sexuality after my engagement to Seiji-san was already decided.

Naturally, I avoided doing anything too intense to my genitals, since it would be a problem if my hymen broke before our wedding night. I stuck to stimulating my clitoris or shallowly inserting my fingers, keeping it at that level. Instead, I focused on my chest. My breasts’ sensitivity were thoroughly developed thanks to that. 

“Nfuu… ♡ Chupa ♡ Mmhh♡”

I let go of my clitoris and used both hands to touch my chest. I lifted one breast, brought the nipple to my mouth, licked it, and sucked hard. ♡ My eyes stayed glued to Hiiragi’s penis on the smartphone screen.

“Nbuu! ♡ Chuu… ♡ Chuu… ♡ Gok… Gok ♡”

Milk then started overflowing from my nipples, but it wasn’t because I was afraid. That was just how my body was. ♡

Delicious… ♡ My own milk… So delicious ♡

Unable to hold back, I pressed my index finger against my nipple.

Tsup… ♡

My finger sank into my nipple… ♡

Slide… Thrust… Thrust…

The first joint of my finger was swallowed by my nipple. A thrilling pleasure spread from my nipple… An electric sensation coursed through my entire body ♡

Gugu, thrust… Gupupupu!

“Ah… Aaaahhh! ♡♡♡”

Finally, my entire index finger was sucked into my breast ♡

Thrust! ♡ Thrust!♡ Thrust!♡

I pistoned my finger in and out of my breast, my chest. Milk sprayed everywhere.

“Aha! ♡ Nn! ♡ N! ♡ Nn! ♡”

I shoved my fingers into both breasts, thrusting fiercely.♡ I couldn’t even look at the smartphone anymore. My vision flickered. As a final blow, I pushed my middle finger into my nipple, spreading it with two fingers ♡

Gupaa… ♡

My nipples throbbed. ♡ My milk ducts felt violated by the air. ♡♡♡

“Nnnn! ♡♡♡♡”

Milk gushed out, and my eyes rolled back from the pleasure. ♡

“Haa ♡ Haa ♡ Haa ♡”

For a few minutes, I lost consciousness… The bed was a complete mess… The smartphone was soaked with my milk. As the pleasure subsided, I regained my composure.

What am I doing…?

Instead of deleting the photo, I used Hiiragi to pleasure myself… To do such a thing to my benefactor…

I’m the worst…I’ve already become the worst kind of person, but…Maybe it’s fine not to delete the photo… Just for a little longer…?

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Chapter 29: From Frustration to Clarity

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~Kanae Ryuugasaki’s POV~

The following night, I called Takanashi right away using the contact info we had exchanged.

『Hello, good evening, President.』

“Ah, good evening. I’m sorry for contacting you out of the blue.”

『Nooo, it’s fine! I was just about to take a break from studying. So, did you need something? Of course, if you just wanted to chat, bring it on!』

“No, it’s nothing big. I finalized the date to meet with Seiji-san. I’m uncharacteristically nervous about it, so I wanted to talk to someone.”

Yes, I had decided to meet Seiji-san soon. Had I taken my time about it, I was afraid my resolve would weaken. 

『Thank you for picking me… Feel free to talk about anything you like!』

“Though to be honest, I didn’t really think of anything to talk about, so I don’t actually have a topic in mind…”

『A topic, huh… A topic……Ah, hey, President. About those pictures of Shuuya on your phone…』

My heart jumped. Could it be that she found out that I used the picture of Hiiragi’s dick to masturbate…?

N-no, that’s impossible.

“H-hi-hi-Hiiragi’s pictures, w-what about them?”

『Judging from that reaction… You realized, didn’t you?』

“W-w-w-what are you talking about? I didn’t do anything, you know?”

『President… You’re a terrible liar…』

Ugh… she’s hitting right at what I’m worried about… For some reason, my lies always get seen through. Why…

『Ehehe♡ You saw it, didn’t you? Shuuya’s, y’know… that~♡』

I gave up.

“I-I saw it. I-I’m sorry. I was going to delete the image, but…”

『…Did you get excited?』

“V-very…♡”

『You had a good time with yourself, didn’t you?♡』

“Y-yes. It was so big, I got carried away on my own… I’m sorry… Even though he’s your boyfriend, I used him as a side dish for my masturbation…”

『Not a problem at all! Actually, I think it’d be great if more people knew how amazing Shuuya is~♡』

“S-so that’s how you think. You’re… You’re pretty broad-minded, or something…”

『Yeah, so, I have a suggestion.』

“A suggestion? What might that be?”

『President, how about you sleep with Shuuya too?』

?!!?!!?!?!!

“S-sleep with him?! Wait, wait! You’re Hiiragi’s girlfriend, aren’t you?! What are you saying?!”

『Let me explain step by step. I was thinking…. Even if you talk with your fiancé, your dissatisfaction might not be resolved.』

That fear was real. Even if Seiji-san was hiding something or had a reason, the talk might end with something unchangeable.

『…Before I dated Shuuya, I had another boyfriend.』

“…Ah, you mean Yamada, don’t you? I’ve only heard rumors, but I know a bit of how that ended.”

They said Yamada was an abusive boyfriend and Hiiragi saved her. They also said that Yamada threatened her into a relationship, but Hiiragi rescued her. It was just rumors, so surely some parts were exaggerated, but I had seen that fake smile on Takanashi’s face while she dated Yamada, so it was easy to imagine that there was truth at the core.

When she was with Hiiragi, Takanashi looked genuinely happy.

『Ah, so President knew about it. …Well, I had my reasons, but dating Kouta, who I didn’t even like, was pretty hard on me. I thought I couldn’t even break up with him.』

That “not being able to break up” part resonated with me. Though, in my case, Seiji-san wasn’t a bad person…

『Then one day, I slept with Shuuya, who’d been kind to me.』

“…So, you had a physical relationship with Hiiragi before breaking up with Yamada?”

『Yeah, by society’s standards, it’d be cheating, I guess. …But thanks to Shuuya, I managed to stay strong during my relationship with Kouta. Shuuya fulfilled me, and I barely managed to remain myself. If it weren’t for Shuuya, I would have been broken.』

…A pang of jealousy went through me. I knew it was wishing for something impossible, but if I had someone like that, maybe I wouldn’t have shoplifted.

『So, President, why don’t you sleep with Shuuya too?』

“That’s quite a leap in logic!?”

『But you like Shuuya, don’t you? Well, maybe not “like” exactly? But at least you’re interested in him and you think positively of him, right?』

“N-no no such thing! T-that’s… Not… Untrue… Maybe? Yeah… That’s probably it.”

…Honestly, I probably did like Hiiragi. When we met, I thought he was just a delinquent, but the more we talked, the more my impression changed. At some point, I had a faint crush on him, but…

“Having a relationship with Hiiragi is impossible for me. I’ve kept my chastity for my fiancé. Because of the bond between our families, I need to keep my purity until our wedding night…”

『…Shuuya’s grown-up dick is amazing, you know? When he holds you, your whole body feels fulfilled~♡ Every thrust overflows you with happiness~♡』

S-so that’s how it is… is it really that amazing…?

“Uuuh… Don’t talk like that… You’re trying to tempt me…Uuu… You bully…”

『Nihihi♪ Well, just keep it as one option, okay? At least you’d never have a life lacking stimulation.』

“No, but… You’re his girlfriend aren’t you…? Is it okay for you to suggest something like that…?”

『Ah, Shuuya has another sex friend besides me. She’s someone I also get along with—a super sexy, amazing person♡』

…I could almost hear the sound of my common sense breaking again.

A few days later. I headed to Seiji-san’s company to meet him. Naturally, everyone there was working. Moments like this reminded me how easy students had it.

“Hello, Kanae-san. Welcome to our company. It must have been hot. Please, this way.”

Seiji-san himself guided me to the president’s office. It wasn’t ostentatious, but the high-quality interior had a refined taste. I couldn’t tell if it was his or his predecessor’s taste though.

Prompted by Seiji-san, I sat on the sofa facing him. His secretary brought tea.

“I heard you had something you wanted to discuss. What kind of matter is it?”

“Thank you for taking the time to talk with me. If possible, I’d like to speak with you alone…”

“I see… Understood. Akie-kun, could you leave us for a while?”

The secretary left.

…Alright.

“I’ll be blunt. Are you hiding something from me?”

“…Why do you think that?”

That reply itself was proof enough that there was something.

“I don’t have any concrete proof, but if I had to say, it’s an accumulation of daily moments. You’re a wonderful fiancé, but there’s a sense of incongruity I can’t shake. The more we meet, the larger it’s grown— so large I can’t ignore it anymore.”

Seiji-san lowered his head and froze. Silence, in this case, meant he wasn’t lying to me.

“…I promise to keep this secret from my father, so… Please… Tell me.”

Looking resolved, Seiji-san stood, faced me, and bowed deeply.

“…I’m so sorry…! I’ve been seeing someone behind your back…!”

Ah… I see.

I understood. He wasn’t afraid of the Ryuugasaki family. He felt guilty toward me.

“…Please raise your head. Could you tell me in detail?”

Seiji-san sat back down. His lover was his secretary, Akie-san. When the company’s finances turned tight, she supported him in countless ways. Eventually, they became lovers.

Seiji-san stood up again and this time fell into a dogeza before me.

“Please! Before I marry you, I’ll break up with her! Please, let the engagement continue…!”

…As I had said before, this company had nowhere to go if it was abandoned by the Ryuugasaki Group. He knew perfectly well what betraying me and the Ryuugasaki family meant. Yet he still dated Akie-san.

“…So you mean, you won’t break up with her right away, but in time you’ll marry me. Is that what you’re saying?”

Even I thought my words were harsh. But I was the one betrayed. I should be allowed to say that much, right? 

“That is…”

“…I have one thing to ask. Ah, please raise your head. It’s hard to talk with you like that.”

“My apologies…”

Seiji-san sat again.

“You might think I’m conceited, but I take pride in my figure. Yet, I’ve been bothered by the fact that my fiancé never looked at me sexually. Was that because of Akie-san? Did you keep your gaze for Akie-san’s sake?”

“…Conceited? Not at all. You’re very attractive. Honestly, there were times I almost looked at you that way. But yes, as you say, I felt guilty toward Akie-kun, so I desperately stopped myself.”

Wow, Akie-san is really loved. I’m jealous of that kind of relationship. Hmmm… In that case…

“From here on, may we speak with Akie-san present?”

Seiji-san called Akie-san in. She looked pale. Of course—she might be the reason the engagement was breaking. …I’d had that face myself recently. I understood her feelings.

“Alright. Seiji-san. You want to not break up with Akie-san until you marry me, and also save the company. You’re being very greedy.”

I couldn’t help but speak harshly, envying their bond.

Ugh… I’m so petty…

Seiji-san clenched his fists tightly. …Wouldn’t they start bleeding? Oops, did I go too far…?

“…Yes. I treasure both Akie-kun and the company…! Even if I’m despised or cursed, I can’t give them up…!”

“…Hmph. Then how about being even greedier?”

“…Huh? W-what do you mean…?”

“Before answering, Akie-san. Seiji-san is going to marry me for the company’s sake. Even so, do you still want to stay with him?”

“…Yes. I was drawn to the man who cherished his company and employees, and I wanted to support him. I will continue to love him until the day we part.”

Wow, they’re so in love… Damn it…

“Good. Seiji-san. Then how about having a fake marriage with me?”

“Huh… A fake marriage…?”

“Maybe ‘fake marriage’ isn’t the right word. Call it a ‘white marriage,’ perhaps. You’ll be married to me on paper, but keep dating Akie-san.”

“Wha-what! I’ve deceived you all this time already! How could I betray the Ryuugasaki family even further…!”

“Akie-san, what do you think? You’ll never be able to marry Seiji-san. Even so, do you still want to be with him?”

Akie-san looked dazed at first, but soon tears streamed down her cheeks.

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry, Seiji-san… I can’t give you up…! I love you… I don’t care if I can’t marry you…! I just… I just want to be with you…!!”

“Akie-kun… Are you sure? You’ll still love me… Even like this?”

Seiji-san, too, teared up as he embraced Akie-san.

…………Am I invisible right now?

“Ahem. After I marry Seiji-san, Akie-san will probably have to leave the company. I can employ her at home as household help, or hire her as my secretary. We’ll sort out the details later.”

“…That kind of future would be the best kind of future for us, but isn’t this too unfair to you, Kanae-san…?”

…Alright, now’s negotiation time. Hang in there, me!

“Ah—well. Sorry, but from here on I’ll speak as my real self. First of all, I don’t have romantic feelings for Seiji-san. I think you’re a sincere person and I respect you as a person. But as someone who will inherit the Ryuugasaki family, I’ve accepted marrying Seiji-san as a political match.”

“…Yes. I too think you’re a wonderful person, Kanae-san. But not as a romantic partner…”

Of course! Look at you two! You two are so lovey-dovey! Damn it!

“…Allow me to be presumptuous, but… Do you two have a physical relationship with each other?”

“…Yes. We love each other, so yes. That is part of our relationship.”

“I-I see. Well, as for me, as your fiancée, I’ve kept my chastity for you. Ah! No, you two don’t need to apologize! I just assumed that’s how it should be!”

My parents never told me to stay pure. They even said it was fine as long as I used contraception. I’d just assumed on my own that I’d stay a virgin until I bore Seiji-san’s child.

“S-so, um. I… I have a man I’m interested in.”

Akie-san’s eyes sparkled in surprise.

“And, well. It’s possible that man might hold me. And even after we’re married on paper, that relationship might continue…”

The other day Takanashi had said.

『If you want, he’ll keep holding you forever.』

“H-how about this? I’m making this deal for my own sake. Of course, we’ll live together, and at parties and when needed, you’ll act as my husband. But otherwise, how about living separate lives where we each love the person we like…?”

“…I never knew Kanae-san had such a lovestruck side to her. I only knew you as the daughter of the Ryuugasaki family.”

“Well, whenever I met you, it was as the daughter of the Ryuugasaki family…”

“…I wish for your love to go well.”

“Th-then does that mean…!”

“Yes, the deal is sealed. I look forward to working with you.”

I shook hands with Seiji-san.

I will do my best to get my love too!

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