I Got Reincarnated Into a Game I Was a Top-Ranker in and I Became the Leader of a Villain Group That Will Destroy This Shitty Country - 85

Chapter 85: Sweet Responsibility

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“I want Kai to take my everything…”

I never expected Nia would say that first. Hence why, I could only gape at her, staring at her in shock. Nia, with her face flushed red, gently cupped my cheeks with both hands. Her eyes were trembling with unshed tears. 

“…”

“…”

We were staring at each other. Our gazes were smoldering hot, driving us both further into the abyss of chaos. Both of us were losing our control at a rapid pace. My heartbeat was erratic, threatening to explode at any moment. No amount of deep breathing could calm me down. I found myself thinking that I was indeed a cheater. I couldn’t escape from this accusation since the thrill I once felt with Chloe was now happening to me again with Nia. 

“I want you, Kai.”

“…”

“I want all of my firsts to be with you. My first hug, my first kiss, my first.. Ti-Time… Everything, I want all of my everything to be yours, Kai.”

“….Aaa… Uu….”

“…Well, you gave your first kiss to Chloe though…”

“Ugh…! Tha-That’s…!”

“…I know. Chloe loves Kai a lot and Kai loves Chloe a lot too. I get it.”

So she said, but her cheeks were puffed up again. 

“…I understand, but still… I can’t help but feel uneasy.”

“…I see.”

“Chloe is an incredibly important person to me. She’s an irreplaceable friend of mine. She’s someone as important as my own life, so I can accept sharing Kai with Chloe.”

“Huh? Did you just say ‘share’?”

“But still, I’m feeling more uneasy than I expected. No matter how many times I think about it… It’s all Kai’s fault for being a cheater.”

“Wait-?! Don’t you think your conclusion is a bit off?! Besides, Chloe is partially to blame too!”

“Kai, you’ve been nothing but kind to Chloe since you saved her life. It’s only natural for her to fall in love with you. However, the same can’t be said about Kai. You can’t be kind to her.”

“That’s ridiculous!! I mean, I was just being amicable with her?! Nothing much, nothing less!”

“That ‘amicable’ part of you is the problem.”

I tried to protest, but Nia suddenly pulled my face to her. Our faces were close, close enough to feel each other’s breath. My entire field of vision was filled with Nia’s beautiful face. I could smell her soft, feminine scent, which caused my face to heat up even more. And just like me, Nia’s face was flushed bright red as she continued on. 

“Kai, you’re so unnecessarily kind to other girls. It was the same with Rielle, with Alwyn… You’re always… Always making me feel anxious.”

“No,no, Rielle is one thing, but Alwyn…”

“No one knows the future. Also, Alwyn is looking at you with a strangely gentle look in her eyes.”

“N-No! No, no! There’s no way she’s…!”

“…She’s not looking at me like that. Only at you.”

While I was about to cock my head to the side, Nia suddenly moved closer, seemingly unable to hold back the brewing feelings any longer. The tip of her nose touched mine. Her scent became even stronger than before, overthrowing my balance. I could feel my reason gradually disappearing. Nia’s voice, tinged with a hint of resentment, seemed to resonate deeply in me. 

“I.. I’m always by your side, but you only spoil me gently. You always treat me more like a little sister rather than a woman.”

“Tha-That’s…”

“You never looked at me with le-lewd eyes… You never came to visit me at night, even though I always waited for you every single night.”

“Yo-You waited for me?!”

“…That’s why Kai has to be punished.”

“Ni-Nia?! Please calm down for a moment?! Your eyes are —Mmph!?”

Nia’s eyes suddenly glowed red and when I tried to distance myself from her, she grabbed me and sealed our lips together before I could move. Her kiss was filled with heat and it felt… Wet. Nia pressed her body close, giving me a kiss full of resentment, over and over again.

“Mmph?! Nia-?! Wai-?! Nnghh!!”

The kiss had long gone beyond our usual limit. I felt like I was being devoured whole by Nia. The intensity of her kiss was simply overwhelming and despite my best effort to respond to her kiss, my eyes ended up spinning instead. It seemed Nia thought I was trying to run away since she pressed her lips even harder against mine, consuming me even further. How long had it been? My mind was blank. I was at Nia’s mercy until finally.. Nia pulled away. She was breathing heavily with only a strand of saliva connecting our lips. 

“Haah… Haah… Kai, I’m a woman.”

“…I-I know! Of course I’m aware of that!”

“…No, you don’t. You don’t know anything, Kai.”

“Huh?”

“You don’t know just how much I like you, Kai.”

Nia fidgeted, seemingly shy as if she hadn’t just devoured me with a litany of rough kisses a moment ago. She gently placed her hand on my chest and looked up at me. 

“You don’t know just how deep my feelings are to you and yet, you dare to look at other girls… You… Need to take responsibility.”

“…Nia.”

“You need to take responsibility and claim my… My first time.”

“…”

Nia blushed, averting her eyes from me shyly. Her innocent reaction made it seem like the kiss we shared a few seconds ago was just an illusion. It was clear to see that Nia understood what she was insinuating. She knew what we would do if we… Go all the way. I found her reaction to be somewhat amusing though. So I let out a small wry smile and at the same time, I gently lifted Nia’s chin so she would look at me again. 

Nia gasped in surprise, but she didn’t take her eyes off me.

“…”

“…”

…That being said, Nia was right. I had known for a long time that she had feelings for me, but somehow… I had been treating her like a little sister. She was adorable and brought me comfort when we were together. Hence why I never dared to look at her with that kind of desire, but…

“…Say something.”

“…”

“Ka-Kai… You need to say something…”

…And it seemed… I couldn’t hold myself back any longer. After being subjected to such a passionate kiss and seeing her small, vulnerable expression, every last shred of rationality in my mind had flown off. Just a little bit… Just for a little bit… I wanted to make a mess out of her. And so, before my desire got the better hold of my, I told her. 

“…I will take responsibility.”

“…Huh?”

“The responsibility that you mentioned before, I will take it. Right now. And then I—”

The feelings that had been bottling up for a long time.. I decided to convey all of the feelings in my heart to her. 

“I will also take responsibility by making you happy for the rest of my life.”

“…”

“And just so you know, this is something I’ve been thinking about for quite a while. I’m not saying it on a whim. I’m saying this because that is what I feel. What I genuinely feel.”

I tried to convey my sincerity to her. I knew she should already know I was being serious when I said ‘for life’, but Nia only looked at me bitterly. Tears welling up at the corners of her eyes.

“…I knew it. Everything is Kai’s fault.”

“…Wh-Why is it my fault? You know, I’m being serious here—”

“You always shake a girl’s heart like this.”

Tap. She lightly tapped my chest with her fist and Nia looked up at me. Her face was the epitome of happiness. 

“You make me want to be by your side for the rest of my life too. You make me wish to be your wife and spend my life with you…”

“…”

“That’s why, you need to take responsibility.”

Unable to bear it any longer, Nia buried her face in my chest and continued on. 

“You need to take responsibility and hold me close. You need to make me a happy wife. If not, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life.”

“…That’s a pretty heavy one, my partner…”

“Everything… Everything is Kai’s fault after all.”

“Fufu~ I see…”

Desire and warmth intertwined and by the time I realized it, I found myself hugging Nia close to me. 

…A wife, huh? I hadn’t heard that word since I got reincarnated into this world. But yeah, I needed to take responsibility.

“…Kai.”

“Yeah.”

“Take it. Take my everything.”

“…”

My heart was pounding wildly and seemingly realizing that, Nia slowly pulled her face away from my chest to look up at me. Her blushing face was adorned with a gentle smile. 

“Take all of my firsts as your future wife.”

And so, that night, I shared my first time with the girl who was the final boss in the game I had played in my previous life. 

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T/N: FINALLYYYYYY ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧