(Chastity Reversed) I'm Sorry, My Lady. I Had Sex With Another Woman Again

“……”

I, Shia, was staring at the shared closet, unable to move in a dazed state.

It was still dim early in the morning. If my roommate saw me, it would become troublesome, but I couldn’t even direct my consciousness to such concerns. I felt like I had been standing like this for 30 minutes already.

It all started with what was said in class yesterday.

[In tomorrow’s class, everyone will be taking the position of serving others. Prepare maid or butler uniforms.]

That’s what the teacher had told us.

For today’s class, a maid uniform was necessary. Of course, I had one. I owned one.

A hand-me-down maid uniform from my parents.

…And the one that was previously torn by Dorothy, then repaired by Simon-san.

“…………….”

With slightly trembling hands, I took out the maid uniform that I had hidden in the depths of the closet.

This maid uniform was important to me. For the occasional service lessons like today’s at the academy, one was supposed to prepare a maid uniform. But for me, from a poor family, even preparing that was a heavy burden.

So, for such classes, I would keep quiet to my family, bow my head to the teacher, bow again and again.

Somehow, I would borrow a maid uniform.

[If you can’t even prepare something like this, perhaps you shouldn’t be attending the academy?]

While receiving such admonishments.

[…Shia. Is there anything troubling you?]

Surely, if I had said something, Suberia would have helped me.

For her, buying a maid uniform was just pocket change. It wouldn’t have been a particular burden, and if I wished, she would have bought one for me.

-But if I received her help, would I still be able to purely call Suberia a friend?

The reason I became friends with Suberia wasn’t because I had ulterior motives. It was simply by chance.

As Suberia’s friend, I had seen her getting fed up with people approaching her for money.

I couldn’t bear to become like them, so in the end, I couldn’t rely on Suberia.

While harboring such pent-up, directionless bitterness, I graduated from elementary school and celebrated my birthday.

For me, it was a day when I’d get bean soup with thin slices of meat, a day when my family was just a little kinder to me. …Honestly, I didn’t like birthdays because they made me feel miserable.

But on that day, for the first time in my life, I received a “birthday present” from my mother.

It was this maid uniform.

It was loose and clearly one my mother had used. It was too early for the me in middle school who was still small. But even something like that made me so happy I could cry.

Whenever a maid uniform was needed, I used this.

Even if I was cautioned, I’d pretend not to know. If someone kept nagging, I’d silence them with force. This was a memento for me. I couldn’t forgive anyone who tried to tarnish it.

So when I defied Dorothy and it was reduced to rags, I cried with sadness. And when Simon-san repaired it for me, I was so happy my heart felt like it would burst.

Even after everything that happened at the Novi household, it was still important to me.

And yet…

Now, my hand stopped.

When I tried to use this, my body suddenly became heavy, and I felt my heart sinking.

It wasn’t like this before. I cherished this and was happy just to be able to wear it…

I wonder why…

Myself, changing. If this emotion had a name. I fear I’d come to hate myself, and I couldn’t bear the current situation.

(Ah, I’m looking forward to the sports festival…!)

I desperately tried to think of something else, turning my eyes away from that emotion.

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“Mmfu…!”

“my lady, please stop, you’ll wrinkle your clothes.”

It felt like it had been a while since I wore something other than my butler uniform. Well, I did wear casual clothes when sleeping.

But going out in casual clothes was something I hadn’t done in a very long time.

“Simon, today I’ll be the one serving you!”

“Honestly…”

She spoke of “serving,” but her actions didn’t match her words. She was burying her face in my chest and rubbing her head against it as usual.

Today was a service class, and I was chosen as the person my lady would serve. But my lady in a maid uniform was the same as always, just dressed differently.

It seemed she wasn’t very serious about it.

“It’s time to go, my lady.”

“Just a little longer! I want to enjoy casually-dressed Simon a bit more!”

Her face flushed, showing her teeth with a grin. Her ears twitching in sync with her joyful expression were very adorable. If it was my lady’s wish, I felt I could indulge any of her whims.

“Come on, let’s go.”

“Aah, not the ears♡”

However, today was class. Steeling my heart, I pulled my lady’s ear to lead her to the designated classroom.

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“Oh, if it isn’t Shia! Long time no see.”

“Eh!? Uh, yeah… l-long time no see.”

At the place where I brought my lady in a maid uniform, pinching her ear, there was an acquaintance, a dark elf girl named Shia, also wearing a maid uniform.

For a moment, she lowered her head with a dark expression, but quickly smiled and waved at us.

However, her expression seemed somewhat awkward.

“Ah, come to think of it, we haven’t properly greeted each other, have we? Since my lady is also under your care, nice to meet you again.”

“…Yeah, nice to meet you…”

She wasn’t happy. She didn’t want to see me. Such emotions were clearly written on her face, which hurt me a little.

…From my perspective, when I was educating them when they came to the Novi household, it was very enjoyable. I thought we got along relatively well.

From her point of view, did I appear as a nagging former boss? I wanted to get along, but was it difficult? Or should I use polite language with her, like I do with Suberia?

“S-Simon! Let go of me already♡”

“Ah, my lady, I’m sorry.”

While I was lost in thought, the ear in my right hand was twitching up and down, expressing dissatisfaction.

I had forgotten about it, engrossed in conversation. Hurriedly, I released my fingers from the pointed ear.

“Geez♡ That’s really not allowed! Elf ears are important!”

“Haha, I’m sorry. It’s convenient, so I couldn’t help it.”

“Jeez, you~♡”

A bit angrily, a bit clingingly. my lady began burying her face in my chest again.

…I told her not to do this in front of others, but she never listens. Being affectionate with her butler would be embarrassing if seen by others.

“Rub rub~♡”

“Come on, let’s stop.”

This wasn’t our usual private room, but a public place.

Slightly concerned about the eyes around us, I looked around. One person, two people, three people, four people. Everyone was looking at us. Quite intently. Well, if we’re embracing in the classroom, that’s to be expected…

However, although we were attracting attention, it was fortunate that there weren’t too many people.

It was good that there weren’t many people yet before class.

…Hm? Wait?

“Shia, where did she go…?”

The girl I was talking to just a moment ago. The dark elf girl in a maid uniform had disappeared without me noticing.