(Chastity Reversed) I'm Sorry, My Lady. I Had Sex With Another Woman Again

My day as Shia began before the sun rises. I got up sluggishly while it was still dark outside, forcing my body that still ached from training to prepare for the morning.

Being ugly, I didn’t wear makeup, so that saved me some time. But there’s a minimum requirement for everything.

(This at least, I have to do..)

Barely eating anything,

I exposed my upper body and wrapped a white strip of cloth that I’d washed around my chest, hiding it.

To hide my chest that had grown disproportionately for my age. Round and round I wound it, trying to make it look as small as possible.

A year ago, it was just beginning to develop, something cute and modest. But now, it had grown ridiculously large. In this world where women with large breasts were disliked, it was practically a fatal flaw.

If I didn’t at least do this much, I’d receive cold stares from the few male students that existed.

(Sigh…)

Still, doing this every day was quite troublesome. That’s why I sometimes thought about it.

Wouldn’t it be fine to be disliked by the boys? It’s not like I came to this academy to find a boyfriend.

Besides, the boys at this academy were childish, and despite being ugly, they were all arrogant. I couldn’t bring myself to like them at all. So I didn’t mind being disliked.

I was here to become one of the “Four Heavenly Kings” alongside Suberia who aimed to be the “Demon Lord” Yet, wrapping this sarashi every day was inefficient. I should have been able to stop.

…Or so I should have thought, but why was it that when I tried to go out the door without wrapping the sarashi, my body stiffened and I couldn’t move?

Even if I went to bed determined that tomorrow I wouldn’t wrap it, I couldn’t sleep at all because that was all I could think about.

Every day, waking up a little early, even though it made it hard to breathe during training. I continued to wrap the sarashi around my chest to make myself look even a little prettier.

Even I found it strange.

(I don’t even have anyone I want to look pretty for anymore…)

So why, I wondered…

Ah geez, damn it…!

“…Aaaaargh!!!”

Just as I was about to arrive at that answer. I let out a small roar to release the welling emotions.

With a start, The embarrassment from my shout hit me a beat later. What was I doing so early in the morning… I wanted to scream again to forget the embarrassment, but I avoided it by clenching my fist.

This wasn’t a single room. I thought I got along well with my roommate, but it was incredibly inconsiderate to scream first thing in the morning. Fortunately, it seemed she hadn’t woken up from my voice just now, but it would have been troublesome if she had.

I quickly drank only water and headed to my daily training as if to distract myself.

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Three hours after waking up. Having finished my training to wake myself up, I was nodding off in class.

No good, no good. I shook my head desperately, but I was about to collapse again. …After all, today’s subject was “Imperial Studies.”

For Suberia who aimed to be the Demon Lord, that was one thing. But for me, who aimed to become one of the Four Heavenly Kings through strength alone, I couldn’t shake the feeling of ‘Is this even useful?’

When I became one of the Four Heavenly Kings, I planned to have subordinates handle the miscellaneous tasks. That was the standard for the Four Heavenly Kings.

That old hag, …no, Dorothy-san, who handled everything from governing her territory to the duties of a Heavenly King, was the abnormal one.

“You mustn’t sleep, you know?”

“…Yes, yes.”

Suberia, sitting to my right, glared at me with a freezing look, so I reluctantly listened. But it still felt like a world that had nothing to do with me.

Well, I’d try hard enough not to fail…

“Suu…! Guu…! Supii…!”

“…Sigh.”

But was it okay for this idiot to sleep in class with a pillow?

Even if Dorothy-sama retired from the Four Heavenly Kings, the Novi family’s territory would remain. For this incompetent girl to survive in the future, I thought she would need to manage the territory she inherited from her parents properly…

“Ngugu, guo…! Gu…!”

At this point, the teacher had given up.

He’d been resigned to the point of saying, “Since you’re noisy, could you at least sleep face down on your pillow?”

At first, Suberia couldn’t say much because she felt guilty that Nico was tired from participating in unfamiliar training. But it had been several months now? Nico, seriously, you…

“Suberia, is she really okay?”

“…At this point, even if she studies, she won’t catch up. Well, fortunately, she’s also getting stronger. If she performs well in the upcoming sports festival, she’ll be exempt from the written tests, so she’ll manage somehow.”

“…I see. If it’s the sports festival, we can cover for her too. That’s right, that’s right…”

(Why am I helping this girl…)

I’d even gotten used to these sudden thoughts that assaulted me. After all, for the past few months, every day when I saw Nico’s ugly sleeping face, I questioned it.

Nico was necessary for us.

She was a convenient existence for becoming the Demon Lord. That was fine. So I’d allow it. I’d tolerate her joining our party, I’d endure it.

But Simon-san. That person I admired. Was not suited for the lazy Nico.

On that point alone, I couldn’t give in.

No, it wasn’t like I was thinking I wanted to date Simon-san or anything.

I wasn’t in a position to think such things, and I didn’t have the looks to be conceited about.

So as soon as I left the Novi household, I gave up.

Yes, I gave up. I gave up…

But-

(If she’s good enough, wouldn’t Suberia be better!?)

Even if it was impossible for me, my beloved best-friend could. I couldn’t shake such thoughts.

Wealthy, breasts not grown too large, intelligent, accomplished in both literary and military arts, excellent grades, future Demon Lord.

Someone like Suberia. It was frustrating that she’d given up for someone like Nico.

Even from my perspective, Suberia was a good person.

She bought me, a poor girl, and showed me a dream full of hope about becoming a Demon Lord for the restoration of the “Dark Elves” who were still deeply discriminated against.

True, we felt guilty for having taken advantage of Simon-san’s purity…

You had the specs to fight, didn’t you? Why were you giving up just because Nico was targeting him? You had a chance… Were you giving up so easily? Could you give up so easily?

I gave up for your sake…

Round and round went my dissatisfaction.

But it was already decided. Rather than expressing dissatisfaction now, I should have thought carefully and spoken up during the meeting about whether to let Nico join.

I, who abandoned thinking about it, had no right to complain now.

So, while scraping off the impurities that remained at the bottom of my heart, I smiled as if throwing them away.

“…Well, it’s for us to become the Demon Lord, so it can’t be helped! Let’s do our best at the sports festival!”

“…Yes, that’s right. We can’t stumble here, so let’s do our best.”

“Fugo…! Fugo…! Zu…”

“……”

To kill the dissatisfaction that was welling up again, I avoided looking to my left and concentrated on the boring class. My sleepiness had already disappeared.