(Chastity Reversed) I'm Sorry, My Lady. I Had Sex With Another Woman Again

“Fufu… Simon-kun, good morning.”

“Good morning, my lady Teresa.”

On a morning like any other, I woke up while looking at the face of my [beloved butler].

—Ah, good.

As expected, my reality was here.

Today, I felt like I had a very frightening and long, long dream. I remembered just a bit of the content, and it was filled with people who disliked me. I desperately tried to be liked using my mental resonance ability, but no one truly loved me. In other words…

(A world without Simon-kun…)

Before I knew it, it had already been about six years.

The day I met my fiancé, awakened to mental resonance, and suffered while vomiting bodily fluids.

At such a time, I met him, Simon-kun.

“Here, my Lady. Feel my heart… Do I dislike you?”

Pyo… pyo pyo!

In my extremely negative state, I was made to feel happy by his hand.

…Well, the intensity was a bit too strong and I made various embarrassing blunders. And afterward, I even made him take care of my lower needs several times.

Still, he never directed negative emotions toward me.

“Oh! You’re a wonderful person! Hmm, become my daughter’s butler nooooow!”

I believe my mother appreciated his humanity and afterward, he became my butler.

…Was that it?

I didn’t remember the details. Anyway, he stayed by my side. Therefore, without being tossed around by this power, I was able to become happy.

(Yes, that’s right. That’s how it was. I’m such a fool. To have such a dream..)

Simon-kun not being in my daily life.

Even though such a thing was impossible. In the dream I had today, I didn’t realize that and cried woof-woof every day.

I should have realized sooner… Really. Because it was impossible for Simon-kun to leave my side.

“My lady, your face looks gloomy, what’s wrong?”

“…No, it’s nothing. Simon-kun, what’s for breakfast today?”

He peered at my face and looked at me with concern. I tapped the tip of his nose with my index finger.

[I wonder if something happened again? This child is sensitive, so I’m worried…]

Then, his feelings flowed into my heart.

A heart as precious as a jewel, as noble as a saint, and as clear as a transparent stream.

Just feeling his heart blew away my anxiety.

It was different from when we’d first met. Now that I understood his heart, I no longer made a spectacle of myself.

“Today, it’s a light soup, bread, and I’m cooking bacon and eggs.”

“Fufu… that sounds good… Hey, Simon-kun. Could you feed me for the first time in a while? You know, like ‘aah’.”

“Oh, my lady… Haven’t you graduated from that? Eat by yourself.”

He showed a rejecting and exasperated demeanor outwardly. However, I, and only I, knew that he was weak to persistence and didn’t dislike forceful people.

[It’s been a while since she acted spoiled. Honestly, I don’t mind… But, but, it’s bad for her education. I shouldn’t…]

“Simon-kun, please. I’ll return to being a serious person from tomorrow onward… so just for today, could you do it?”

“Ugh, can’t be helped… Have you developed your mental issues again? You’re such a high-maintenance child, really.”

Kufufu…

At his rare teasing, I let my mouth break into a smile. Upon becoming my butler, I’d asked him to “honestly convey what you think”.

No, I told all the servants around me the same thing. However, very few people actually put it into practice.

Among them, I hopelessly loved him for truly conveying his true feelings to his master.

[What can I do… this child, really. I worry about her when I’m gone…]

(Making such strange worries, how cute…)

I had no intention of letting go of Simon-kun anymore. I, as the princess of the demon country, had decided.

There were still issues like the problem with my fiancé, opposition from parents.

Various problems existed.

But I would manage somehow. For your sake.

(So, we’ll be together forever, Simon-kun…)

“Aaahn~ ♡”

I opened my mouth wide. To my ears, as I waited for the large spoon he would bring.

Squish…

Such a sound, like fruit being crushed, echoed.

Ha00i ai—a—ha00000nnnnn—

“Eh…”

Before I knew it.

Simon-kun’s head had split in two. And my beloved in front of me – from near his heart, swirling and wrapping around flesh – he transformed into a strange object in an instant.

“Wait! Please!”

I hurriedly grabbed his hand, squeezing tightly to prevent him from disappearing further. However, the emotion flowing from that hand was no longer warm.

[This is bad, bad, bad! I made a girl faint, oh no… She’s alive, but she’s not waking up. There’s no one in the infirmary. This is really bad. Will this affect my lady too? That must not happen! Oh, what should I do, what should I do!]

“Ugh…”

Emotions “filled with anxiety” from Simon, whom I had presumed to know everything about.

Having read those, I was assailed by darkened impatience to the point of clawing at my head, pulled by his feelings.

—When I looked away for a moment, he was already gone.

“Damn it! …Why! Why! Why!”

The utopia that had certainly existed until just now.

My reality. The place at the opposite extreme of the stagnant dream world.

It was fading as if losing color.

When I touched it, it crumbled away.

My reality, which had been a utopia, collapsed to a suffocating, gloomy dream world.

It was rapidly trying to change.

“Simon-kun! Where are you! Come out quickly! I-it’s a lie, right? …Stop joking!”

I vaguely understood. That this world was fake, and the world where Simon-kun existed was a dream. But even though my feet had already disappeared and I was alone in deep darkness… still, I was screaming, seeking his help.

“Simon-kun, I beg you, please…”

Stay by my side…