Although She's a Beautiful Student Council President Who Maintains Her Coolness Towards Everyone, She Wants to Act Spoiled and Lovesick Around Him, Who is Misunderstood by Everyone as a Delinquent - Chapter 47: Shizuku's Feelings And Trembling
“Phew, time flies, doesn’t it?”
After school, I personally compiled the student council activity schedule and submitted it to Yanagida-sensei
He had told me to do it”another day,” but since he had turned a blind eye to Riku-kun and me using the student council room, I couldn’t rely on his words too much.
…The time I left the school gate was 7:50 PM. It was the right decision to let Riku-kun, who said “I’ll be waiting for you,” go home first. Even if I wanted to go home together, I wouldn’t want to keep my boyfriend waiting until this time…
All that’s left was to walk home.
I only ask the servants to prepare a car for me on days with heavy rain. That’s to reduce the number of people who look at me with special attention… I don’t want to get involved in any trouble.
As I slowly walked towards home… All I could think about was him. Right now, such moments are my happiness.
(A date with Riku-kun… a date. I’m so happy…)
I can’t help but let my expression crumble with joy, giggling to myself.
“Why are you smiling alone like that…?” Even if I know that passersby might find it creepy, there’s no way to fix this.
(…But if only I could have kissed him today…)
During today’s lunch break, I couldn’t fulfill our promise to kiss. It’s because I didn’t have the composure in my heart, and the tension leading up to making a date promise was immeasurable.
(If I had thought about it more, maybe we could have kissed… Kiss… Kiss…)
Such regrets were now coming to life.
Kissing the one I love. It’s like a drug, making me want it over and over…
(Mou~~… Ugh, my body is getting hot…)
Desperately trying to cool down my excitement in the night breeze, I think:
I want to share this feeling with Riku-kun alone…
I only want to do it with Riku-kun…
I can’t be satisfied without Riku-kun…
“If I had said I wanted to do more advanced things… I wonder what kind of reaction Riku-kun would have shown me…”
It’s not like I don’t have those desires. It’s natural to want to do such things with the person you love…
Although I’m scared of trying it for the first time, my desire to be connected is much stronger…
(I was planning to make him feel this way… But this is frustrating…)
However, amidst that frustration, there was plenty of happiness. An indescribable joy that makes my heart dance.
“Fufufu, Riku-kun… I really love you…”
Just as I let out a spoiled voice, my smartphone started to vibrate as if responding to it.
Bzzz…Bzzz
The vibration indicated it was a phone call.
I picked up my smartphone and looked at the displayed text on the screen… and answered the call after sliding the screen.
“Hello, What is it, Rin?”
“Shizuku-neesan, where are you now?”
The call was from my younger sister.
“I’m on my way home from school. I think I’ll be there in a few minutes. …So, what do you need, Rin?”
“…Father and Mother have returned.”
“…I see.”
Hearing Rin’s statement after a pause, I unconsciously held my breath.
“If you are contacting me, then it must mean… that sort of thing, right?”
“…Yes. Father said he wants to talk to you as soon as you get home… He seemed very tense.”
“Is he angrier than he’s ever been before?”
I have an idea why I am going to be scolded.. I also know what Father wants to talk about.
“I don’t mean to scare you, Shizuku-neesan, but it was so intense that I couldn’t stay in the living room…”
“…Rin. I’d like to hear your opinion. Do you think there’s any other reason besides the fact that I refused the arranged marriage?”
“I think it’s the same as what you’re thinking, Shizuku-neesan. There’s no doubt that your relationship with Riku-san is involved as well.”
“Hmm… What should I do, really…”
This is the reason I’m being scolded… that’s what I’m aware of. In a normal family, confessing and having a relationship like this would be common. …But we’re different.
“It seems you didn’t come up with a strategy…”
“I broke the… tradition, Rin. …Honestly, there’s nothing I can do about it, right?”
“Do you regret it?”
“It depends on what happens next… What Father will say to me.”
I am in a relationship with Riku-kun. I have no intention of breaking up. …That’s why it all depends on what kind of talk we have, and how we handle it. Everything hinges on our discussion.
“…I’ll do my best to support you as much as I can, Shizuku-neesan.”
“Although I appreciate the offer, it’s fine. This problem is all mine. I don’t want it to have any impact on you, Rin.”
“What are you talking about? I’m also against arranged marriages, just like you, Shizuku-neesan. I want to act according to my feelings. Besides, I can’t rely on you forever.”
“…That’s nice of you to say. Then, maybe I should accept your help.”
“Thank you. I’ll be waiting for your return.”
After finishing the call with Rin, I look up at the night sky…
Tears well up in my eyes…
“So, this happens before our date… I really hate it…”
My voice trembled naturally… I could only pray that the worst would not happen…