After My Girlfriend Dumped Me and I Got Fired From My Job, I Was Picked up by a Yandere Blonde High School Girl With Big Breasts - Chapter 58

Tsubaki-chan’s Feelings

With Tsubaki-chan helping me mop the gym, we finally got about half of it done.

“Ryoma-san.”

“What?”

“No, it’s just… pfft, hehe…”

When our eyes met, Tsubaki-chan could not hold back her laughter anymore and burst out laughing.

Ah, it was this face covered in kiss marks. She had laughed at it earlier too. That earlier laugh apparently had not been enough.

“Sorry, I won’t laugh anymore.”

“Don’t worry about it. You can laugh if you want.”

If she wanted to laugh without holding back for my sake, she could laugh all she wanted. I was perfect for being laughed at anyway.

“Ryoma-san, those kiss marks were put there by Chairman Nakajo, right?”

“…W-Well…”

From Tsubaki-chan’s perspective, it had to be Kaede-chan. She was the only girl who would kiss me.

“It’s not an accident or anything. There are so many kiss marks, and it’s clearly deliberate kissing.”

“…Y-Yeah…”

These kiss marks were undeniable proof, and I had nothing to say.

“If Chairman Nakajo is kissing you, that means you really are in a relationship with her that’s heading toward marriage, right?”

“…Th-That’s…”

Right, Kaede-chan had announced at the school assembly that we were getting married and having lots of kids.

Tsubaki-chan had asked me this before. Back then she had not pressed it much, but with my face full of kiss marks this time, she could not let it go.

“You said your relationship with Chairman Nakajo was just friends, but that’s definitely not true. With all this kissing, no matter how you look at it, you’re dating with marriage in mind.”

“…………We’re not dating.”

My relationship with Kaede-chan was as a pet and owner.

I had no other value to her. Especially not now.

“Is that so? You like Chairman Nakajo too, and she said at the assembly that she loves you. Isn’t that different?”

“That’s not wrong, but…”

“It’s not wrong, yet you’re not dating? Is Chairman Nakajo the kind of girl who kisses guys she’s not even dating?”

“It’s not that Kaede-chan is loose or anything. Kaede-chan isn’t bad at all. It’s all my fault.

I don’t have the right to date Kaede-chan. Not like this. I absolutely shouldn’t date her until I change. Unless I change, dating Kaede-chan isn’t allowed.”

Right, I had to change.

If I married Kaede-chan as I am now, it would be like forcing trash on her. That would be incredibly rude.

No matter what happened from now on, I had to change.

“…? Did something happen? Or did you mess up big time, Ryoma-san?”

Crap, I talked too much. Unma had nothing to do with Tsubaki-chan. I did not want to say any more.

“…No, well, there are just various circumstances, and anyway it’s my fault.”

“Hmm… So for now, it’s okay to say you’re not officially dating Chairman Nakajo, right?”

“Huh? Yeah…”

“Then first come, first served is fair game, right?”

“…Huh? What? What do you mean?”

I had no idea what Tsubaki-chan meant by “first come, first served.”

“If you were officially dating Chairman Nakajo, even with my habit of saying the wrong thing, I was planning not to say it, but since that’s not the case, I’ll say it.

Actually, I like you too, Ryoma-san.”

“—!?!?!?”

Tsubaki-chan’s personality was to say whatever she thought straight out.

Those words from her carried heavy weight, and the shock hit me hard.

Wh-Why now… Right after reuniting with Unma this morning…

With me still wavering between Unma and Kaede-chan, Tsubaki-chan jumping in turned my heart into total chaos.

What was going on. Because I was so indecisive, I had dragged Tsubaki-chan into this too.

If I had chosen Kaede-chan and started dating her officially, Tsubaki-chan would never have said this, and everything would have ended neatly. It was my fault…

“At first I just thought it was rare to have a guy at this school.

But talking to you was pretty fun, and you became friends with a loner like me. I started thinking you were really great.”

…A guy was rare…

Right, this school, this environment. It had been a world without guys. I was the only male.

Maybe she liked me just because I was the only guy? It definitely was not because I had any charm. With no other guys around and her only knowing me, maybe she was just overvaluing me way too much?

They say love is blind, but I never thought it would be this bad…

It had to be a momentary whim. Otherwise, there was no way anyone would like someone like me.

I should tell her about my ex. Let Tsubaki-chan know I was a scumbag two-timing piece of trash. Wake her up.

It would be sad if her first love was me. It would definitely become black history later.

I told Tsubaki-chan the situation.

That I had dated a girl for seven years, that she dumped me, that Kaede-chan saved me when I hit rock bottom. That even though Kaede-chan took care of me, I still had lingering feelings for my ex.

That I reunited with my ex this morning. That my ex said she wanted to get back together.

That I liked both Kaede-chan and my ex and could not choose. I told her all that.

I still could not mention being Kaede-chan’s pet. That was a secret just between the two of us.

“I see, you’re torn because you like two girls and can’t choose. Adult men sure have exciting love lives.”

“I’m not adult at all. I’m just old but still a kid inside. If I were middle school age it might be okay, but an adult man moping like this is beyond embarrassing. Don’t you think so too, Tsubaki-chan?”

“It’s fine to like both, isn’t it?

If you still have feelings after being dumped, that just means your ex was that important to you, right? It’s normal not to get over it easily. And if that ex came back to see you again, it’s natural to waver.

On the other hand, I can see you care a lot about Chairman Nakajo, your benefactor.

Sure, two-timing is the worst, but you’re taking it seriously and thinking hard about it, right? I won’t deny your feelings that both girls are important to you.”

“…I’m glad you say that, but anyway, stay away from me. I don’t have any value worth you liking.”

“You’ve been putting yourself down a lot. Even if you say so, I won’t accept it.

Who I like is up to me, and whether someone has value to be liked is for me to decide. No matter what, I won’t regret liking you, Ryoma-san.”

“…………”

Tsubaki-chan was kind. Her straightforward personality could hurt people sometimes, but words from someone so genuine hit deep in moments like this.

Because she was kind, and because her words made me happy, she really should not like me.

I turned away from her sharply and tried to start mopping again, but Tsubaki-chan grabbed my shoulder.

“Ryoma-san!”

“What… Just leave me alone already.”

“Since we’re here, why not try liking me too?”

“Wha…!?!?!?”

I had meant to look away, but I ended up turning back and looking at Tsubaki-chan’s face.

There she was, smiling seductively with a soft chuckle. Kaede-chan made this expression a lot too. It was an expression I loved. My eyes got drawn in despite myself.

“Wh-What are you saying! You know I’m a piece-of-shit two-timer, so how can you say that!?”

“If you’re already liking two, liking three wouldn’t make much difference, right?”

“What kind of nonsense… How does increasing the number of girls I hurt help anything?”

“I’m not saying decide right now. How about it? If you’re okay with it, why not consider me too?”

Even if she said consider her…

Was Tsubaki-chan outside the range of romantic interest? I asked my heart that, but it took no time to answer.

No way she was outside it. Almost no guy would put a girl this cute outside his range.

Plus, right now Tsubaki-chan was in her gym uniform, which was stimulating…

Her bare legs stretching out smoothly from short shorts, her upper arms, the modest but definitely there swell of her chest—once I became aware of them, I could not stop being aware.

Lustful thoughts about seeing Tsubaki-chan as a woman rose from the bottom of my heart, and I immediately punched those thoughts and sank them back down.

“I know I’m adding to your troubles and burdening you. But right now, Ryoma-san, you’re full of openings. I thought it would be such a waste not to slip into one.”

“…Just stay away from me like I said! You’ll regret it!”

“I told you I won’t.”

“…I warned you…”

I was busy with work right now. I started mopping again. I needed to hurry, so I sped up.

“Ah, wait for me, Ryoma-saaan!”

Tsubaki-chan chased after me. Her voice sounded more cheerful than ever.