While You Guys Are Focusing on The Class Idol, I’m Secretly Trying to Make that Cute and Voluptuous Girl Mine! - Chapter 8

Ikumi’s POV (1)

Since I was little, I’ve always been chubby.

Even now, I’m happily eating my bento.

“Ikumi always enjoys her meal happily, doesn’t she?”

“Yeah, it’s impressive to watch.”

That’s what my friends Yuko and Nene say.

We’ve only known each other since high school, so it’s about a month now.

Even so, we hit it off from the moment we entered high school, and now we’ve become inseparable.

By the way, Yuko has long hair, I have semi-long hair, and Nene has short hair.

However, I’m slightly chubby compared to them…

“…who are you calling chubby!?”

““Huh?””

“Ah, sorry…”

“But, Ikumi, you’re not really chubby…you’re more like a cute chubby, right?”

“Yeah, I’m actually kind of jealous~”

“Are you trying to pick a fight?”

“No, no, it’s not like that. But, having big boobs is nice, right?”

“What cup size are you?”

“I’ll tell you later…well, it’s not like there’s any guy to fondle them anyway.”

“Hmm, what a waste. Well, the same goes for me.”

“Me too~ Or rather, I don’t have boobs big enough to be fondled…”

Everyone has their own worries and concerns.

I decided not to think about it anymore and stuff my mouth with the side dishes from my bento.

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I’m not exactly a loner or an introvert.

But I’m certainly not the centre of attention in the class.

There’s a fitting beauty who shines on that stage, stealing everyone’s attention.

Karin Matsubayashi.

Since the day she entered school, she’s been talked about, not just by our classmates, but even by the upperclassmen who come to see her.

That’s just how beautiful she is.

Bright smile and personality. Her twin tails suit her really well.

Her figure is also outstanding.

They’re probably around…D-cup.

It’s not incredibly large, but her waist is slim, accentuating her curves.

Ah, I’m so jealous.

If you’re a girl, you’ll surely admire that kind of body.

There was a time when I try to diet.

But it was tough.

I don’t like moving my body too much.

Eating meals and snacks makes me happy.

My parents never say anything about my body either.

That’s why I eat as much as I want and ended up with this chubby body.

Well, I’m still young, so it’s not that big of a deal.

I wish I can just stay like this forever…

“Right~”

“Yeah~”

Yuko and Nene, my good friends, are laughing.

“So, how about you, Ikumi?”

“Eh? What are you talking about?”

“Hey, don’t space out like that~”

“Sorry.”

“Could it be that you’re already thinking about lunchtime?”

“Hey!”

Even though we’re having fun chatting and laughing, my attention is still inevitably drawn to Matsubayashi-san, who I admire and even feel a little jealous of.

She is being surrounded by boys.

It’s natural for boys our age to be crazy about cute girls.

The same goes for girls to be crazy about handsome guys.

Come to think of it, there’s an incredibly handsome guy in my class.

Yusuke Kiryu-kun.

All the girls are head over heels for him.

Well, it’s not like I have any chance to date him anyway.

Matsubayashi-san…I wonder if she ever dated a handsome guy?

Or perhaps, she is dating one right now?

If we date at this age…I wonder if we would…do that kind of thing?

You know, naughty things…

It’s embarrassing, but even a chubby like me is still a girl.

When puberty hits, inevitably…that kind of desires start bubbling up.

I used to be all about food, but before I knew it…I started to think about such things.

Come to think of it, I’ve heard that appetite and lust are kind of similar…

Anyway, lately, those desires have been bubbling inside me, and it’s troubling.

To be honest, I secretly do it on my own sometimes…you know, take care of myself.

If I have a boyfriend, I guess we can have sex…

‘Hey, pig girl!’

‘What!?’

When I was in grade school, I used to be bullied because of my body.

‘Hey, isn’t Tawarada actually sexy?’

‘No, she’s just fat.’

‘…hmm.’

During middle school, things felt somewhat complicated.

And now that I’m in high school, I wonder…what do boys around me think about me?

How do they see me?

After all, do they think I’m just fat?

Or maybe nobody cares?

Especially since the super idol-sama is in the same class as me.

“Sorry, I need to use the restroom for a moment.”

I get up from my seat.

As I step into the hallway, I walk slowly.

Hah, my legs feel kind of heavy.

Today shouldn’t be that day.

“Tawarada-san.”

My shoulder twitches slightly.

Huh, a boy’s voice?

I turn around, and see a familiar boy.

If I’m not mistaken, his name is…

“Oh, Mine-kun. What’s up?”

“Well, uh…I was thinking of going to the restroom.”

“What a coincidence, I was planning to go too.”

I’m glad I didn’t get his name wrong.

Feeling relieved, I can’t help but to smile.

Then, we continue walking towards the restroom together.

“So, how’s high school life?”

Mine-kun asked me.

“Hmm…I still feel a bit nervous.”

Lies.

Actually, until a moment ago, I was feeling down.

“Oh, really…”

I reply with a nod.

Suddenly, his gaze…goes to my breasts.

Oh, he’s looking at my breasts.

Well, I’m pretty much used to it.

Actually, I’m a bit proud of the size of my boobs, or rather, I’m confident about them.

Nevertheless, I’m just a chubby girl after all…

I’m sure he’ll immediately think, ‘Well, she’s just a bit chubby, haha.’ just like everyone else.

But…hmm?

For some reason, his gaze feels intense.

Even though he’s not touching me or anything, my chest feels strangely warm…

“Then, I’ll go to the restroom now.”

I say so while feeling anxious inside.

“Oh, okay.”

“See you later then.”

Saying that in front of the restroom might seem awkward, but anyway, I rush inside the restroom while trying to hide my smile from him.

I enter the stall.

“Phew…”

I’m surprised.

There have been times before when pervy guys glanced at my chest.

But usually, they quickly lost interest upon seeing my chubby body.

But…he kept looking.

At my chest…no, not just that, even my stomach…

“…maybe, he’s just curious?”

Mine-kun.

To put it bluntly, he’s just a loner and an introvert.

He’s not particularly handsome…but…

I wonder why?

After getting that passionate gaze from him earlier…

“……”

I look around the restroom, turning my head right to left, listening carefully.

Fortunately, there’s no one else around.

I swallow nervously.

I avert my gaze to my own crotch.

No, this isn’t right.

Not at school.

I have to hold myself back until I get home.

But if I see Mine-kun in the classroom again, I’m sure…

“……”

I’m sorry for my lack of morals.