While Taking Care of My Shut-In Little Sister, I Somehow Ended Up Ejaculating Inside a Beautiful Girl - Chapter 112: Being Close (2)

Chapter 112: Being Close (2)

After dinner, bathing, and all bedtime preparations, only sleep remained.

“Ren-chan… haa, haa… Ren-chan… Ren-chan… haa, haa, Ren-chan—”

“…”

Yuu and I slipped into my bed in my room.

As usual, she chose to stay at my house instead of hers.

…Yuu’s parents, the Onoderas, trust me a bit too much.

…Well, we’ve long crossed physical lines, even risking pregnancy. Though I’m the only one worried about that…

Amidst this—

“Ren-chan… I love you… Ren-chan… Ren-chan… haa… I love you… Ren-chan… Ren-chan… so… much…”

“…”

Since earlier, lying in bed, Yuu breathed heavily in my ear, endlessly saying she loves me.

I’m not complaining—her affection feels great—but her intensity was so extreme, so worrisome, I fought off sleep.

“Lately… you haven’t been masturbating, right, Ren-chan…? Maybe… saving up lots of seed… to fill me up… lots of seed…”

“…”

She casually stroked my crotch.

Like a train molester, her movements were smooth, subtle.

“All the seed you always release in me… baby-making stuff… Ren-chan’s, right here, so much… nn… no… today… I shouldn’t…”

Her fascination with my penis and semen was endless.

And, as she just hinted, she’s grappling with something.

Today’s a special day, so she’s got her reasons.

“Are we doing it?”

“…!!”

I’m fine with it, eager even.

My enthusiasm made her eyes widen.

“Ren-chaaan… today… we’re not supposed to… if you spoil me too much…”

“‘Spoil you’…?”

“My womb’ll ache… I’ll want to get pregnant…”

Her eyes gleamed in the dim room, and I briefly felt like prey.

Shaken but trying to calm her, to keep lust in check, I steered toward affectionate cuddling.

“…Nn.”

I gently moved her bedtime ponytail aside, stroking her head.

“Ren… cha… if I get pregnant, you’d be troubled, right…? If you make my heart race more, who knows what I’ll do?”

“That’s scary.”

Her pouty, slightly angry tone was cute. Her emotions were a tangled, lost mess.

I soothed her, continuing our cuddling in bed.

Subtly, I held her hand, stopping her from touching my crotch.

If I got too into it, things would spiral.

“…If Ren-chan thought with his lower half, I’d get pregnant so easily…”

“No pregnancy.”

I felt pathetic saying it. Her words got to me.

…I’m pretty honest with my lower half, if I do say so.

Sometimes I’m… impaired, though!

My buddy and I are soulmates, connected deep down. If I’m off, he’s off; if he’s off, I’m down. So, please treat us both kindly.

Just kidding.

Yuu always saves me, so I owe her… Oh, buddy, you better rise when needed. No more issues.

“Yuu, you’re always so quick to want pregnancy.”

“‘Cause…”

“There, there.”

I’m weak when she looks teary.

Her long lashes fluttered, her glossy eyes locked on me.

Even knowing it’s playful flirting, her intense love peeks through, forcing me to gently steer her away from pregnancy.

Seizing any chance to get pregnant—that’s Yuu Onodera.

If I showed even a moment’s weakness, saying “Why not?”, she’d jump with “Really?” and soon report a missed period.

Ugh, too real…

I’d lose it. I’d probably research childbirth and parenting before consulting anyone.

Her lack of malice is the real issue.

Wanting pregnancy, begging for release—it’s her daily love language.

She’s always full-throttle, seducing me.

“That you love me so much makes me happy. Thanks.”

“…Huh?”

“I love you too, Yuu.”

“Huh… huh, huh?”

Her vocabulary vanished, eyes wide, staring at me.

…Since lunch and studying, her emotions have been at their limit.

Her face blank (no energy for expressions), she shouted her overflowing love in a flat tone.

…When she’s like this, there’s no helping it.

I don’t want her to lose interest, but stopping her feels wrong, so I’m stuck.

“No way… Ren-chan, answering my love so perfectly… I love you… so much… I love you… I adore you… I have to get pregnant… so, um, tonight, a sleepless night with you—”

“No way. And no pregnancy.”

…Rejecting her pregnancy ideas is becoming routine.

I’m getting numb, might absentmindedly say “Sure” soon…

…Is that her plan?

Terrifying.

Too terrifying.

“Yuu, just don’t get pregnant out of the blue.”

“…Okay. I won’t do anything you really hate…”

“…”

There was a pause. She seemed to think. Is she really okay? She’s so unpredictable.

…That Yasuoka incident—she sent a girl, probably like her, to her crush with intense results.

That outcome is set, but I can’t control Yasuoka’s life. I’ll just watch.

Too extravagant, too unrealistic to expect more.

I don’t have concrete examples for our future, so I need to be cautious.

Kids aren’t for students. It’d be tough.

Probably, the norm is becoming adults, securing a stable life first.

That’s average—varies by couple.

If Yuu and I married and wanted kids, we’d need jobs, income, savings, a home, a stable environment.

That’s achievable after graduating.

But I might only have a high school diploma, so job timing needs careful thought, decided soon, not delayed.

…Problems pile up.

My hurdles are higher than “normal.”

Yuu’s casual “pregnancy” talk feels too heavy.

“…I know you’re kind.”

To curb her runaway desires without rejecting her, we need to talk to fulfill our wishes and find happiness.

“But, Yuu, thinking of the kids we’d have—”

“…Wha?!?!”

“Whoa, startled me.”

Her sudden shout.

Her excitement spiked at my words.

And then—

“Ren… chaaan…”

Again.

Her eyes seemed to gleam in the dark.

“Oof…”

In bed, she deftly pressed closer, wrapping her limbs around me tightly.

It’s already warm, but her embrace felt hot, like I’d sweat instantly.

“Ren-chan, you just thought about our kids?!?!”

“Uh…”

Did I…?

Well, maybe I did.

So what?

“Our… happy… married life…♥♥♥♥”

…

…

…

What am I thinking?

Yuu made me realize.

Am I losing it?

Trying to think practically about the future, I got drawn to “happiness,” dreaming subtly.

Happiness should be out of reach for someone like me—

“You never said anything so forward before!♥♥♥♥ Finally, you’re ready!♥♥♥♥”

“I’m not.”

Her eyes practically had heart marks.

In her dark eyes’ depths, a wild, fervent love light stirred.

Calm down, Yuu. Please stop.

And calm down, me. Stop her.

“Now I can get bred right away—♥♥♥♥”

“—No way, calm down, Yuu.”

Before, her pure love overwhelmed her emotionally, but now, with lust mixed in, she’s regained some composure. What a strange mental structure.

“Come on, Ren-chaaan♥♥♥♥ You want to get me pregnant right now, don’t you?♥♥♥♥”

“Hey.”

Her shameless phrasing felt like teasing.

I was flustered yet touched by her love, mixed with slight embarrassment.

“But, thinking about the future—”

“…Nfu♥♥♥♥”

“Yuu…?”

Again.

Her mischievous smirk gleamed wickedly.

“So, thinking further ahead—”

“Nfu♥♥♥♥ Nfufu♥♥♥♥ Nfufufu~♥♥♥♥”

“…Yuu? You listening?”

She kept chuckling.

Just grinning happily, clinging to me, rubbing against me.

…So soft. Her—wait, don’t get swept away, don’t drown in desire, me.

“Yuu. I’m being serious, so don’t go wild, just listen.”

“Ren-chan♥♥♥♥ Re~n-chan♥♥♥♥”

“What?”

Already wild, she barely listened.

…Or so I thought.

I had to rethink.

“Ren-chan♥♥♥♥ You noticed?♥♥♥♥”

“Noticed what?”

“‘The future’♥♥♥♥”

“Huh?”

“You said it earlier♥♥♥♥”

“Uh… yeah, I did, but—”

What’s the big deal, I almost said.

“—…”

I froze, mouth shutting.

“…Nfufu♥♥♥♥ Nfufufu~♥♥♥♥”

“…”

Her smug grin.

Normally, I’d be annoyed, but her smirk made me feel… regret.

I realized.

I noticed my own change.

Unknowingly, a certain change had crept into me.

“Ren-chan♥♥♥♥ You’re normally thinking about the future!♥♥♥♥ Thinking far ahead, about us!♥♥♥♥”

“…”

Regret, and a feeling of my heart being swept away.

I was stunned.

Looking at her sloppy, smug smile.

Her glossy, dreamy eyes.

In the dim room, under faint light.

My vision cleared.

The fog in my mind lifted.

Something frozen in my heart melted, the murky water clearing.

—Finally, I understood.

“…Yuu, thank you.”

“~~~~~~♥♥♥♥ You’re welcome!♥♥♥♥”

I was thanking her without realizing. Gratitude spilled out.

“So that’s it.”

“…♥♥♥♥”

Yuu looked smug with her dreamy expression, but never mind that.

“It’s all about perspective, huh…”

“Yep!♥♥♥♥ That’s it!♥♥♥♥”

…Today.

After eight years, I got my “return” from her.