When I Used a Love Strategy App in a Chastity Reversal World, All the Beautiful Girls Turned Into Yandere - Chapter 74 - My True Self [Kagurazaka Akane’s POV]
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Chapter 74 – My True Self [Kagurazaka Akane’s POV]
[Kagurazaka Akane’s POV]
There was still food on my plate, but I put my fork and knife down and wiped my mouth with a napkin.
“My Lady?”
“Thank you for the meal, Yuri.”
Yuri looked at me with a worried look on her face as she said this.
“Was it not seasoned to your liking? If so, I will let the chef know…”
“No, it was delicious. But I haven’t been feeling well lately.”
After I left that classroom, Yua-chan became Souta-kun’s girlfriend.
Since then, I have lost my appetite for some reason and my body feels heavy.
I can’t sleep every day because of anxiety, and I don’t know what to do.
“When do you think you can start going to school?”
And actually, I’ve been absent from school for three days.
I don’t know what will happen to me if I meet Souta-kun and the others in my condition.
That’s why I thought I’d distance myself for a while.
“I don’t know… but I’ll wait and see for a while.”
“I see… If you need anything, please call me anytime.”
“Okay.”
I stood up and headed to the bathroom.
The white tile floor of the bathroom exuded a feeling of cleanliness, and the large mirror that reached up to the ceiling lit up the entire room.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I saw that I had large bags under my eyes and looked a little haggard.
“I wonder what’s wrong with me?”
I said, giving a wry smile as I looked in the mirror.
Naturally, there was no reply, so I picked up a toothbrush and a tube of toothpaste.
I lightly squeezed the tube, and pure white toothpaste came out, sticking to the toothbrush.
Looking at myself in the mirror again, I brought the toothbrush closer to my mouth.
“You actually know, don’t you?”
“Eh?!!”
My body jumped for a moment, and I let go of the toothbrush.
The toothbrush rolled onto the bathroom floor with a thud noise.
I turned and looked around, but there was no one else in the bathroom.
“W-who is it?”
Of course, no one answered.
“Maybe I’m just imagining things… Ah! I dropped my toothbrush.”
Toothpaste from the toothbrush has splattered all over the floor.
I bent down and picked up the toothbrush.
“Hah~, maybe I’m a little tired… I’ll go to bed early tonight.”
“If this keeps up, you won’t be able to sleep tonight either.”
“Huh?”
I looked in the mirror and saw myself with a creepy smile.
Her eyes are glazed in a bottomless void, and when I looked into them, my body trembled with fear.
“It hurts, doesn’t it? It’s because you can’t have Souta-kun all to yourself.”
“W-who are you?”
“I’m Kagurazaka Akane. I’m you.”
“No way! I don’t want to have Souta-kun all to myself!”
It’s weird.
Why is the reflection in the mirror moving differently from me?
Who is she?
“Let’s stop lying to ourselves already. It’s just causing us more pain.”
“I don’t feel like I’m in pain!”
“Then why are you crying?”
“Eh?”
When I touched my cheek, my face was wet.
I couldn’t confirm it in the mirror, since it was showing a different version of myself, but the wetness on my hand was probably my own tears.
“You’ve done well, even though it’s been painful… From now on, live honestly with yourself.”
The moment I heard those words, my chest tightened and more tears started to escape my eyes.
“Don’t say that!! I have to keep trying my best…”
“No, it’s okay. After all, I am Kagurazaka Akane.”
“……”
“You can’t win against the Kagurazaka blood. Mother told us that since we were a child, didn’t she?”
Wanting to make the things you love yours alone is not wrong.
You might be different from others, but that’s okay.
You’re not wrong.
The words Mother said to me long ago flashed through my mind.
“But I have to get along with every——”
“If you have to suppress your painful feelings and can’t be your true self, then there’s no need to get along with everyone.”
“No, I don’t want that!! Everyone’s a good person, and——”
“They are good people. But all we need is Souta-kun, right?”
“T-that’s not——”
“Then what if you were asked to choose between everyone and Souta-kun? Of course, you’d choose Souta-kun, wouldn’t you?”
“……”
I couldn’t say anything back.
What is reflected in this mirror is my dark self, what I’ve locked away deep inside.
“If this keeps up, Souta-kun will have less time to spend with us. Are you okay with that?”
“That’s the last thing I want! I’m already so lonely, I can’t take it anymore!”
I burst into tears and collapsed to my knees.
“So then we have no choice but to make Souta-kun our own. If we don’t do that, we’ll never be happy.”
“But what should I do——”
“There’s a basement in this house, right? You can lock Souta-kun down there. In his world, there won’t be any other women besides you.”
“!!! But if I do that, I’ll lose all my friends, and Souta-kun might hate me…”
But if I did that, I’d definitely be happy.
That’s what I thought.
“We’ll be the only one in Souta-kun’s world, there’s no way he’ll hate us. Besides, we don’t need friends, right?”
I stared intently at my reflection in the mirror.
“Rino-chan, Yua-chan, Misaki-san, the president. Which will you choose? Those four or Souta-kun? Make a decision now.”
I love Souta-kun.
I can’t live without Souta-kun.
But without the others, I…
“Of course, I’d choose Souta-kun!! There’s no way I can be apart from him now!”
“So, what is it that you want? What do you want to happen between you and Souta-kun?”
“I want Souta-kun to only look at me. I want to give him everything he desires, to have lots of children with him. I want him to be obsessed with me, and with Souta-kun, I want——”
I continued to speak endlessly to the mirror.
“Then you need to become so beautiful and irresistible that he loses interest in any other woman. To achieve your goal, you must sleep well, eat properly, and create a world just for you and Souta-kun.”
As I listened to the other me’s words, I nodded repeatedly.
Then, the other me in the mirror placed her hand against the glass.
“Now, let’s become one with me and release our true selves.”
I placed my hand on the mirror, as if to join hers.
“This is going to be fun. Because Souta-kun will be ours——”
“My Lady?”
I turned around quickly and Yuri was standing there, looking at me with a worried look on her face.
“I went to your room to check on you, but you hadn’t returned, so I came looking for you. What were you doing out here?”
I checked the time on my phone and saw that it had been quite a while since dinner time.
I looked at Yuri through the mirror.
“Sorry to make you worry. By the way, is the basement of this house being used?”
“We haven’t used it for a while. It’s used as a storage room now.”
“I see… Got it!”
I said with a smile.
My eyes reflected in the mirror were covered in a deep darkness that even I could tell.
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T/N: Oh no… Akane’s turned to the darkside… Join me, and together we can——
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