When I, a streamer with some more than 10 registered subscribers, announced my retirement with a face-reveal; as all my viewers were the Madonnas of the school, I ended up losing my current place at school all in all. - 53_ Let’s avoid at all cost

53_ Let’s avoid at all cost

That’s, her, is touching me… Oh God, this is bad.

I will not tell just how much directly, but Kageno-san is definitely not someone small. That’s the more reason why.

On my back her’s… No, this is no good, don’t think about it any further, me. if I think any further, I’ll end up disappointing Kageno-san.

I have to become completely blank. Don’t think about anything, me. As a man, when there are times where you have to endure, you must without complaining.

Before I knew it, the vision in my right eye was as if completely blocked, as if reduced to an absolute zero.

My right eye had been covered with cloth. Come to think of it, Kageno-san also has her right eye concealed by her hair.

Is that a match? No, no, no, it’s not the same. Her’s was just by chance after all.

“I’m done putting it on. I think this much is just fine.”

I felt a bit disappointed after Kageno-san has moved away from my back a little; I touched the cloth covering my right eye.

The fabric is quite nice… No wait, just what does this even mean exactly?!

“Ah, um, Kageno-san?!”

“Nn, what’s wrong?”

“So what exactly is this ….?”

Earlier, I briefly thought that this might be perhaps the correct path to take, but now when I think about it with a fresh look, it’s definitely wrong.

Because, isn’t this thing just signify the chuunibyou (adolescent delusions) mentality? Even though right now, I have removed my glasses, but as high school student, and still covering one of my eye with a cloth!

And moreover, with black cloth.

Tell me, isn’t that totally that thing, isn’t it, please confirm it?

“As I told, it’s something that will help you gain popularity.”

“No, no matter how you look at this… ”

But I was told not to complain earlier. Besides, I also answered in a “yes” as a response, and if I rebel now, it’ll definitely end up badly.

But even so… I just can’t accept this, …. no rather—-

—That was dangerous. I was just about to complain openly.

Let’s try looking at it positively once.

Suppose, by hiding this eye, I gain attention and popularity from everyone.

Then, every day, I’ll start a life where I wrap this black cloth around my head and hide one eye from morning till night.

At school, not only in classes, but also while eating lunch together with my friends I’ve made with that, maybe even when hanging out with everyone later on.

That would be really exciting. It’s like a dream.

It’s about having fun with classmates, eating together, going to karaoke… That’s what it all entails to, right?

Just how many times have I dreamed of it you know? I’ve always hoped that someday this would be a reality when I woke up in the morning.

But, reality isn’t all that sweet. You understand that well too right, brada?

[TL notes: yes, the author writes brazar = brother]

Oops, my character broke for a moment.

Let’s return to my usual self.

For now, what I should do is smoothly proceed with this situation and finish it. I should go with first expressing my gratitude to Kageno-san and subtly think of how to avoid this life with the black cloth at all cost.

That’s all I need to think about.