To the Person I Love and Hate the Most… - Chapter 8

Contact…

My phone rang several times on the train.

It’s from Natsumi.

I didn’t answer any of her calls.

After sitting on the train for two hours, I finally reached the nearest station to my house.

I sit on a bench the station and stare into the sky for a while.

The train stops and passes by several times…

My tears naturally start flowing down my cheeks.

Then suddenly, I see a couple getting off the train, walking happily, being affectionate with each other.

Why am I alone now…?

Why did I trust her…?

Just how big of a fool I am…?

I sit down while holding my head with my heads for a while.

Suddenly, someone pats my head.

Who is it?

She smells nice…

Her hand feels warm…

Could it be…

“I’m sorry…I’m truly sorry! Ma-kun!”

“Why did you come here? Just leave me alone…”

I try my best to stay calm and said so.

“No, I won’t!”

Hearing her words, my emotions explode.

“Are you really that selfish!? Do you really think you’re the only one suffering here!? You betrayed me! You broke your promise! You chose your roommate over me!”

“No, that’s not true! I couldn’t help but to give my body to my roommate, but you are still the only one who is my heart, Ma-kun! I’m truly sorry!”

“That is not an acceptable excuse!”

“Then what can I do to make you believe me?”

“As long as you don’t leave that place, I won’t believe anything Natsumi says! This is just not right, this kind of relationship is not right!”

“I understand…but it’s impossible to leave that place immediately. I still have my things there, so please give me a month! If you wait, I promise that I will definitely leave that place!”

Natsumi said so with determination.

“I’ve already wanted for two whole months! But you just keep giving me excuses and didn’t do anything! I believed in you, and yet…you broke your promise to me! And now, you want me to wait for another month! Tell me, how do I suppose to believe—!?”

Before I can finish my words, my mouth is sealed with Natsumi’s lips.

She entwines her tongue with mine.

She is kissing me passionately.

I’m taken aback at first, but I just went along with it.

Indescribable sensuality takes over my brain…

This is our first kiss…

I don’t know how long have we been kissing, but when Natsumi’s soft lips finally let go of mine, a string of saliva is stretched between our lips.

“Do you believe me now?”

Natsuki looks at me with pleading eyes.

“Ugh…this is—”

Once again, before I can finish my words, Natsumi kisses me again.

“Then…I’ll keep kissing you until you believe me…”

She blushes and entwines her tongue with mine.

I never knew a woman’s lips feels this good.

I never knew a woman’s tongue tastes this great.

More…I want to enjoy it more…

I got carried away and entwine my tongue with Natsumi’s on my own.

More, I more of her lips, her tongue.

“Nhnnn!”

Natsumi screamed painfully.

Perhaps to make up for her actions, she doesn’t say anything and let me continue to kiss her passionately.

We continue to kiss for about 30 minutes.

“Hah, hah, hah…kissing can be a bit intense, can’t it?”

I said so while slightly blushing.

“Hah, hah, hah, it’s because you’re so passionate, Ma-kun.”

Natsumi chuckled.

“One month…I won’t wait any longer than that! And if you have another physical intimacy with your roommate, we’re definitely breaking up! It’s a promise, make sure don’t to betray my trust for the second time!”

I told Natsumi so.

“Yeah, I promise…thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving me another chance, Ma-kun.”

Natsumi said so with a happy smile on her face.

Yeah, I forgive her…

I don’t know what does the future hold for us.

I know this is a bit naïve, but I don’t want to break up with Natsumi.