To the Person I Love and Hate the Most…

Direct Confrontation… Part 3

As I’m waiting for them, I calm myself down.

However, I am getting more and more worried because there is no sign of them coming back.

When I go outside, I see Natsumi getting furious at her roommate.

I approach Natsumi.

“Seriously, you are the worst! You’re just hopeless!”

Natsumi shouted at her roommate so with a furious expression on her face.

Her roommate looks like he is on the verge of tears.

“However…no one is willing to take care of this hopeless person but me!”

Natsumi said so with a compassionate look at her roommate.

Upon hearing her words, Natsumi’s roommate, who was on the verge of tears, shows eyes filled with hope.

When I hear Natsumi saying so, I got seriously angry.

“What are you talking about!? You’re the only one who are willing to take care of him!? Then, why the hell did you ask for my help in the first place!? When we broke up, why the hell did you come chasing after me!? If you really think that way, then you shouldn’t drag me into all this from the beginning!”

Then with an apologetic look on her face, Natsumi pushes her roommate.

“Eh? I thought you’re coming with me…?”

Natsumi’s roommate says so with a sad look on his face.

“Get out of here already! I’m staying here with Ma-kun!”

Hearing those words, Natsumi’s roommate has no choice but to leave us.

I sigh and hold Natsumi’s hand as we head back home.

When we enter our house, both me and Natsumi stay silent and didn’t say anything.

But suddenly, Natsumi looks at me and starts to talk.

“…I know you might be surprised to hear all that, but please don’t expect those things from me all of the sudden…”

“Eh? What do you mean?”

“…about my sexual preferences…about the things my roommate talked about…it’s not like I’m that easy…”

I’m shocked that after everything that happened, that is the first thing Natsumi has to say.

“That’s the first thing that came out of your mouth after everything that happened?”

I said so in disbelief.

“Eh? But…after Ma-kun hears all that, won’t you get jealous and want me to do the same thing for you?”

“What are you talking about!? There is no way I would think about it that way! You have no idea how worried I have been, how hard it was to get through this past week! Do you know how heartbreaking it was for me!? Just when I thought that I can finally see you…you start to talk about things I don’t want to hear about… Do you even have a clue what I went through and what it felt like for me to hear all that!?”

Tears well up in my eyes as a mixed felling of sadness and frustration overwhelms me.

“I’m…sorry…”

It seems like Natsumi knows that she has went too far as she grabs my shirt and apologizes.

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We both stayed silent for a while, not talking to each other.

Then suddenly, Natsumi gets up from the bed.

“I’ll make us dinner.”

“You must be tired, aren’t you? Let’s just get something from convenience store for dinner.”

“I’ve caused you a lot of trouble, Ma-kun. This is the least I can do…besides, you really like my cooking, don’t you?”

Natsumi says so with a smile on her face.

“Yeah…”

Natsumi’s homemade meal is indeed really delicious.

After we have our dinner, Natsumi prepares the bath for me and I go in right away.

It has been an exhausting day.

I even got to know some things about Natsumi that I don’t like.

However, I’m truly glad that Natsumi didn’t leave my side.

Then, I hear the creaking sound of the bathroom door opening.

“I’m coming in, Ma-kun ♪”

“Eh?”

I’m puzzled.

“…can’t I?”

Natsumi asked me so with a pleading look on her face.

“It’s not that…but…”

I reply so, avoiding looking directly at Natsumi.

“Ma-kun…I’m really sorry for today…I know that it was really hard for you, but you seemed so composed and calm…you must want to cry and scream out of anger, right?”

Natsumi says so as she continues to wash herself.

“Yeah…”

I’m on the verge of tears as I reply so.

After a while, Natsumi says,

“Ma-kun, come sit on the edge of the bathtub.”

I sit down as Natsumi told me.

Then Natsumi enters the bathtub, bringing her face close to my thing down there.

“Eh? Didn’t you tell me not to expect something like this …”

Not listening to my words, Natsumi starts to suck my thing down there…

I let out all of my juice into Natsumi’s mouth in no time.

Natsumi opens her mouth and shows it to me.

“Fufufu…”