The Story of How Beautiful Yandere Girls Started Getting Closer to Me, Saying They Want to Take Care of Me - Chapter 44-45

Chapter 44: It’s Not Kindness

“Something you’d do in an erotic game!?”

The image almost popped into my head, but I quickly shook it off and turned to respond.

“Th-this is another one of your usual jokes, right? If it is, you really had me convinced there for a moment. Next time, maybe make it a bit easier to tell—”

“It’s not a joke.”

“…Huh?”

“This time, I’m serious.”

“!”

Serious…!?

It was such an unbelievable statement that I wanted to dismiss it as a joke. But Hiiragi always spoke in such a calm tone that it was hard to tell when she was joking.

Having spent so much time with her, I could tell—her tone, her expression, everything confirmed she wasn’t joking this time.

“…I get that you’re serious, but why would you suggest something like that?”

“There are a lot of reasons, but first, like I said earlier, you need to loosen up a bit more, Sorakaze. Think about it. You go to school from morning until evening, work part-time from evening to night, and then study again. Living like that every day will seriously mess up your health.”

When she put it into words like that, it really did sound extreme—even if most people would naturally pace themselves.

“Last time I almost got sick was just because my midterms and part-time job overlapped by chance. I’m used to it, so I’m fine.”

“It’s not about whether you’re used to it. I’m saying you should make time to relax more.”

“Relax… But I still don’t get it. What does relaxing have to do with… doing something you’d see in an erotic game?”

I had a vague idea of Hiiragi’s intent, but linking relaxation to erotic game-like activities seemed ridiculous. When I asked, she replied calmly.

“You said it yourself before, right? That you’re so busy you don’t even have time to do that kind of thing alone.”

“…!”

“You also just said you don’t have time for erotic game. But what about the other thing? Has that been the same recently?”

“…Lately, I haven’t had time for that either— Wait, don’t tell me that’s why you’re—!”

“Yeah. You’re a guy, Sorakaze, so I thought it might be getting tough for you to hold back for so long.”

Not long ago, when I ended up in a closet with Hinase, her breasts brushed against me, her face was close, and she smelled amazing. My body responded in a way I couldn’t control, and it was embarrassing.

Whether it’s tough or not, I couldn’t completely deny what Hiiragi was saying. But still—

“N-no way! I appreciate your concern, Hiiragi, but I don’t need that kind of help!”

When I hastily refused, Hiiragi tilted her head, her expression darkening slightly.

“Concern? I’m not offering because I’m kind.”

“…What?”

Not… kindness?

“But, no matter how you look at it, you’re worried about me, right? That’s why you’re doing this.”

“Well, yes, but just because I care doesn’t mean I’m kind to everyone. Honestly, if it were any guy other than you, I’d find it disgusting. There’s no way I’d ever make this kind of offer.”

“…? Then why go this far for me?”

No matter how you look at it, there’s no other reason she would do this besides kindness. But if, as she said, it wasn’t just kindness, then what could it be?

When I asked, Hiiragi blushed slightly and replied.

“I’m going to show you so clearly that words won’t even be necessary.”

With that, Hiiragi reached for the buttons of her uniform.

From that day on, I started to realize something.

Hiiragi—and the other three—had a reason for being so kind to me.

It wasn’t just as friends, or as a senior, or even as a little sister.

There was a heavy love hidden beneath it all.

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Chapter 45: True Intentions

“Wait! What are you planning to do!?”

With a determined tone, Hiiragi reached for the buttons on her school uniform.

“What do you mean? I’m just planning to undress.”

“Un…undress!?”

“Well, whatever we’re about to do, it won’t start unless you’re in the mood, Sorakaze. Don’t boys get motivated just by seeing a girl’s chest?”

While saying this, Hiiragi began unbuttoning her uniform from top to bottom.

Regarding her words just now, I couldn’t say whether they would affect my emotional state. However, considering what had happened with Hinase a week ago, I couldn’t deny their physical effect.

As I fell silent, Hiiragi paused her unbuttoning and spoke.

“Or is it that my body doesn’t excite you?”

“N-no, that’s not it…”

“Is that so?”

Her voice was higher-pitched than usual, as if trying to mask her nervousness.

“Well then, I’ll undress.”

As she moved to undo more buttons, I quickly opened my mouth to speak.

“Wait, wait! This and that are two completely different issues! Besides, I’m a guy! Don’t you feel any embarrassment or resistance about undressing in front of the opposite sex?”

“Embarrassment, maybe, but resistance? No.”

“Eh…why?”

“Because… Sorakaze, you’re the opposite sex to me.”

She said she had no resistance to undressing in front of the opposite sex, yet when asked why, she said it was because I was the opposite sex. It felt contradictory. However, seeing her slightly blushing cheeks and hearing her words, I sensed that her definition of “opposite sex” might carry a different nuance than mine.

“W-what do you mean by that—?”

I could vaguely grasp her meaning, but before I could ask further, she interrupted.

“From here on, I’ll show you, not through words, but through actions, as I mentioned earlier.”

With that, Hiiragi unbuttoned her uniform jacket, revealing the hoodie underneath.

Typically, with her uniform and hoodie on, it was hard to notice, but now that she was down to just the hoodie, her well-proportioned figure was more apparent—especially her chest—no, no!

I stood up quickly and spoke.

“If we stay like this, alone in Hiiragi’s room, we really won’t be able to turn back. This has to stop.”

When I said this, Hiiragi stood up as well, aligning herself with me.

“I have no intention of turning back. I want to do this for you, Sorakaze, and to convey my true feelings.”

“But…but we’re just friends! Doing something like this—”

“If that’s how you see it, then I can’t back down even more.”

Saying this, Hiiragi reached for the buttons on my uniform.

“Wa-wait—!”

As I tried to back away, I forgot about the bed behind me in Hiiragi’s room. I lost my balance.

“Ah! Hiiragi!”

Hiiragi, who had been touching my buttons, also lost her balance as a result. I instinctively hugged her to protect her, and we both fell onto the bed, with me on my back.

Thankfully, the soft bed cushioned our fall, so there was no pain.

“Hiiragi, are you okay?”

Since I was underneath, I didn’t think she was hurt, but I still asked out of concern.

“…”

Hiiragi, with her face buried against my chest, didn’t respond.

“Hiiragi…? Did you hit yourself somewhere!?”

I thought she shouldn’t have been hurt, but perhaps there was something I hadn’t considered. If she was in too much pain to respond—just as I worried—

“!?”

Hiiragi hugged me back tightly.

“Hi-Hiiragi? Are you okay—?”

“I’m fine.”

“Eh?”

She spoke softly, and I couldn’t make out her words. Confused, I let out a puzzled sound. Hiiragi then raised her head, her cheeks flushed, and in a sweet voice, she said:

“I… I want to do this with you, Sorakaze.”