The School Saint, who is kind to everyone, leave a bite mark only on me [Dropped] - Chapter 9 - Righteous Fanatic

“If you and I are to be lovers and continue living together from now on, there are certain conditions that both of us will follow” 

The moment Yoshihisa said those words, Hatsuyuki’s expressions changed rapidly.

Her clinging gaze became even more obvious as she didn’t like what he had just said.

Her fingertips, which were touching his cheeks gently, were now filled with strength.

“…Do you think you have the right to make conditions for me?”

“Because I’m a coward, if you don’t accept the conditions I’m about to say, I’ll run far away even if you try to stop and kill me.”

“If you call yourself a coward, then why don’t you try persuading me with your body, like before? Yes, you like being in the lead, don’t you? The situation where your body falls into pleasure while your mind continues to resist.”

“If we did that now, I would rather choose death.”

At his  firm declaration, Hatusyuki narrowed her eyes.

Why, why couldn’t she get him to do what she wanted?

It wasn’t like she had been living a life where things went her way until now.

“Yoshihisa-kun, you had me do whatever you wanted, didn’t you? So why am I not good enough? Can you tell me something other than calling yourself a coward?”

“Because I want to know and understand you properly now. And at the same time… I also want you to understand how I feel.”

“The one who mixes up admiration, love, and s*xual desire is the one who is speaking differently now huh.”

“Let’s talk a little about some common sense, right? But I think it’s necessary. To be blunt, if we continue like this, we can only see a future where we fall apart.”

“What if that’s what I want? You’re the one who made me this way, aren’t you?”

Hatsuyuki let out a sigh full of resentment, and she continued stroking his head and cheeks as if she was intending on peeling off his skin.

Her anger and hatred for him was clearly visible and it was proof that she was angered at him for what he did to her, but her obsessive love for him was making it hard to do something irreplaceable.

“See, even now… you have the right to scratch my face with those sharp nails of yours, but you’re holding back, aren’t you?”

“That’s because I love you.”

“Not only that, but you have consideration and reason for not wanting to hurt me. You may be broken, but you’re aware of it. I don’t think everything about you is broken yet.”

“That… is…”

“I don’t have the right to say you’ll be completely back to your old self. Anger and hatred are precious feelings of your own. I don’t want to force you to erase them.”

Hatsuyuki lowered her head and her body started shaking as she let out an inaudible cry.

Why were his words so understanding now? Why was that every word he said made much more sense to her than it normally did?

At the same time, she thought, why didn’t he show her that side of his from the beginning?

“It’s cruel… more cruel than anything in this world, Yoshihisa-kun…”

“I’m sorry. But… I just want to ease your mind a little.”

Because he loved her, because he cherished her, he kept those words deep down in his throat.

‘I must never tell Hatsuyuki-san that I love her again or else she will confine me in her house.’

That would be a cowardly act, running away from the despicable thing he had done to her.

Even if she forgave him, even if she wanted it.

Above all, he couldn’t forgive himself for what he did to her.

“So, what do you think? Just hear my conditions for now.”

“…I understand.”

A small sigh escaped her mouth as she thought why had she fallen in love with such a cunning man who can persuade her with mere words?

How could she refuse his sincere words, his sincere attitude that she had longed for?

‘I wonder if Yoshihisa understands that I can’t refuse his wishes.’

Hatsuyuki waited nervously to hear what his conditions were.

“Condition 1 : I won’t resist if you’re violent towards me, but I want you to refrain from hitting me where people can see, like my face or neck. I don’t want to end up in a situation where I can’t make excuses. I don’t want to tarnish your reputation.”

“…I see. Please continue.”

“Condition 2 :  We’ll keep s*x in moderation, and we won’t do it in school like before, even if there’s no one on the school grounds, like in an empty classroom.”

“I have a question. What about outside of school?”

“I’ll concede as much as possible to a love hotel… hey, why are you using the term ‘outside of school’??” 

“Because you like to tease me with your sense of shame, don’t you?”

In her calm tone of voice mixed with sensuality and anger, he couldn’t help but break out in a cold sweat.

Ignoring his  reaction, she continued.

“Haven’t we done it many times already? You made me wear a wig and sunglasses, and made me walk around wearing a vibrator in my pus-y while we were walking in the park or on the train. Hehe~… to tell the truth, I’ve become addicted to it.”

“W-what are you talking about, Hatsuyuki-san?”

“My body is burning with flames of pleasure and love. I will make you taste the shame and humiliation of making my body succumb to that irresistible pleasure.”

He was in trouble. Perhaps it’s too late for him to back down now.

His fetishes has completely twisted her, but he firmly declared;

“Okay! Condition 2 must be strictly followed!”

“What?! You’re telling me to forget the pleasure that has soaked into my body after you had trained me like this?!”

“If it’s exposed, not only will our reputation be ruined, our life will be over as well!”

“But you’re the one who made me like this!”

“At that time, I was also prepared for my life to be over, and I was determined to protect you even if it cost me my life.”

“Ugh…!”

Oops, Hitoyuki faltered when she realized she couldn’t win.

This was the man who had viol*ted her, not someone who simply twisted his desires in different ways. He was trying to love and monopolize everything of his own accord, even if it meant risking his life.

‘This is sly. It’s hard not to be pleased with these words… No, I must not be swayed by them! I must not yield… but, on the other hand…’

As Hitoyuki started to agonize and her eyes spun, he grabbed her shoulders with a serious expression and said,

“Condition 3…”

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