The School Saint, who is kind to everyone, leave a bite mark only on me [Dropped]

“This, this, this!! What kind of thoughts did I have?! “

“…Ahhhh!!”

“I won’t forgive you. I will never forgive you until you beg for my love and ask for forgiveness for everything. Even though I love you, even though I love you this much…”

As I collapsed because of her sudden appearance as she pushed me down, Hatsuyuki continued to kick me as she was raged.

She tried to kick me at various places like my stomach, head, and finally my legs, with enough force to break bones but I reflexively defended myself using my bare arms.

“I hate you. Even though I love you, I hate you, Yoshihisa-kun. I can’t stop. Even though I want you this much, my soul hates you, and cries out for you to never exist again.”

“Haah… Haah… Ugh…!”

“Hey, Yoshihisa-kun, say something. Don’t pant so pathetically. Stand up, look into my eyes, and use your strength to violate me like you used to.”

[TL/N : Girl still horny eh…]

Hatsuyuki then grabbed me by my collar, as she was proficient in martial arts she easily overpowered me and I was unable to respond at time, hence I was forced to stand.

As large tears flowed from her blue eyes, she gently pulled down the school uniform, exposing my bare shoulders.

“—!!”

With sharp pain, a sweet fragrance tickled my nose as I realized I was once again bitten by her. The affected area felt like it had been burned by heat.

“Don’t try to run away, Yoshihisa-kun… *nibble*… I can’t control myself anymore~”

A chill ran down my spine as she uttered those words in my ears.

“Please love me like a lover, like a wife, or even as a s*x slave like you used to do before. Your warmth is the only proof that I’m alive.”

As a man, I was happy to hear those words, but this was not the right time to hear them as my mind was a complete mess.

“Why don’t you say something? Just like back then, when you abandoned me without even saying a word, how sad I was, can you understand that?”

I tried to calm my ragged breathing and held onto the part where it was still painful, but Hatsuyuki removed my hand from the wounded area and gently caressed it like she was touching something fragile.

But then, she suddenly grabbed me with a very strong force.

“Huh!? Arghh!!”

“Hahaha… I must have broken your bones. Your suffering face, how it makes me happy, how I’m pleased to see you hurt, even though it’s so sad, I want to die of guilt. Why? Why is it so enjoyable?”

[TL/N : Sadist yandere… Dem]

She spoke those words in a tearful and trembling voice, but there was a strange warmth that unconsciously comforted me.

At that moment, for the first time, I became aware that I had completely destroyed the existence of my classmate, Hatsuyuki Ichijoji.

‘How foolish of me…’

On the landing of a staircase that no one ever passed, we sat facing each other, not caring about getting dirty at all.

I was currently overwhelmed with a sense of guilt.

‘Oh no… I’ve done something irreparable… I’ve destroyed her life…’

I felt as if I was going insane, overwhelmed by intense regret to the point where I wanted to scream, kneel down and beg for forgiveness, or even die.

‘But I absolutely can’t do that…’

“Ah… Yoshihisa-kun…”

I gritted my teeth and desperately held Hatsuyuki tightly in my embrace as I caressed her head, but while doing so my hands were trembling with hesitation.

What should I say to her now? Should I comfort her?

A casual apology would be meaningless and could even be an insult to her.

‘But I have to take responsibility.’

It wasn’t about being her lover or getting married, but about restoring Hatsuyuki Ichijoji’s pure heart and her kind nature.

Even if I couldn’t achieve that, I had to find a way to resolve the contradictory and broken emotions I felt now.

‘But how can I do that?’

“Oh… I can feel it, Yoshihisa-kun’s warmth and heartbeat… Please hold me tighter. If you do, I can forget everything.”

“Huh!”

Her current state looked so pitiful and fragile that I thought that if I applied any more force, her body might break.

Not only her mind, but also her heart has been broken beyond repair.

‘But it’s too late now. I’ve destroyed her body with pleasure.’

Yes, it was too late.

Everything that I had done to Hatsuyuki was irreparable.

What could a poor boy with nothing do in response to that?

“I’m poison to you, you know. You should leave my side before it’s too late, Hatsuyuki-san.”

“Please don’t let go… Don’t let go, Yoshihisa-kun. There’s no one but you for me…”

Every time I heard Hatsuyuki’s voice, my stomach would twist painfully. Every time our skin would come in contact with each other, I would feel suffocated.

“I love you, Yoshihisa-kun. Please believe me.”

After saying those words she leaned forward and kissed me gently. Starting from my forehead to my eyelids and then eventually to my cheeks. She then reached for my earlobes and nibbled on it for a while. When she was done she closed her eyes and kissed me on my lips fiercely as to savor my taste, soon her tongue made its way through in my mouth as we indulged in a passionate and hot kiss. Every single moment brought me with a sense of sadness.

‘Ahh… I see… I am the same as her.’

Despite how happy I was with our intimacy, my heart was screaming out in agony.

I didn’t need anyone else but Hatsuyuki to be by my side. As long as she was by my side, that was all that mattered.

That was what I believed, and yet here I was reluctant as to what step I should take.

“Forget about everything and let’s have s*x. My body is burning up and I can’t concentrate on anything else until you’re inside me.”

Since she started kissing me, I had already gotten hard to the point that it was hurting me now. I had this irresistible urge to take her to an empty classroom and strip her off buck naked so we could have sex.

But I knew that I had no right to indulge in my emotions that way. I had no right to ignore the pain in my heart which I could not ignore no matter what.

‘I have to say it… I have to refuse her. This is wrong, so please stop Hatsuyuki-san.’

“…You’re not going to say anything, are you?”

‘What should I say? Do I even have the right to refuse your desires or even speak my mind?’

“But I’m a little happy. Your wounded expression, how you’re so troubled over me and can’t even say anything, it all makes me feel a little fulfilled.”

—Think only about me and forget everything.

Whispering those words as if she was feverish, her expression also looked pained.

‘What should I do in this situation?’

I didn’t know what to do. I felt so pathetic that I wanted to cry. I had no right to shed tears, and yet my body wouldn’t listen.

Hatsuyuki then reached out for my neck and after giving it a few licks she bit me hard piercing her canines. I felt pain and pleasure at the same time that made my body numb.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, Yoshihisa-kun… Please forget everything and drown in my love. Forget everything and desire only me… If you can find even the slightest bit of sympathy for me, then…”

“Hatsuyuki-san…”

“Please pity me. Be sad for me, be angry at me. Even if you hate me, I don’t care. If I can have even a piece of your heart then I will be fine.”

Hatsuyuki kissed my lips again, which felt strangely cold, while she cried and laughed at the same time.

For me, the kiss was a cruel act in itself.

‘Enough is enough… It’s time to face reality…’

I clenched my fist and opened in determination as the blood flow stabilized.

Then I grabbed her shoulder and pulled her away from me.

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