The School Saint, who is kind to everyone, leave a bite mark only on me [Dropped] - Chapter 15 [Part 1] - Blood Play and Unsatiable Desires
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- Chapter 15 [Part 1] - Blood Play and Unsatiable Desires
The enjoyable time passed in the blink of an eye. At the burger shop Yoshihisa, Kanetsugu, Hatsuyuki, and Saraku happened to sit together.
Hatsuyuki, a sheltered young lady, had a rather charming presence while eating her burger..
The four of them, in high spirits, continued their fun at the arcade, and for dinner, they went to a Japanese BBQ restaurant at Hatsuyuki’s strong request.
“After a long time, I feel like I truly enjoyed myself today.”
“Hehe~, playing with friends is such a delightful experience.”
“Let’s keep doing this in the future.”
“And like this, returning to the same room together… I never imagined I could have such an experience.”
As they walked along the night street, the crowd thinned out as they got closer to their homes. Hatsuyuki tightly hugged Yoshihisa’s left arm, although it made walking a bit awkward for him.
‘It’s nice like this too. The atmosphere is great and comfortable.’
Being able to peacefully spend time together like this was incredibly blissful. Yoshihisa knew the value of these moments.
‘I… I wanted to be like this with Hatsuyuki.’
That’s why he regretted tarnishing and destroying it all.
If he could go back in time, if he could start over from the beginning…
‘…There’s no salvation for someone like me.’
“Haah…” Yoshihisa let out a small sigh.
He knew he would probably repeat the same mistakes over and over again.
Committing the same sins and feeling the same regrets.
‘Though… I’m blessed, even now.’
Just having Hatsuyuki smile beside him was enough to fill his heart.
‘So… I shouldn’t ask for more than this.’
He mustn’t desire it, to let himself touch her, a precious girl, with his tainted body.
Why should he be able to kiss her and whisper loving words to her willingly when he had given up that right entirely?
‘—It was enjoyable, truly. That’s why… Yoshihisa-kun, please desire me more.’
With passion infused in her breath, Hatsuyuki focused all her senses on him.
He couldn’t fully understand the changes in her feelings, but he knew he was struggling against his desires.
So…
‘If I continue like this, yes… If I just act like an ordinary girl as you wish, Yoshihisa-kun…’
Would he love her sincerely then?
Maybe not like that time, but like an ordinary boy in love.
Would he love and desire Hatsuyuki with all his heart?
However, that was an impossible scenario…
‘It’s impossible, Yoshihisa-kun…;’
The person she used to be was broken by him, that much was true.
She had grown up without knowing love, and it was true that she longed for a warm, ordinary family.
But, more than that…
‘When you’re right next to me, holding my hand, I’m happy, Yoshihisa-kun.’
No matter how twisted and self-centered it may be, Yoshihisa’s love for her was genuine.
He gave her warmth, stayed by her side, and focused only on Hatsuyuki.
He reached out his hand, even if forcefully, and took hold of hers.
‘So, it’s different. I don’t want the “ideal” normal life that you impose on me as a girl.’
Her lips curled into a slightly twisted and distorted smile.
He vowed not to taint himself, not to force his love on her, and it seemed that was the resolve he made.
‘Hehe, no matter how guilty you may feel, Yoshihisa-kun, your nature won’t change. I love you just like that. I love you so much, I really do.’
Just as much as she loved him, she also wanted him to be more miserable. She wanted to see him beg and cling to her, in a more pitiful state.
Because that’s what Yoshihisa was now.
‘Do you realize? Just like when you forced your twisted love onto me… you’re forcing “normalcy” onto me.’
She is happy, yet frustrated. She loves him, yet she despises him.
If only she could grow tired of this, but no matter what cruel things he did to her…
Such feelings didn’t even bubble up the slightest.
‘Fufu~… Be prepared tonight, Yoshihsa-kun.’
Walking a little further to their room together.
Hatsuyuki’s heart was racing hard, while Yoshihisa was tormented.
‘Hehe~, we are so awkward, aren’t we… No matter how much we desire ordinary happiness, we can’t accept it.’
This must have been their fate from the beginning, even if they didn’t attend the same school.
They would have met somewhere and Yoshihisa would still have seeked for her.
‘Our fates are intertwined together, so… I won’t only impose myself on you. My love, suffering, pain, sadness… everything, everything is yours as well…’
They passed through the entrance of the apartment, took the elevator, and arrived at the front of the room. Just before entering, Hatsuyuki reluctantly lets go of her hold on his left arm.
Maintaining a distance of three steps, just like that of a Yamato Nadeshiko.
“Phew, it was fun but I’m really tired…”
“Fufu~, I’m back, Yoshihisa-kun. But next time, let me enter first and greet you like a loving housewife.”
“Oh, that would be a nice change of pace. Coming home and finding you… What a wonderful everyday life!! By the way, can I ask you something?”
“I don’t hold anything back from you, feel free to ask anything.”
Seeing Hatsuyuki’s calm expression, and her strangely ‘normal’ actions…
Until before they entered the room, Yoshihisa thought the atmosphere was good and couldn’t help but feel intense doubt.
“Closing the door from behind is fine, and I get it, it’s important to lock up, but…”
“I don’t want anyone else to enter our love nest.”
“Okay, then… Why are you changing out of your uniform at the entrance??”
“…?? Oh, I’m sorry. I should have washed my hands and rinsed my mouth first.”
“That’s true, but… It’s not just that!! You’re definitely on purpose!!” Yoshihisa holds his head in exasperation.
She was definitely doing those things on purpose, but she pretended as though she was innocent. Yoshihisa scratched his head annoyingly seeing her gestures..
Hatsuyuki doesn’t have a hobby of spending her time at home while being naked and even Yoshihisa has never seen her like this when they were together at ‘that’ time.
‘Just what is going on with her…?’
“I will use the washroom first.”
Saying so, she passed by Yoshihisa while still being naked without a piece of cloth on her sinful body.
Yoshihisa closed his eyes even though his mind was saying something else. He was a little used to her nakedness as he had already seen her naked a lot of times when they had s*x.
‘If you want me to love you, do you want me to order, or rather threaten you to strip naked at the entrance, get down on all fours like a dog, and lick my feet, or maybe engage in SM if you refuse.’
Just what could be the meaning of her actions? The girl who is called a saint, a sheltered young lady couldn’t be this lewd right…?
Has she misplaced the word “shyness” somewhere?
If he doesn’t pick it up, if he doesn’t search for the shyness he has discarded…
“Let’s make that a task for the future.”
“Yoshihisa-kun? The washroom is free now.”
“Oh, yes, then I’ll… wait, that’s not it, Hatsuyuki-san!!”
“Ah, I see. Do you want me to accompany you to the bath, maybe was your back and your ‘thing’ as well?”
“No! How did it turn out like that!? Did you forget the word ‘shyness’ or something?! Also, why do you have a kitchen knife in your hand??”
Right now, Hatsuyuki was dressed in a dark crimson adult lingerie, which was too revealing. She also wore school-designated socks and held a kitchen knife with the blade exposed in her right hand.
A sense of unease washed over me, as if she was about to utter some outrageous words.
“…Wait a moment, I’ll go wash my face for a moment.”
“Yesh~, take your time.”
Then, as she returned to the corridor leading to the entrance…
“Why do you have bandages and antiseptic prepared? What do you intend to do?”
“Hehe… hahaha… You see, Yoshihisa-kun, I’ve been thinking.”
“…I don’t want to hear it, but please go on.”
“You say you don’t want me to get hurt, but isn’t that unfair? If my heart is wounded, shouldn’t yours be too?”
“So, Hatsuyuki-san wants to hurt me, or perhaps hurt herself… is that it?”
“Yes, you catch on quickly. Please be prepared, Yoshihisa-kun…”
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