The result of keeping my childhood friend company since we were little ~ Spoiling my childhood friend who has become dere dere - Chapter 8 - Yuu's thoughts and packing
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- Chapter 8 - Yuu's thoughts and packing
As Otou-san walked out of the room, my heart began to beat faster, as if I was remembering.
“Speaking of which,I was going to sleep over at Yuki’s house…”
What I remember is Yuki-san’s comfortable expression that she shows when I pat her head.
Yuki-san cooking while humming a tune.
Yuki-san sleeping happily with her head in my lap.
And – Yuki-san’s debauched expression that she shows when she hugs me.
“Can I really endure it…?”
Even though she talked in her sleep, I am aware of the affection that Yuki-san is showing me. If I let go of myself I might just become a man and make Yuki-san a woman. If it wasn’t so, she would’ve kicked me out or run away during the Bath incident.
I can easily imagine happy times if we were to have such a relationship.
But… it would only be temporary.
That’s why… we can’t be in that kind of relationship yet.
Even if I myself have the determination to make Yuki-san happy, I don’t have the financial stability. I see many couples online who would break up without financial stability, no matter how much they like each other. That is no exception to the lovey-dovey couples who brag about their love to everyone around them.
In other words, what I’m trying to say is, ‘I don’t want to be hated by Yuki-san for that.’
Of course, it’s unthinkable for me to dislike Yuki. But it’s not a given. That has been verified by lovey-dovey couples. Even though we need each other, we don’t have the money to achieve happiness, which is the root of our relationship, so it’s only a matter of time before we break up.
So I’m not ready to be that way with Yuki-san. Even though she left school voluntarily, I think to myself that it’s a bit ravenous for a kid who was a high school student until recently to worry about money.
But I want her from the bottom of my heart, and I want her to be happy. I don’t want to see Yuki-san sad because of money.
The main reason…. is that Yuki-san looks better when she smiles.
I’m studying to keep that smile on her face. And that too from that dark rooted dad about investing. I have no idea where he’s getting his information from.
And, although it may not look like it, Yuki-san is also teaching me. Mainly calculation problems used in investment-related matters. In terms of exam questions, they are securities analyst questions.
And no matter how much I study to earn money, I don’t want to spend less time with Yuki-san, so I study at her house. But since I’m not very good at math problems, I’ve been hugging Yuki-san for the price of reason.
I’ve been hugging her one question at a time, so my body has learned more about Yuki-san’s hugs than it has about investment-related knowledge.
“…What am I thinking this…?”
I discarded my sloppy thoughts and started packing again to stay the night.