The person who used to hate me, suddenly turned into a yandere!

**Ta*Dhak**

Closing the door, I slid my back as I plopped down at the entrance due to the shivering of my legs.

I covered my heated face as I wished Kami-sama to put an end to my life or this world altogether so I could get rid of this feeling!

What did I say just to Ryuu-kun?!

How shameless!

‘My answer is the same!’ What the fuck I was thinking… ‘

Today I said such rude words to both of my close people that made me incredibly regretful.

I clearly remember that when I told Ryuuji my decision about my dating, he said he would take his time to pursue me.

And here I also said the same thing!

Did I mean I would be chasing him now?

No way, how could I…

But then, why I got so mad at Aya when she told me about her intentions toward Ryu-kun?

I can’t understand anything…

“Mika? What happened?”

Fortunately, I have a personal adviser who can help me in this kind of situation. A person who wouldn’t judge my reasoning even if I contradicted myself.

“What should I do, mom?”

Somehow supporting myself, I walked up to mom before hugging her limply.

“First, tell me everything before you ask for help~.”

Somehow I feel mom enjoys my circumstances as she does the drama shows.

[Half an hour later]

I told everything about today to mom. What happened in the class, and how Aya seemed weird today?

Then, how Ryuu-kun avoided me during lunch even though I wanted to invite him.

I didn’t miss a single word Aya, and I exchanged during the break. Even being shameful, I told mom everything without a single fabrication.

And lastly, the brief conversation I had with Ryuuji while on the way home.

It was utterly embarrassing to tell her something like that, but in my current situation, I really needed her help to get things through.

Why I said something like that to Aya or Ryuuji-kun was unclear, which was making my mind muddled all over.

“Let me get straight. Would you have said those things that you told Ayama-san to anyone? Or is Ayama-san the single person you don’t want Ryuu-kun to get close to?”

I thought about it for a second, but I ultimately wasn’t sure at all.

“I can’t tell.”

I don’t know what was happening to me today, but it seemed I had been getting fuzzy since that day when Ryuu-kun ended our relationship.

Hearing me, mom nodded before she brought the cups of coffee to the table, as she further helped me take a stand.

“Imagine any other girl from the class, or maybe the most beautiful one you know, says the same thing that they want to date Ryuu-kun. How would you react?”

‘Most beautiful, huh… ‘

I thought about ‘her’ in the exact position where I put Aya before.

But I didn’t have to put much thought into it before my conclusion drew out almost instantaneously.

“I won’t like it, mom. Anyone getting attention from Ryuu-kun, just like he gave me, is unacceptable.”

Even though I am being selfish and greedy, I don’t want anyone to be in the light where Ryuu-kun held me before. I don’t want anyone to see that smile of his which I have seen.

Anyone holding hands with him, receiving hugs, and going on shopping dates was totally a no-no.

Well, I also haven’t done some of those things, but I don’t want to let them too!

(A/N: – I have taken reference, and girls really do sometimes think like this-_-)

“Hmm. I get it.”

“What did you get, mom?”

Finally, it seemed my mental rumbling could come to a halt with this. As I said, mothers are the best advisers one could wish for.

Sipping on her coffee, mom faced me before she announced in a serene tone.

“You are growing possessive of him. Nothing more, nothing less.”

My eyes blinked in perplexion as I heard the absurd conclusion.

I clearly heard mom saying that I was getting possessive toward Ryuu-kun, but he doesn’t belong to me.

He isn’t dating me, nor are we even friends at current times.

How can I grow such feelings for a person I have always wished to stay away from?

I don’t understand anything at all…

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**Click**

Turning my doorknob, I closed the door on my back before I went inside and changed my shoes.

Putting the bag inside the room, I walked to the fridge before taking out the remaining juice I had and gulped it down.

Even though I seemed highly calm from my outer appearance, my mind was currently rumbling with a lot of thoughts, but it was related to a single person.

‘What’s wrong with her… ‘

I love Mika-san. A lot.

I don’t know how people measure it, but I am certain that if there is a limit to falling for someone, I will surpass that limit.

Maybe I sound cringy, but that’s just my true feelings for her.

And when I finally decided to give up on Mika-san, why was she doing such a thing to keep me all time occupied with her thoughts?

I genuinely don’t want to meddle with her life and stay away as much as I can, yet she said something like that today…

‘Why did I ever go to talk to her… ‘

Dropping the bottle back in the fridge, I went inside before changing my clothes.

The best way, I know to distract my mind was to keep it muddled in my studies, and so I did.

Taking my notes, I started writing them down in the notebook while I tried to understand what I had missed in class.

And it worked.

I soon got drowned in the world I was neglecting for who knows how long. Despite not being good with Physics, I studied it diligently since I plan to go all out in the upcoming exams.

I have been putting a blind eye to my studies resulting in my current piled-up work. In a sense, it was helpful, too, to keep me busy, so I was pretty much occupied with myself.

Until she arrived…

**Knock*knock**

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A/N: – I am building her character and trying to show how her emotional wavelength fluctuates.

There won’t be a triangle or huge misunderstanding, which would lead to their separation.

She would realize her feeling for him real soon, and there would start real fun.

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