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Episode 31

Haa, what a wonderful day it is Today…

I kept thinking about that while busy washing the lunch box.

I was even able to see Nii-san’s cool soccer-playing appearance. Then again, by winning the championship, it gave me the right to receive anything I wanted from him.

Besides, I was even told to give my best. More than anything, he praised me.”

“Really, the best.”

I mutter quietly.

By now, Nii-san should be sleeping soundly because of Today’s tiring match.

I licked Nii-san’s chopsticks, in which his tongue fluids were still present.

I wonder — how good it would have been if this were Nii-san’s real thing.

Haaah…….

Well then, I should probably ask Nii-san to let me suck his thing. I have attained that ‘right’ now. Some people may even think of doing and going with that. Still, I absolutely can’t do such a horrible and shameful act in front of Nii-san.

And rather than requesting him to let me suck it, I would instead want him to lose his sense of reason and force his way, penetrating me to the depths of my throat like a beast. That was another reason why I wouldn’t want to ask something like that from him.

I start feeling a little empty, but it’ll be over soon.

The picture of the future I have drawn in my mind.

Had Nii-san thought of me as his true younger sister.

However, I see my Nii-san as a man I love, love even more than limited to being just as my dear Nii-san. Thus, a contradiction arises. I was having a hard time until now rectifying and filling that out until now.

For a while, I thought of attacking Nii-san with hopes that he would see me as a woman in the process, but the result was hopeless. I even thought of forcing myself on him and creating a fait accompli after we became adults. Then quietly live in the countryside where no one is near us as a last resort.

However, there have been some bright spots in recent developments.

That was the same girl named Sakuragi Kaede.

I always thought of her as a caterpillar or a mosquito approaching Nii-san, and in fact, she was. However, although inferior to me, her feelings for Nii-san seem pretty solid and developed.

Honestly, I still hate myself for not finishing her off before she had made contact with Nii-san and getting closer and closer. But then I realized it’s easier to appease that woman than to subdue Nii-san.

Since even I don’t want to resort to a decision such as cutting off Nii-san’s limbs in order to restrain him.

You see, I want Nii-san to stay healthy and okay after all.

I drew this future map after looking at that woman and her eyes.

I was extremely excited about my plan that was about to take shape. Honestly, I think it can’t be helped that ‘that woman’ will become a hindrance in the long run, but I’ll accept it for now. I am tolerant, after all.

If Nii-san was to accept me in the end, I would be okay with just that alone.

However, I’m reluctant to have any more women coming in, so let’s thoroughly bully those new women who dare to show and attach themselves to him. Let me show them hell if they try coming any closer to him.

Like any other woman who dared to ever approach him.

And if she were to leave because of something like that, it’s no longer love. You can’t even call it something like infatuation. I will assess it as something that is just fake.

Because my love is so beautiful and accepting, as you can see.

End Of Chapter