The Bride Who Wants to Die - Chapter 14
Translator: Sunnyshies
Editor: Ryuubii
Chapter 14
Johann died.
My sister, who had an unkept hair and seemed to be able to grab me, told me while Yuri restrained her.
“After we came for you to cure him! Johann died! What did you do?! You murderer! You didn’t cure him!”
Murderer? Me?
My heart is pounding.
Maria is supporting me on my back.
The people in the castle look at her coldly as she screams without caring about what others think.
“I… I just…”
My shoulders are shaking.
Johann is dead.
The Johann who came to the castle last month.
I knew it.
I had no choice but to think so.
That day, I didn’t use any healing magic.
On the contrary, I instead took away something like Johann’s energy.
I didn’t know.
I can’t believe I’m capable of doing this.
I was confused.
But more than that, I realized that I was excited to see my sister’s sad and frustrated face.
I’ve been hurt too much.
I took it as a sign that I was loved, and it has almost killed me.
This is the extent of the suffering you have gone through.
“I did indeed heal Johann that day. However, my power is not stable now, so I may not have been able to heal him to the point where the disease had metastasized.”
If I speak weakly, the men of the castle will be on my side.
Because I do indeed have a child in my belly.
The child of Roy-sama and I, the heir to the throne.
“You’re the one who forced him to go through it, while Meg-sama was still in the period during which healing magic cannot be used.”
“Johann was originally sick. I think it can’t be helped.”
“Meg-sama still has to give birth to a child. Please don’t give her such negative emotions.”
It was like watching a farce.
My sister was writhing in agony, while Yuri was stopping her. On the other hand, Marie kept trying to cheer me up, the maids and the Prime Minister gave her a cold look.
Oh, boy, let’s just let go of my consciousness.
…
When I raised my heavy eyelids, my eyes met Roy-sama’s, who was looking worriedly at my face.
As if in a panic, Roy-sama moved his body away and coughed deliberately.
“How are you feeling, Meg?”
“I’m sorry to have caused you so much concern. I’m fine now.”
How many times will I have to apologize to him?
I gently rub my stomach.
Roy-sama looked at my swollen belly and exhaled in relief.
“You don’t have to use healing magic anymore.”
…eh…
I was not expecting such words to come out of his mouth, and I stared at Roy-sama intently.
Suddenly, what did this man just say?
“Using healing magic puts a strain on Meg’s body, and over time, it deprives people of their health. All of this has been clarified by researchers.”
“You know… to that extent… and yet you didn’t tell me.”
“I’m sorry. I couldn’t disobey my father.”
Roy-sama bows his head.
Something in my heart drops with a thud.
I hug my body as it cools down.
After all, I wasn’t accepted by anyone.
“I believed that even if I didn’t have Roy-sama’s heart, he would protect me.”
When I told him so in a trembling voice, Roy-sama shook his head in pain.
“I love you. So you don’t have to be in the castle anymore”
What a selfish person.
If you say something like this to me, I can’ t blame you.
“I don’t believe you.”
I felt like something was burning in my heart.
“I’m going to make this country mine.”
I stared at Roy-sama and thought about the child in my belly.
I will end the royal family, my family, everything.
My unrequited love is over.
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