Someone Who Believes They Can Live Normally in a World Where Chastity Is Reversed (Did You Think You Could Live Normally in a World With a Male-To-Female Ratio of 1:5?)

What is the meaning of living?

Recently, I, Seira Mochizuki, have been thinking about that a lot.

Graduating from university and finding a job… Since the university was decent, job hunting went relatively smoothly.

In university, I enjoyed hanging out with my female friends and had some fun. I even had a boyfriend… well, at least I think I did. The more I thought about it, the more I realized what a nightmare of a boyfriend he was.

“Sigh… I want to die.”

“Hold on, Seira, what if the manager hears you…!”

“Sorry…”

Today, like any other day, I was facing my computer. It would be fine if I just worked on the computer. The problem was my boss. And to make matters worse, she was in the same room with me all day.

“Hey, Mochizuki-san? On the document you just received, I said to put the company name here and here, right? It’s not there.”

“Huh… well, I checked earlier, and you said it wasn’t necessary…”

“What? I never said such a thing! Did you mishear me?”

“… “

Every single day.

Living while being berated by this greasy manager, what’s the point?

“Ugh, I hate it. You keep making mistakes like this, maybe that’s why you got dumped by a guy?”

“…!”

I felt a surge of anger rising in my throat, but I suppressed it with steel determination. Partly due to the manager speaking loudly, I could hear whispers from around me.

“Eh, Mochizuki-san got dumped by a guy…?”

“That’s so mean. What’s up with that?”

It truly became unbearable. I silently took my seat and began to redo the documents I was instructed to. During my university days, I had a boyfriend… or at least I thought I did.

Since my group was considered one of the top groups, and amidst others making boyfriends, I was the only one who couldn’t, so I was genuinely happy when I finally got one just before graduation.

He was my first boyfriend in life. And he shattered me when I was at my happiest…

[Huh…? Did you really take it seriously? Lol, sorry, I’m not interested. Plus, I actually have two other girlfriends, lol.]

Before feeling anger or hatred, I cursed my own foolishness. Why was I so happy to be with such a person?

Did I think any guy would do?

The thought of myself like that made me sick. In the end, we broke up in less than two months, and I cut off all contact with him. Blocked him on social media, too. Since then, I’ve been alone. Living alone, so even when I go home, I’m alone.

Without any particular intention, I opened up my SNS. Post after post, my university friends were sharing about their trips to theme parks with their boyfriends, or their dates to various places.

I no longer felt envy or any such emotions.

What’s the point of living anyway?

—

“A boys’ bar?”

“Yeah! I thought maybe you’d like it, Seira-chan!”

Today was a no overtime day at the company.

With tomorrow being a day off, I was planning on leaving early, but I was stopped by my senior, Miki-san.

This person has helped me countless times, and I really owe her a lot… She’s inviting me to a boys’ bar.

“Every now and then, we go to this place on days before holidays! There are some handsome guys there, and it’s fun! Good for your eyes and health!”

“Sigh…”

Honestly, I just want to go home and sleep. After dealing with my jerk of a boss all day, I’m mentally and physically exhausted.

“You’ve seemed down lately, Seira-chan… I thought maybe this could cheer you up…”

“…”

I can tell that Miki-san was genuinely concerned about me. It wouldn’t be right to brush her off…

“Alright, I’ll go.”

“Really?! Yay! I’m sure you’ll like it, Seira-chan!”

She squeezed my hand and bounced up and down.

Hmm… honestly, I’ve never been to a place like that before, and I doubt I’ll enjoy it.

I was aware that I was a boring person, and I was worried about ruining everyone else’s fun.

“Who do you want Seira-chan to be with?”

“How about him?”

“But his fee is expensive. Might not be a good choice for the first time.”

“Wouldn’t it be better if it’s someone who doesn’t come on too strong?”

They seem to be having a lively discussion about it without me.

…Well, let’s just chat casually and then leave.

—

The sign read ‘Boys’ Bar Festa’ and it glowed brightly with neon lights.

It’s a bit of a walk from the station, but it seems like this is today’s destination. Miki-san lead the way and opened the door to the establishment.

“Welcome~! …Oh, it’s Miki-san again! Welcome back!”

“Yusei-ku~n, I am here again~♡”

…Huh?

Honestly, I was already put off from the start. What do they mean by ‘here again’?

…Judging from the conversation, Miki-san must come here often.

We were led inside.

“Table for five ladies, number three! Welcome~!”

“Welcome, ladies!”

Wow, this was something.

As we’re greeted by the staff, all of whom were good-looking…

…I must admit, it lifted my spirits just a bit.

As I took my seat, we were all seated on a spacious sofa with quite some distance between each of us.

Huh? Why? Why is there so much space between us?

Curious, I leaned in slightly towards Miki-san and asked.

“Why is there so much space between us?”

“This space is for the boys who will come to sit here!”

“Space?!”

It seems like it’s a format where guys sit between the girls.

I see, even though we came as a group, the basic idea is to talk one-on-one. Hmm, I was planning to just chat casually with everyone, but now I’m feeling nervous…

“Miki, is it okay if we just have boys join us as usual today?”

“Ah, Yusei-kun. I have a small request…”

Miki-san seemed to be talking to the staff about something.

I guess it’s about the arrangement for the boys who will join us?

“I see, I see, got it. So, what about you, Miki?”

“Huh? You’re asking about me~? I’m devoted to Yusei-kun only~♡”

Oh, man, seriously…

I didn’t want to see this side of my respected senior…

“Excuse me, ladies.”

One by one, the boys arrived, and each took a seat with someone.

The seat next to me was still empty.

But seriously, each guy who came in was handsome, and with the flashy decorations, I can’t help but feel a bit overwhelmed.

(They’re doing this business, so… they must be laughing at us on the inside.)

I found myself disgusted with such negative thoughts.

Lately, I’ve been thinking so negatively…

Miki-san was getting all lovey-dovey with Yusei(?) next to me, and it seems like everyone else was already swooning over their favorite boys.

Hey, didn’t they say they were going to entertain me or something?

…Honestly, I don’t feel like I’ll enjoy this very much. I don’t feel like I have much in common with these types of guys in the first place.

I truly believe that I’m a boring woman.

“Excuse me, miss.”

Finally, someone spoke up, and I looked up.

…!

That day, I met an angel.

“Nice to meet you, I’m Masato. And your name is…?”

“Uh, it’s Seira.”

“Seira-san! Nice to meet you!”

To be honest, in terms of attractiveness, the boys who had come earlier might have been more handsome. But the one who came to me… he seemed very calm and had a sincere impression.

His attire was also nice. Not overly dressed up, his suit was a deep navy, giving off a well-put-together vibe.

His youthful appearance was also appealing. The sight of him trying to look mature in a suit stirred up my protective instincts.

“Is it after work for you today?”

“Uh, yes… I have tomorrow off.”

He poured ice and alcohol into my glass.

Even during this, he maintained a warm smile.

“Indeed! Looking forward to the day off tomorrow. Why does Friday night always get us so excited, huh?”

“Fufu, true.”

Wait, did I just laugh?

Perhaps it’s because the guy accompanying me was completely different from what I imagined, a younger boy. Somewhere along the line, I felt relieved, and the tension I had just moments ago started to ease away.

“What are your plans for the holiday, Seira-san?”

“W-Well… I’ve been into gaming lately…”

As I said that, I realized.

Starting with a hobby like gaming might be too nerdy for a first impression, right? I should’ve said something safer like reading.

“Wow! That sounds cool! What kind of games do you play?”

However, my worries were unfounded. After all, I came here to enjoy myself, and worrying about such things might be unnecessary.

Without even a hint of doubt on his face, he eagerly engaged in my conversation.

“Yeah, I enjoy RPGs and town-building types…”

“I love RPGs too! They’re so much fun!”

A big smile. From him, I couldn’t sense any insincerity.

Maybe he’s just really good at acting, and maybe he’s secretly repulsed, but at least I can’t sense any of that from him. In fact, he seems genuinely happy, which in turn makes me feel happy.

Perhaps that’s why. I found myself happily drinking the sake he poured for me, and before I knew it, it was gone.

–

“That damn awful boss!! She went out of her way to make it sound like I got dumped by a guy in front of everyone…

“That’s really terrible…”

Wait, when did the conversation turn to this? Before I knew it, the alcohol had gotten to me, and I was feeling good.

Masato-kun was close to me, and I was feeling a bit dizzy. I didn’t care anymore and, before I realized it, I was venting out all my recent frustrations. Maybe I got too worked up.

Take a deep breath.

“However, the fool here is me. I was the one who foolishly believed he was serious about dating me and got all excited.”

“Huh? But didn’t that guy ask you out?”

“Yeah, he did… But you know…”

That’s right. He smiled and asked me out. I had gotten carried away, but I should have realized it then.

“That’s awful! It’s not your fault at all, Seira-san! Clearly, the problem lies with him!”

The person in front of me was getting angry as if it were his own problem. It made me inexplicably happy.

“But that’s just how it is for women. We don’t really have much choice.”

So I added, with a self-deprecating tone.

“However…”

“I..I don’t agree with that at all,” he said, leaning in. The proximity made me flustered.

“Sure, there may be fewer men, but does that make them superior? I dislike men who are so arrogant about it.”