Someone Who Believes They Can Live Normally in a World Where Chastity Is Reversed (Did You Think You Could Live Normally in a World With a Male-To-Female Ratio of 1:5?)

If you just look at the situation, I must have acquired the scenario I had longed for from the bottom of my heart.

Initially, according to the plan, I should have been indulging in lewd fantasies and burning with desire for the first experience about to happen, but…

“From here on out!!! You absolutely must not come in here! Absolutely! The moment you step in here, you’ll be kicked out, and I won’t talk to you again!!”

“Is it normal to say that?! Okay, okay, I get it!”

Desperately trying to draw a line in the room with a bath towel, and exchanging light banter with Masato, this situation is now incredibly fun.

How did we end up in this situation?

Let’s rewind to when we got soaking wet in that park.

—

It’s past 10 PM.

Since the rain showed no signs of stopping, we couldn’t just leisurely stay out in it, so Masato and I came to take shelter in a place with a roof in the park.

“Achoo…!”

“Are you okay…? I’m sorry, my jacket is pretty soaked too…”

“It’s fine. You must be cold too, Masato.”

“I’m totally fine… Oh, sorry, I have a call from the shop. Excuse me.”

If Masato is getting a call from the shop, despite being on duty, it means he rushed out to be here.

Just that fact alone warms my heart.

My short-sleeved blouse is soaked, and my shoes feel gross inside. I can’t help but think I did something stupid. But for some reason, only my heart feels warm.

I didn’t even need to think about who to thank for that…

“Sorry! I had to rush out… Huh? not come back? Oh, but my clothes… No, they’re completely soaked. Okay, yes, I’ll take them to the cleaners…”

Seeing Masato, who was so cool just a moment ago, being flustered while handling the phone, I can’t help but find it cute.

It’s because of me, so it’s rude to think like this about him, though.

“Thank you for your hard work. I’ll see you next Friday… Yes. I’m sorry. Excuse me… Phew.”

“I’m sorry, Masato, it’s my fault…”

“No! It’s something I wanted to do… You’re not at fault, Seira-san.”

Something he wanted to do… Truly, I can’t count how many times I’ve been saved by this child’s kindness.

“Seira-san, are you okay? Can you go home?”

“Yes, well, I can’t really take the train like this, so I’ll take a taxi home.”

“…Didn’t you say it would cost an unbelievable amount to take a taxi from here if you’re late?”

“Well, yes, but… I have no choice, right?”

Certainly, taking a taxi from here would cost tens of thousands of yen, and it would be embarrassing to take the train in this soaking wet state…

As I glance at Masato next to me, he puts his hand on his head and seems to be thinking about something.

“…Is it really bad if…? But it would be cruel to just send you back like this… It’s okay, I’ll be careful…”

“…? What’s wrong?”

He mutters something quietly, but…

“Uh, Seira-san?”

“What?”

Ahem He cleared his throat and spoke formally.

“…My house is nearby… Um, would you like to come over for now?”

“Huh…”

Coincidentally, this was the development I had dreamed of today.

“I-I can’t just send you home like this… And I have a shower and stuff, so…”

“But… Is it okay?”

“It’s fine. But! It’s only to escape the rain! There’s absolutely no other reason! Just the bath and changing clothes! That’s all!!”

While being pressured by Masato’s desperate explanation, I still couldn’t help but think he was cute.

—-

“This is my house. Sorry, it’s a bit run-down.”

“…That’s not true.”

About a 15-minute walk from the park.

Masato introduced me to his house… Well, I already knew it without him having to do so.

There’s a slight shadow on my heart due to the guilty fact. But I shake my head. I won’t stray from the path anymore. I’ll become the kind of woman who can stand by Masato.

Masato took out the key and opened the door.

“Please.”

“Yes. Sorry for intruding…”

The lights come on. The exterior does show some noticeable signs of wear and tear, but the interior was quite clean.

“Should I take off my socks? They’re soaking wet.”

“Uh, yeah. That’s a good idea…”

I could see from the entrance to the living room.

It’s very tidy and clean, a room that suits Masato. Masato brings a towel and hands it to me.

“Use this to dry off a bit… You should go ahead and take a bath first. It should be ready in a few minutes.”

“Uh, but I feel bad going first…”

“It’s okay. I’ll just prepare some drinks or something.”

Feeling apologetic, I had no choice but to follow Masato’s words.

—-

Sigh

I was in the bathtub at Masato’s house.

It’s strange. I feel a bit floaty, but at the same time, I feel calm. I never thought I’d end up being allowed into Masato’s house like this. I’m happy, but I feel more strongly about not betraying Masato’s trust.

“No weird stuff allowed…”

I remember what happened at the shop. Masato’s frightened expression. His clear rejection. If I ever see those eyes again, I won’t be able to go on. After soaking in the bathtub for a while, I got out.

Masato was waiting for me, after all. I needed to hurry.

When I get to the dressing room… there was a short-sleeved T-shirt and shorts folded there.

…Does this mean I can wear these? My heart rate suddenly increases.

“C-C-C-Calm down. No, no. Stay calm, Seira. This is Masato’s kindness. If I get excited now, it’s all over…!”

It’s probably impossible not to get excited, but I, Seira, will endure with a steel will. I’m amazing.

Emptying my mind, I put on those clothes. Then, I try to open the door to go back to the living room where Masato is.

But then, I remember.

—I’m bare-faced right now.

My body froze. I just remembered that I wiped off all my makeup. Will Masato be disappointed to see this ugly bare face of mine?

“Seira-san, are you done?”

“Uh, yes! I’m done, I’m done, but…”

“? Did the clothes not fit? If you can tolerate it being a little big ……”t…”

“That… that’s fine too! It’s fine, but…!?”

Oh no, what should I do?

I can only prepare myself for the worst… With half-hearted resignation, I open the door to the dressing room.

“Oh, good, you’re okay… Wait, why are you covering your face?”

“…I’m bare-faced right now. I don’t want you to see…”

“Eh… It’s okay… But are you planning to keep it that way? It’s hard to talk like that, you know?”

“Ugh…”

As I ponder what to do, the hands covering my face were gently removed by Masato.

“…See, I thought you’d be as beautiful as I imagined.”

“…!”

“Sure, you’re always beautiful with your usual makeup, but even without it… Oops, never mind, forget I said anything!”

“Oops, sorry, it’s a habit of mine…” muttered Masato as he took the change of clothes and entered the changing room.

“Oops, I did it again, it’s such a habit!” He muttered as Masato took the change of clothes and headed into the changing room.

…Really, he’s so sneaky. Masato always knows just what to say to make me feel better. If he were to say “you’re just the same as always,” it would make me feel lonely in its own way.

In the living room, there were two warm tea cups filled with green tea and a bottle of cold barley tea. Masato must have prepared them.

“You didn’t have to go to such lengths…”

I sit down on the cushion.

Looking around, most of the place is tidy, but the clutter in the kitchen gives it a homely feel. I wouldn’t mind even if it were messier. I want him to show me that side of himself.

Taking a sip of barley tea, I exhaled.

Trying to organize the current situation in my mind, I can’t help but laugh at the surreal feeling of it all. No one would believe me if I told them.

Come to think of it…

“This is the first time I’ve been to a boy’s house…”

Even counting from my school days, it’s never happened. Just realizing it made my heart race a bit. Plus, the clothes I was wearing now were actually Masato’s.

I take a moment to smell the sleeve.

Instantly, a sweet sensation rushes through my brain.

“This is like a drug…”

For a moment, I thought my brain was going to melt. This isn’t good. Masato’s scent might have an aphrodisiac effect on women. Well, at my level, my brain has already gotten used to it, so I’m fine, but…

…Phew, my thigh is starting to hurt, so I should probably stop gripping it so tightly.

—

“Phew… Here it is. Oh, Seira-san, is barley tea okay?”

—Ah, I’m dead.

“S-Seira-san?! Seira-san!? Why did you collapse?!”

Masato SSR, fresh out of the bath, was incredibly powerful. That’s all I wrote in my mental notes.

—

The conversation loops back to the beginning.

“Today’s special! It’s late to send you home, so you can stay over! But absolutely no leaving this place!!”

After I fainted seeing Masato come out of the bath, it ended up being past midnight. I ended up staying over at Masato’s house. It’s not like I planned it or anything!

…Who am I even trying to explain this to?

Honestly, if that incident hadn’t happened, this would be a dream come true. I probably would’ve jumped Masato with joy.

But now, it’s different.

“You said you won’t do anything! So just sleep beside me!”

“I absolutely refuse!! Seira-san, are you planning to do something while I’m asleep?!”

“It’s fine! Stingy! Just lend me the tip!!”

“Seira-san, hasn’t your character changed?!”

It’s not okay for me to attack him, but if Masato asks for it, it’s safe!!

…Well, it’s just a joke, though.

Now, this level of interaction feels nice. His reactions are so innocent and cute.

“Oh, by the way, Masato, can I leave my mug and toothbrush here next time?”

“Why are you assuming you can just move in?! Absolutely not!”

Teasing like this isn’t so bad. Especially when Masato blushes and argues back, it’s adorable.

“Haah, haah… I’ve made the bed, so if you take one step out, I’ll call the police!”

“Let’s finish everything before that happens. It’s okay, I’m quick.”

“Seira-san, you’ve gone mad!!”

From the depths of my heart, I can’t help but laugh. Masato’s smile is something I might be seeing for the first time.

—

Suddenly, I woke up.

I thought I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep again, but maybe because of everything that happened, I was tired. Plus, I didn’t really have any intentions anyway.

Beyond the meticulously arranged futon, there lies Masato’s innocent sleeping face.

Despite all his vigilance, he looks so cute when he’s asleep.

Moonlight seeped in through the window. The rain that was pouring earlier seems to have stopped.

In the tranquil summer night, Masato’s face, breathing peacefully, illuminated by the moonlight, looks like a painting. I couldn’t help but smile.

—

“–I love you, Masato.”

I can’t convey it properly right now.

But someday, I’ll become someone wonderful enough to stand by your side.

—

“Well, I’ll be heading home.”

No response.

Masato seems to be tired, sleeping soundly. The first train was already running.

It’s getting late, and I’ve decided to leave early. I want him to praise me for not making any moves. I’m a woman who can endure.

— Although I promised Masato I wouldn’t touch him, I secretly played a prank in his house. That’s my little secret.

Imagining him panicking when he notices it, I can’t help but laugh.

I leave Masato’s house. I’ll let him know I’m heading home via SNS.

“Oh, Right.”

I remembered something and operated my smartphone.

“I don’t need this anymore.”

The app’s notepad.

I deleted what was written there without any hesitation. I don’t need it anymore.

After completely erasing it, I tossed my smartphone into my bag. As I walked and gazed up at the sky, yesterday’s rain felt like a lie.

I took a deep breath. Just like this clear weather, my heart feels clear too. That kind of feeling.

As I reach the corner, I turn around in the direction of Masato’s house.

“See you later, Masato.”

—Let’s start again from today.

—Let’s become the kind of woman who can stand proudly next to her beloved.

(T/N: I sure as heck pray author doesn’t release new chapter whenever a new LN volume is on the horizon, Volume 2 is coming soon, also as per Author’s note in the latest chapter, story is reaching its climax)