Only I Can Handle the Yandere Guild - Chapter 45
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Chapter 45: Chosen by a ‘Hero’… Like Property
【Caelan PoV】
The palace called it an honor, and it felt like a collar.
Stone towers shadow the training yard, and every surface looks scrubbed clean. Banners hang like they are watching. Soldiers line the edges, quiet and ready. Sir Aldren stands in the center, bright as a coin.
“Hold your stance, and smile.”
My knees bend, blade up, and my face tightens like it forgot how to be friendly.
“I’m holding it.”
Aldren circles me, slow, hands behind his back. His cloak drifts without wind, like the air prefers him. The watching soldiers do not blink much. I can feel their attention on my skin.
“Not like that.”
I adjust my grip, and the sword feels light. Too light, like my arms never get tired. I do not know if that is a gift. I only know it makes people stare.
“Like this.”
Aldren’s hand lifts, and his fingers hover near my elbow. He does not touch. He does not need to. His voice moves me like a leash.
“Good.”
I swing once, clean, fast, and stop the blade where he wants it. The soldiers murmur, and the sound spreads like ripples. Praise in the capital does not feel warm. It feels like being measured.
“Again.”
I swing again, and the blade whistles. My breath stays steady. Sweat does not stick to me the way it sticks to other boys here. That should make me happy. It makes me uneasy.
“Again.”
The third swing lands harder, and the practice post dents. The wood creaks, and the iron band around it shivers. A few soldiers shift their feet, and I hear a quiet intake of breath.
“Careful.”
I ease the blade down, and my fingers do not shake. That part scares me most. I should be shaking. I should be tired.
“I didn’t mean to.”
Aldren’s smile widens, and it looks proud from a distance.
“You did exactly what I needed.”
Servants appear with water. A scribe scribbles on a tablet near the gate, head down, eyes flicking up too often. Aldren drinks nothing. He just watches me like I am a new tool he is learning.
“You’re writing this down.”
Aldren glances toward the scribe, then back to me.
“They will need the story.”
My chest tightens, because I already know what the story will be. The village boy. The hero’s chosen. The miracle made obedient.
“I’m not a story.”
Aldren’s smile stays pleasant.
“Everything is a story here.”
He leads me out of the yard and into a marble corridor. The palace smells like wax and roses. It also smells like metal, like money left too long in a closed fist. We pass nobles in soft clothes and hard eyes, and they look at me like a new breed of horse.
“Keep your head up.”
I keep it up, and my neck aches anyway.
“Why.”
Aldren’s voice stays light, almost kind.
“They must see what I own.”
My stomach turns, but I do not stop walking. The walls are too close. The guards are too many. The air itself feels like it belongs to someone else.
“I’m not owned.”
Aldren slows, and his gaze slides sideways to me, amused.
“Not yet.”
We enter a hall with a long table, gold trim, heavy chairs. Men in fine coats sit like they are carved from smugness. A woman in a crownless circlet holds a quill like it is a blade. They all look up at Aldren, then at me.
“Ah, Sir Aldren.”
Aldren bows just enough to be polite, not enough to be humble.
“My lords. My lady.”
I stand behind him, because that is where he placed me. The room’s attention presses against my ribs, and I swallow to keep my face still.
“And this is the boy.”
Aldren’s smile turns proud, and he gestures without looking back.
“This is Caelan.”
The circlet woman’s eyes sweep me, quick and cold.
“From the river village.”
I nod once, because my voice feels unsafe.
“Yes.”
A man with rings on every finger leans forward, eager.
“Is the rumor true. Does he match your strength.”
Aldren’s smile widens like he is pleased by the hunger in the room.
“He will exceed it.”
A ripple of satisfaction moves through them. It is not joy. It is relief, like a debt just got paid. I feel small and large at the same time, like a child dressed in armor.
“And will you bring him to the summit.”
Aldren tilts his head, like he is considering the weather.
“If it benefits us.”
The ringed man’s grin sharpens.
“It will. The Northern League has been difficult.”
The circlet woman taps her quill against the table, slow.
“Difficult means they forget their place.”
My stomach tightens, because I hear it now. This is not about monsters. This is about people.
“They want our grain routes.”
Aldren’s voice stays calm, casual.
“They want our fear.”
A man with a scar along his jaw nods once.
“And we want their obedience.”
My hands curl behind my back, and I force them still. The way they talk makes my skin crawl. They speak like the world is a board and lives are pieces.
“You will stand beside Aldren.”
The circlet woman’s gaze pins me, and her voice is flat.
“You will smile.”
My throat tightens.
“I can smile.”
Aldren’s laugh is soft, pleased.
“He can do more than smile.”
The ringed man’s eyes gleam.
“Otherworld heroes always deliver.”
The words hit like a cold splash. Otherworld. They say it like a title. They say it like a currency.
“You treat him like coin.”
The scarred man’s eyes flick to me, and his mouth twitches.
“Heroes are coin.”
Aldren’s smile does not change.
“They are leverage.”
The circlet woman leans back, satisfied.
“And leverage keeps the kingdom alive.”
My stomach turns again, and I taste bile. I think of Mother’s warning. Do not make deals with heroes. I think of Mira’s face in the crowd. I think of Rian clinging to my leg.
“You brought me to threaten people.”
Aldren’s voice stays warm, like a teacher correcting a child.
“I brought you to represent strength.”
I look at him, and his eyes are bright, clean, convincing.
“That’s the same thing.”
Aldren’s smile tightens at the edges.
“Do not be naive.”
The meeting ends with polite words and hard decisions. Aldren walks me out like he just sold a horse and feels satisfied. Servants bow. Guards move aside. Nobody asks what I want.
“You planned this.”
Aldren’s steps stay smooth, effortless.
“I prepared for opportunity.”
My chest tightens.
“I’m the opportunity.”
Aldren glances at me, and his gaze lingers like a hand.
“You are the answer.”
Training becomes a routine, and routines become walls. Dawn drills, midday sparring, evening ceremonies. Aldren praises me in public, voice loud and proud. He places his hand on my shoulder for the crowd. The hand feels light, but it leaves a mark I cannot see.
“Show them.”
I swing in the arena under banners, and the crowd roars. Their cheers wash over me and do nothing. I focus on the blade. I focus on breathing. I focus on not thinking about the river.
“I am showing them.”
Aldren’s smile gleams, and he nods like he taught me to exist.
“Good.”
After the ceremony, he brings me to a private yard. The stones here are darker. The air is colder. Guards keep their distance, but I feel them anyway. Aldren’s voice changes here. It drops the warmth and keeps the edge.
“Again. Faster.”
I move, and my body obeys. My muscles do not burn the way they should. I land a strike that should knock me off balance, and I stay upright. Aldren’s eyes narrow, and his smile fades to something sharper.
“Do you feel pain.”
I blink, confused.
“Of course.”
Aldren steps in, and his palm snaps out. It hits my shoulder, hard. Pain sparks, bright and clean, and I stagger one step. My shoulder throbs, then settles too fast.
“Then prove it.”
I roll the shoulder, and the ache is already fading. I hate that I notice it. I hate that he notices too.
“It hurts.”
Aldren’s gaze drops to my collarbone, then back to my eyes.
“Does it.”
I swallow.
“Yes.”
Aldren tosses me a dull practice blade. It clatters at my feet like an insult.
“Fight me.”
My hands close around the hilt, and the blade feels wrong. Aldren holds a real sword, polished and sharp. I stare at it, and my throat tightens.
“That’s not fair.”
Aldren’s smile returns, thin.
“Life is not fair.”
He comes at me, fast. I parry, and the impact rings through my arms. Metal bites metal. Sparks snap in the air. My heart pounds, and my breath stays steady anyway, like my body refuses to tire.
“Again.”
He cuts close, and the edge grazes my forearm. Warmth spreads, then a thin line of blood. I jerk back, eyes wide, and my skin stings.
“You cut me.”
Aldren’s gaze locks onto the wound. His eyes are hungry now.
“I tested you.”
The cut should keep bleeding. It should open wider when I move. It closes instead, slow at first, then faster, like the skin remembers it was meant to be whole. My stomach drops, and my fingers go numb around the hilt.
“That’s not normal.”
Aldren’s smile widens, and it looks like relief mixed with envy.
“No.”
He steps closer, and his voice stays quiet, intimate, dangerous.
“How long have you been like this.”
My throat tightens.
“I don’t know.”
Aldren’s hand lifts, and his fingers hover over the fading cut.
“Does your mother know.”
I flinch, and the motion feels instinctive.
“Don’t talk about her.”
Aldren’s eyes flash, then smooth out.
“Answer.”
I stare at the stone under my feet. I think of Mother’s eyes. I think of her hand on my shoulder. I think of how she watched me like she expected storms.
“She notices everything.”
Aldren’s smile turns amused.
“So she knows.”
I swallow, and my mouth goes dry.
“She knows I heal fast.”
Aldren’s gaze sharpens.
“And your brother.”
My chest tightens, because even here, even far away, Rian’s name feels like an anchor.
“He’s little.”
Aldren’s voice stays calm, but his eyes do not.
“Does he heal fast.”
I force my face still, and my heart pounds hard.
“I don’t know.”
Aldren leans closer, and the air feels heavier between us.
“Liar.”
I hold his gaze, and my palms sweat.
“I haven’t seen him hurt.”
Aldren’s smile returns, and it does not reach his eyes.
“Good.”
Days pass, and Aldren’s praise grows louder. His touch grows more frequent. His questions sharpen, like knives hidden in cloth. He asks about birthdays. He asks about seasons. He asks why my face does not change.
“You look the same.”
I keep my voice even.
“I’m still growing.”
Aldren’s eyes trace my jawline like he is hunting for proof.
“Are you.”
I sleep, and I wake without heaviness. I train, and my muscles do not hold soreness. It should feel like a blessing. It feels like someone is watching for the moment it becomes a weapon.
“You don’t tire.”
I wipe sweat from my brow, and my skin feels cool anyway.
“I do.”
Aldren’s smile turns sharp.
“Show me.”
He makes me run until the sky turns red, then makes me spar again. He watches for shaking. He watches for weakness. My legs keep moving, and my lungs keep filling, and dread creeps into my spine.
“This is enough.”
Aldren’s gaze stays fixed.
“It is never enough.”
One evening, he brings me to a balcony overlooking the city. Lanterns glow like stars caught in glass. Carriages roll below. People laugh, unaware. Aldren rests his hands on the railing like he owns the skyline.
“Do you know what you are.”
I stare at the lights, and my mouth feels dry.
“A person.”
Aldren’s laugh is soft.
“That is cute.”
The word cute makes my skin crawl.
“I’m not cute.”
Aldren’s voice drops.
“You are mine.”
My chest tightens, and my fingers curl around the stone railing.
“I am not.”
Aldren turns his head, and his smile stays calm.
“I saved your village.”
The words hit hard, because they are true in a twisted way.
“You threatened it.”
Aldren’s gaze stays steady.
“I protected it.”
My throat burns.
“By taking me.”
Aldren’s smile softens, and there is something almost real in it.
“By investing in you.”
I look away, because looking at him makes me feel trapped.
“I didn’t ask for this.”
Aldren’s voice stays warm, like honey over steel.
“Greatness does not wait for permission.”
A messenger arrives two days later with a sealed letter. Aldren reads it, then smiles like he just won something. He looks at me with bright eyes and a patient expression.
“Your village writes often.”
My chest lifts, then tightens.
“They’re okay.”
Aldren’s smile holds.
“They are alive.”
My stomach turns, because he says it like a reminder, not comfort.
“What do they say.”
Aldren taps the letter against his palm, slow.
“Your friend writes your name the most.”
My breath catches, and my hands go cold.
“Mira.”
Aldren’s eyes gleam.
“Yes.”
I take a step forward, and my voice tightens.
“Give it to me.”
Aldren’s smile stays calm.
“Ask properly.”
My fingers curl, then relax. I force my voice flat.
“Please.”
Aldren hands me the letter like he is generous. I open it with shaking fingers and read Mira’s careful words. She describes the river. She describes Rian learning to speak clearer. She describes Mother working too hard. She tells me she keeps the ribbon I gave her, and she ties it when she misses me.
“I miss you.”
The words blur, and my eyes sting. I blink hard. I hate that tears come so easily. I hate more that Aldren is watching.
“She is devoted.”
I fold the letter, careful, like it can break.
“She’s my home.”
Aldren’s smile widens, and the envy shows for a heartbeat.
“Home is a weakness.”
My chest tightens.
“Home is why I’m here.”
Aldren’s gaze sharpens.
“Home is why you obey.”
The next morning, Aldren orders a carriage. He dresses in his finest cloak. Guards surround us like walls. He speaks like we are going on a pleasant visit.
“We will see her.”
My stomach flips, relief and fear mixing.
“You’re bringing Mira here.”
Aldren’s smile stays calm.
“I invited her.”
My hands go cold.
“Why.”
Aldren’s eyes gleam like he enjoys my panic.
“Because you are distracted.”
The carriage arrives at the palace gate by midday. Mira steps down, clutching a small bag. Her braid is tighter than usual. Her face looks pale, but her eyes scan until they find me. When they do, she exhales like she has been holding her breath for weeks.
“Caelan.”
My chest lifts, and I move toward her before I can stop myself.
“Mira.”
She reaches for my hands, then hesitates when she sees Aldren. Her fingers hover, then settle on my wrist, light and trembling. Her touch feels like sunlight, and it makes my throat ache.
“I’m here.”
Aldren steps beside me, and his presence shifts the air.
“Welcome.”
Mira’s eyes flick to him, then back to me. She forces a polite nod.
“Thank you.”
Aldren smiles, and the smile is perfect.
“You are prettier than your letters.”
Mira stiffens, and her grip tightens on my wrist. My stomach turns, and my shoulders tense.
“Sir.”
Aldren’s eyes do not leave her face.
“Call me Aldren.”
Mira’s mouth tightens.
“I can’t.”
Aldren’s smile stays pleasant.
“You can.”
I step half a pace forward, and my voice comes out sharp.
“Leave her alone.”
Aldren’s gaze slides to me, and the warmth drops out of his eyes.
“Do not forget your place.”
Mira’s fingers squeeze my wrist, a warning and a plea at once. She looks at me like she is trying to keep me safe from my own mouth.
“Caelan, it’s okay.”
I look at her, and I see fear behind her calm. I hate it. I hate him for putting it there.
“It’s not.”
Aldren’s smile returns, and it is gentle in a way that feels cruel.
“She is important to you.”
My chest tightens.
“Yes.”
Aldren nods slowly, like he just confirmed a theory.
“Then she is important to me.”
Mira’s eyes widen, and her breath catches. She steps closer to me, like she can hide behind my body. I hate that she has to.
“No.”
Aldren’s voice stays calm.
“Yes.”
He gestures toward the palace doors, and guards shift, casual and ready. Mira’s face pales, and her hand trembles on my wrist. I feel something hard settle in my stomach, something cold and final.
“You brought her here as leverage.”
Aldren’s smile stays perfect.
“I brought her here as motivation.”
Mira’s voice shakes, small.
“Caelan, what is he talking about.”
I stare at Aldren, and my hands curl, then relax. I cannot fight the palace. I cannot fight the kingdom. I can only stand between them and the people I love.
“Stay close to me.”
Aldren watches us like a collector, eyes bright with possession.
“Good.”
His gaze lingers on Mira, then returns to me, and his smile sharpens like a decision.
“If gratitude fails, loss will succeed.”
The palace doors swallow us, and I understand, too late, that heroes do not choose you to save you.





































