No Wonder I'm Unwanted in This Chastity-Reversed World - Chapter 11.5: Side Story - Rui 3

Chapter 11.5: Side Story – Rui 3

I’d recently realized something.

—My love might be heavier than I thought.

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“What should I do?”

I was troubled.

It could be said that it was one of the most concerning moments of my life.

“I’ve come to Ikuto’s house…”

Yes, Ikuto’s house.

I was in the house of the man I liked.

“Rui! Can you run a bit faster? We’re almost at my place!”

Ikuto’s judgment wasn’t wrong. 

His home was safer than going to the shelter where other women were seeking refuge from the rain. 

Ikuto was safe.

But I was dangerous. 

My rationality was being tested. 

Although I had various concerns but…

“For now, let’s quickly take a shower.”

I wanted to keep Ikuto from waiting and also to calm down. 

We were alone under the same roof, a man and a woman. 

I had some expectations that something might happen. 

I even thought it would be okay if he found out that I was a woman.

But, nothing changed.

To me, who was scared of the thunder, Ikuto didn’t inquire deeply.

“…Perhaps you’re scared of thunder?”

“Yeah… Is it strange to be scared of thunder?”

“It’s not strange. Everyone has their own fears. But staying in the dressing room might be awkward, so I’ll just stay outside the door.”

“Okay… thank you…”

As always, he was kind to me. 

It made me happy, but also a little lonely. 

After all, he didn’t know I was a woman. 

What would he do if he found out?

“Ikuto, you’re always so kind.”

I didn’t voice my innermost thoughts today either, and instead, said what I always thought.

“Hm? Well, I aim to be the kindest, coolest guy in the world, all for the purpose of becoming irresistibly attractive to girls someday!”

Hearing Ikuto say this so boldly made me feel somewhat pleased.

“…And yet, you’re kind to me?”

Ikuto probably still thinks of me as a man.

“Of course. Rui, you’re my bodyguard and a dear friend.”

“…Thank you.”

“Y-Yeah…”

He definitely thinks I’m a man.

However, every single word from Ikuto pierces my heart.

His kindness envelops me entirely.

My cheeks easily loosen, and my body involuntarily jerks a little.

My face is hot.

Even without looking at the nearby mirror, I know I’m blushing.

I really do like him…

My heart is quickly filled with that emotion.

And today, being at the home of the person I love so much, I find myself wanting more.

“Hey, Ikuto.”

“Hm?”

“You often talk about wanting to be popular with girls, don’t you?”

“Yeah, I do say that.”

Alright, on to the next question.

“So… do you have a type?”

“Ah…”

The conversation pauses for a moment. Ikuto seems to be deep in thought.

“Well, I like girls who are cute, kind, and fun to be with!”

“Huh, really? What about busty girls?”

“Who doesn’t love them?”

“Heh, you’re honest.”

Hey, Ikuto. I’m pretty busty, you know?

I’m pretty sure I’m your type.

“But if I were to indulge in the ultimate luxury, I’d like to date someone who likes me.”

“… “

I catch my breath.

No, it’s more like I stop breathing.

I can’t… hold it in…

There’s one more thing I want to ask…

“So, would you be happy if such a girl were close by?”

“Yeah, I’d be ecstatic! If a girl likes me, I’ll definitely make her happy!”

“…〜〜〜〜”

“Hm?”

Ikuto knows nothing.

He doesn’t know how much I’ve been holding back.

How foolish it’s starting to feel, keeping this secret.

“Hey, Rui, are you done changing—”

“Then, I should be good enough for you.”

“Eh? Whoa!”

I open the bathroom door and embrace his strong back.

This is the first time I’ve touched Ikuto.

The first time I could touch him of my own volition.

I can directly feel Ikuto’s body heat, his scent, his touch.

“R-Rui? What are y—”

Ikuto cuts off his words.

I can’t see his face since I’m hugging him from behind.

What kind of face is he making now?

Is he wearing his usual innocent smile?

Or is he puzzled, tilting his head as he often does when he doesn’t understand something?

Or perhaps—has he noticed my true form and is now flustered?

“Ikuto—see me for who I truly am.”

My final push.

I whispered with a heated breath, putting more strength into my arms that were wrapped around him.

Doing so, my breasts, which were not suppressed by any bindings, pressed harder against Ikuto’s sturdy back.

Hey, Ikuto.

Do I feel…

Soft?

Warm?

This isn’t the touch of a boy, is it?

“Rui… could you be…”

Ah, here it comes. This moment—finally.

“Could you be… a girl?”

Ikuto said it.

I heard it.

“…Fufu”

Ah… I finally heard those words.

So now, I can finally say it too.

“Yes, I am. I’m a girl who’s in love with you.”