The Last Night

While I was listening to music and watching YouTube videos with Yumika, it became 11 p.m.

Neither of us said it out loud, but I was planning to sleep with Yumika, and Yumika had called me to her room with that intention.

Yesterday it was my bed, but today it’s Yumika’s bed.

Like me, she is a germaphobe, so her bed is as clean as a new one. Not a single hair is on it.

“Today is the last day we’ll be alone. Kana-chan will be back by tomorrow afternoon.”

“That’s right. After this day ends, when will we get to spend another night alone together…?”

“…I don’t want to have any regrets.”

Yumika clung to me.

Today is the last day we can cuddle without worrying about anything in the house. Yumika is taking this opportunity to be lovey-dovey with me.

Of course, I think there will be other times when Kana and my mother go out together, but that only happens a few times a year. We should make the most of it while we can.

“What do you want to do, Sakiya?”

Yumika looked up at me with her soft, large br**sts pressed against me.

It seems like the choice is left to me.

“What do you want to do, Yumika?”

“…I want to love each other until morning with you, Sakiya.”

“If you stay up late again, you’ll be too sleep-deprived tomorrow and miss school.”

“That’s true. Let’s sleep quietly today.”

I thought Yumika would be disappointed, but she seems to understand.

“Is that okay?”

“I feel there’s no need to rush. You and I will be together from now on.”

I stopped Yumika as she tried to turn off the light.

Yumika seemed tired and wanted to sleep early today…

“What’s wrong?”

“You might be tired, but I want to stay up a little longer with you, Yumika. Is that okay?”

“Hehe, it’s fine. Today, Sakiya is being needy.”

Yumika buried my face in her large br**sts and pats my head gently.

“Don’t treat me like a child.”

“Sometimes it’s important to be a child and be pampered.”

Yumika has a maternal side. Even though I am supposed to be like her older brother, it’s okay to lean on her a little.

“Then, I’ll take you up on that offer.”

“That’s fine. I always rely on you, Sakiya, every day.”

Yumika started to massage my shoulders.

Her technique is surprisingly skilled.

“You’re good at this.”

“I used to massage my dad a lot…”

I understand Yumika’s answer. Her father, who raised her alone, must have gone through a lot.

“How is the pressure?”

“It’s just right.”

Yumika asked like a real massage therapist.

“Is there any itchy spot?”

“My left nipple.”

“Understood.”

“No, I’m kidding. Please don’t scratch it persistently.”

It’s fun and happy to joke around with Yumika.

Before I met Yumika, I thought I didn’t need a lover, but now that I know this happiness, I think it would be lonely to be alone.

I don’t want to lose Yumika.

So, I must make up my mind soon.

“Fuh—”

“Whoa!”

Yumika suddenly blew into my ear.

I let out a high-pitched voice without thinking.

“You like being teased like this, don’t you?”

Yumika had an expression that said she understood me completely.

As expected of twins, she seems to know what pleases the other.

“You like being teased like this, don’t you?”

“st-stop.”

I tickled Yumika’s side, and she writhed in delight.

She seems to enjoy being tickled.

“Both you and I understand what makes each other happy, what feels good, and what we don’t like. It’s rare to have such compatibility, and I don’t think we’ll ever meet someone else like this. As twins, there are things we have to endure, but because we’re twins, we’re the perfect match.”

“…Yeah. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if we weren’t twins, but if we weren’t, we probably wouldn’t understand each other this well.”

“Yes. Now, I’m grateful that we’re twins. I’m not avoiding reality; I’m focusing only on you, Sakiya.”

Both Yumika and I had mixed feelings of happiness and frustration about our relationship since we met, but now we’re facing it head-on.

“Even so, do you want to cross the line with me?”

“I don’t think about living purely or living a proper life. I believe that not doing so makes me happier. For me, the right thing is to just love you and be loved by you.”

Unlike Yumika, I wish I could live purely and lead a proper life.

Why do we, as identical twins, have such different thoughts…

It’s likely due to our different circumstances.

Yumika lost her father and was left alone.

I have both parents and a sister.

Unlike Yumika, I’m not alone.

Yumika has nothing to lose and wants to entrust everything to me.

In contrast, I have things to lose and responsibilities to bear.

I want to respond to Yumika’s feelings, but I can’t hurt my family.

This dilemma causes me to take a half-hearted stance, unable to find an answer.

“I’ll live the way I want, so you should live the way you want. We’re similar but not the same; you don’t have to live the same way as me.”

Sensing my unease, Yumika offered comforting words.

I turned off the light and decided to sleep quietly with Yumika.

We fell asleep holding each other tightly, as if to dispel our mutual anxieties.