My Twin Sister Who Looks Exactly Like Me Is Trying To Cross The Line With Me?! - Chapter 47 (Kana’s Feelings)

[PoV] Kana :

My class trip has only one more day to go.

When the day is over, I’ll be able to go back home.

Finally, I can return to my onii-chan…

While I was choosing a souvenir for my onii-chan, Kitayama-san from the same group came over to my side.

“Kana-chan, who are you buying a souvenir for?”

“My onii-chan.”

I responded to her curtly.

Perhaps because we’re in the same group, she seems to be paying attention to me and approaches me oftenly when I am alone.

“You have an older brother? I also have a brother, but I don’t like him, so I won’t buy anything for him.”

According to a survey, it seems that nine out of ten sisters in the world complain about not liking their brothers.

But I’m different. I’m not like you all.

“Why don’t you like him?”

“He’s noisy, creepy, annoying, and gets in my way.”

A rather harsh opinion.

If I said such things about my onii-chan, he would surely cry.

“What’s your brother like, Kana-chan?”

“He has messy hair, is a clean freak, and nitpicky. He’s also a pervert and has no friends.”

“Wow, that sounds terrible.”

“But he cares about me a lot. And he’s kinder than anyone else.”

“Is that so…”

Kitayama-san seemed a bit distant when she heard my words.

Well, it’s probably because I’m different from everyone else.

“You have bought a lot of souvenirs.”

I picked up three souvenirs and she looked at them with a curious gaze.

“It’s for my mother and sister.”

“You also have a sister! That’s nice. I wanted a sister instead of a brother.”

Unlike when talking about my brother, Kitayama-san’s eyes sparkle when talking about a sister.

“Why?”

“Because a sister would probably teach me various things like makeup and we could go shopping together. Unlike a brother, she wouldn’t be creepy.”

Come to think of it, I’ve never done sisterly things with Yumika-san.

She definitely loves my onii-chan very much.

She sticks with him a lot, and when I’m getting along with my onii-chan, she looks at us with envy.

They’re probably alone at home right now… I’m feeling jealous.

“If you have a sister, you could discuss hobbies and probably get nice presents too.”

Everyone dislikes their brothers, but they surprisingly like their sisters.

But I feel differently about Yumika-san.

“Ah, it’s Miyata-kun!”

Kitayama-san seems to have spotted the guy she has a crush on and left my side.

I looked at the souvenirs in my basket and realized they’re all the same.

I decided to change one to a cute pink Yatsuhashi for Yumika-san.

[TL/N : Yatsuhashi is a Japanese confection sold mainly as a souvenir snack in Kyoto region of Japan]

I’ve been cold to Yumika-san so far, but I still want to be friends with her.

And if I become friends with her, onii-chan will probably praise me for being a good sister.

And if I get along with Yumika-san, I won’t have to worry about her trying to monopolize my onii-chan anymore.

I am also happy that Yumika-san likes my onii-chan. It means she shares the same feelings as me.

If I had done things to make my onii-chan sad then he wouldn’t have listened to my words attentively. But the fact that he is still the same as ever means he still feels the same way for me.

It’s fun to talk about the person you like, and it’s reassuring to have someone who understands.

Everyone says they hate their brothers, but my onii-chan is different. 

I was needlessly wary of Yumika-san while living together. But she is a really nice person, similar to my brother and interesting.

If they are identical twins, it’s impossible not to like each other.

When I get home, I’ll start calling Yumika-san as “Onee-san”

It would be nice if we could become friends and go out together to have fun…

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On the night of the school trip, the girls’ talk begins.

It’s a waste of time talking about the person you like.

Since not participating would make you unpopular, it’s practically mandatory.

It’s really exhausting pretending though…

Help me, onii-chan…

“Kitayama-san, what about Miyata-kun?”

“I talked to him today. When I asked what kind of woman he likes, he said someone who gives him a massage. I guess I need to learn about massage.”

“Good luck~”

They’re seriously having a ridiculous conversation…

Massage is probably just a cover up for a s-x. Miyata-kun just likes someone with s-xual intentions. His ulterior motives are quite obvious.

“How’s Yukari-chan doing with Yuuta-kun?”

“It’s going smoothly. We even kissed today.”

“Wow, I’m jealous.”

I also want to kiss someone I like. But the only person I like is my onii-chan, and I can only do it secretly when he’s asleep.

“Kana-chan, do you have someone you like?”

“I do.”

“Wait, really? I thought you weren’t interested in guys.”

It’s a harsh way to put it, but I avoid the immature boys around me, so they probably think I dislike guys.

“Who is it?”

“An older high school student. Even if I say his name, no one would know about him.”

“Wait, Kana-chan, you like older guys?”

I’ve been annoyed with the whole ‘Wait, what?’ thing since earlier.

“What kind of person is he?”

“He is from the basketball club, mature, kind, reliable, teaches me how to study, and allows me to be completely dependent on him.”

“That’s amazing! I want an older boyfriend too.”

Even though my brother doesn’t play basketball anymore, he looked cool when I went to see a game he participated in two years ago.

“How far have you gone? Since he’s older, you’ve probably done some intimate things, right?”

“We haven’t done anything beyond liking each other… I want to take it to the next step, though.”

After that, the love talk continued for about an hour.

Everyone seems to be having fun chatting, but I couldn’t enjoy it much.

I can’t say that I like my onii-chan openly, and I have to mind the words I speak here.

At night I felt really uncomfortable sleeping on this unfamiliar futon.

I want to hear my onii-chan’s voice, but if I call him two days in a row, he’ll probably be fed up.

Maybe I should just fantasize about going on an adventure with my onii-chan in a different world and spend the night.