My Perfect Yandere! - Zetro Translation

Either it was because I wasn’t ready or the place and time were not right that I had to reject the urge to take the final step with Tsubaki.

I know she doesn’t take it wrongly and knows my feelings on the matter but the fact I have made her wait for this long surely would have been, even a little bit, annoying for Tsubaki.

I mean, she doesn’t show it but it didn’t mean she was completely fine with it, right?

‘I am sure she would never say anything about it at all after what happened recently…’ It wasn’t like I was completely dunce to not notice how Tsubaki was taking extra care while being with me.

The incident of my abduction has changed some of the things between us and truth be told I don’t like them much. Like how I resisted Tsubaki some days earlier and got scared of her…I hate it all.

I want to become one with her both physically and emotionally. And I knew I had to take some bold decisions and steps to erase this thin boundary that had been erected between us.

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[Around two in the afternoon]

I was strolling leisurely toward the banquet hall of this place where Kunimi informed me about the lunch arrangements.

I escorted Tsubaki to her room…well up to only a certain distance since on the other side of the resort, there were only girls walking to and fro their rooms, so it was inevitable that walking along with Tsubaki would create a fuss.

There were numerous hotel staff diligently moving across the resort to tend to any needs the occupants might have. However, there was very little noise whatsoever throughout this place.

‘Should I check the back garden or take a light snack…’ I decided on the latter since from what Kunimi said, it seemed the lunch at this place was exceptionally well prepared.

Since I didn’t know the exact location of the hall I followed someone from my class who was with their own group and eventually, I reached there.

“Damn…they spent a lot huh…” The whole place was huge enough to accommodate around five to seven hundred people easily and since currently it was just us the hall looked even more empty and huge.

There were mainly eight main counters for traditional and international cuisines. Two counters for soup and beverage. Two for sweets and one for refreshments and snacks.

If I were to taste a single piece from every dish, it would take me over three days to finish inspecting everything. The majority of the populace was around the continental cuisine counters and almost half of them were around the dessert section.

There were numerous tables still unoccupied so I wasn’t hurried. Eyeing around the place, I found my roommates and Kunimi.

Kunimi was having a meal with Sayo-san and two of her friends while laughing at probably Kunimi’s lame jokes. Other than that, my two other roommates were also around.

Shun was trying to chat with a girl with a deadpanned expression who was ignoring him like Shun didn’t exist for her. Maybe she was his girlfriend? I hope she is. Kanata was with another group but the way he was just smiling and eating his food silently, I guess he was just trying to blend in there.

The atmosphere was peaceful for a nice meal with Tsubaki. And just as I was about to text her about where she was, the person in question called out for me from behind.

“Kazu-kun~”

“Ah…Tsubaki…”I felt slightly embarrassed being hugged from behind, not because others might see us but because it reminded me of the changing room where we both were locked in, a few minutes ago.

“What happened, Kazu-kun? You don’t want my hugs?”

When you say that in such a pitiful tone, I couldn’t resist it Tsubaki, even if I know that you are pretending to be pitiful.

“….carry on.”

“Mm-hmm…” She giggled slightly and only came forward to face me after a full minute of hugging.

“Let’s go and take a seat before it gets full.” Even though many seats were still unoccupied, I urged her since at the moment, I didn’t want to look her in the eyes.

The guilt of what happened back in my room would show on my face explicitly and at the moment, I didn’t want Tsubaki to feel stressed about me at all.

“Sit here, I will bring something for both of us.” I helped her onto one of those seats which was not that far away from others but surely wouldn’t allow them to hear our conversation.

“O….kay…” Tsubaki gave a prolonged reply before I walked away toward the counters.

Taking two medium-sized plates I began serving dishes in them, absentmindedly.

I know I shouldn’t be behaving like this and communicate with Tsubaki about the circumstances. However, even in a situation like physical intimacy in which a guy should take charge, if I have to seek Tsubaki’s help…wouldn’t it shatter my pride as a male?

‘Yeah, let’s not make her worried about this…’ I filled the plates with healthy food, just as Tsubak liked, before walking back to our table.

Fortunately, no one joined the table upon seeing Tsubaki sitting there alone.

Placing the plates on the table I thought I would be myself as I always am and to not come out weird in any sense but…I forgot the woman I am trying to fool is the same woman who knows me the best.

“Why are you trying to escape from me, Kazu-kun? Why aren’t you looking me in the eyes? Is it something I said back in your room that hurt-”

“No, no, Tsubaki. There is nothing you do that can hurt me…rather it’s me who is the stupid one.” Sighing I placed my hand over hers before relaying my thoughts in a softer tone, “Please give me some time and I will sort everything out.”

Tsubaki remained silent upon hearing my words but thankfully she didn’t dwell on the matter more and replied with a soft smile.

“I will wait for you as long as you want, Kazu-kun. After all, we are going to stay together forever.”

Seeing her smile like this and how optimistic she always has been in our relationship I decided something at that very moment.

‘Tonight…I am going to confess my love for you and take that final step…’

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A/N:-I’ve changed things in the previous chapter since I genuinely forgot how they didn’t have done it yet.

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