My Childhood Friend who is My Girlfriend is not Looking at Me - Chapter 13
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Composure
After the student council meeting is finished, Setsuna and I decided to go home together as usual.
When we arrive at my house, Setsuna looks like she wants to kiss me in front of my house, but I say her goodbye and go inside my house without kissing her because of Kurusu-senpai strict orders.
I glanced at Kana’s room near my house on the way home, but I couldn’t tell if she was home or not.
I enter my home, finish eating dinner, take a bath, and lie on my bed in my room thinking about the future.
I am very grateful that everyone in the student council is worried about me and helping me in so many ways.
But something is bugging me.
Today, Yasui said it was ‘over the top’.
The moment he said that, I kind of cooled off a bit.
Indeed, when I saw the scene of Kana and her ‘boy friend’ flirting yesterday and the day before, I felt a tremendous sense of defeat, I was very sad, frustrated and depressed.
But if I think about it calmly, Kana hasn’t crossed the line yet. Maybe there are a lot of couples in this common situation.
Kana fell in love with someone else over her current boyfriend, and she wants to go out with him, but she’s still in a relationship with me; however, her feelings want her to be with the person she loves, so she leaves me alone to flirt with the person she loves…
And if, by showing me herself flirting with him will make me give up on her, it would be much easier for her, since she would not have to go through the troublesome and tiresome breakup process.
If you think about it that way and apply it to the current situation, even if I accuse the two of them cheating, they will just say, ‘We’re not dating, we’re just close friends.’ Although I think it’s just one step away from cheating, I don’t think it’s enough to make a fuss about it. They are not officially dating each other after all.
At worst, she will only be criticized such as ‘consider your boyfriend’s feelings’.
Yesterday, I made a decision right after witnessing the scene. Everyone in the student council also raised their hands in the heat of the moment, but actually, it may not be at that level of fuss yet. Although it may develop to the level of a real cheating in the future.
But, Sugimura, there’s something about that guy that I don’t like.
That’s right.
It frustrates me that Kana smiles at him with a smile that she has never shown to me in the more than ten years we have been together, and that she smiles so innocently to such a scruffy, casual guy.
On the contrary, I’m so disappointed and ashamed of myself that I can’t make her smile like that even once after being with her for more than ten years.
Hmmm…I don’t like Sugimura, and it’s frustrating to have Kana stolen by a guy like that, but I guess it’s appropriate to part ways and end things peacefully.
I’m sorry to all the student council members who are all worked up, but let’s just get this over with quietly and peacefully without making a fuss.
There is a high possibility that Kana already treats me as just a sexfriend from the beginning, and no matter how much noise that sexfriend makes, it will just unsightly to her.
Okay then, I will report my decision to the student council tomorrow, and after that, I will have a final talk with Kana-chan and part ways with her peacefully.
Now that I have made up my mind, I feel the burden on my chest is now all gone.
My phone rings and I suddenly received a notification.
I take a look on my phone and see it’s from Kana.
‘Are you going to school tomorrow?’
‘Yeah.’
When I replied her message with just a single word, she immediately reads my message, but it doesn’t seem there will be a reply from her.