My Childhood Friend Who is My Girlfriend Betrayed Me - Chapter 19

Together

“Damn it…I couldn’t sleep at all last night.”

After Maho and I broke up, I started to have insomnia.

Every time I close my eyes, I am reminded of Maho.

I only slept for two hours last night…

My head and body hurt so much because I don’t get enough sleep lately…

Worried of my health condition, I go to the hospital.

It turned out that I have dysautonomia.

(TN: Dysautonomia is a disorder of autonomic nervous system (ANS) function. Please look it up in Wikipedia for more information :D)

They told me it is caused by stress.

It’s caused by stress huh…

Perhaps Maho’s affair was too much of a shock for me that I became traumatic of it.

Hah…why did all this happen?

After coming home from the hospital, I lay down on my bed and start playing with my phone.

I’ve been playing games on my phone for quite some time now.

Suddenly,

“Ding! Dong!”

The intercom rings.

Hmm? Is it a courier sending a package?

I get out of my room and head to the front door.

When I open the front door, I see Kurosaki standing there in plain clothes.

She is wearing a hoodie on top and a mini-skirt on the bottom.

“Ah, it’s you Kurosaki…what brings you here?”

“I came here to play with Kazuma-kun because I got nothing to do. Can’t I?”

“Of course you can’t. Go home.”

“No, I don’t want to go home! I want to play with Kazuma-kun! I’m not leaving!”

Kurosaki says so and hugs me tightly.

I got a bit angry of her sudden hug.

“H-Hey, what are you doing? Let go of me.”

“No, I don’t want to leave!”

Kurosaki hugs me even tighter.

Kurosaki’s breasts are pressing against my chest and stomach, I feel weird.

Oh no, at this rate…

“O-Okay, okay, I understand. Let’s play together. So, please let go of me.”

“Eh? Really? You’ll play with me?”

“Yeah…so let go of me now so that we can play together.”

“Yatta♪ I get to play together with Kazuma-kun! I’m so happy!”

“……”

I agreed to play together with Kurosaki.

How did this happen…?

Kurosaki, why haven’t you given up on me yet?

Just how much do you actually like me…?

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Right now, I am sitting on my bed.

Kurosaki is sitting right beside me.

Kurosaki, who ranks second in the ‘Cute girl ranking’ is in my room alone with me…

What is this?

Is this a dream?

“Now, let’s do something naughty, shall we?”

“No, no. We are not going to do such things. What are you taking about?”

“Ehh…it’s fine, isn’t it? Come on, let’s do it, shall we?”

“No, we can’t do that…”

When I say so, Kurosaki tilts her head.

“Why not?”

“Why, you ask…isn’t that the kind of thing lovers do?”

“Let’s be lovers then.”

“Absolutely not.”

When I say so, Kurosaki puffs up her cheeks like balloons.

“Mohh, why can’t be become lovers…do you hate me?”

“……”

I can’t say anything back to Kurosaki’s words.

It’s not that I hate Kurosaki.

As I said before, she is really cute, has a great personality, and even has the same hobbies as me.

If become lovers with Kurosaki, I’m sure every day would be a lot of fun.

But I’m too scared to trust Kurosaki.

I am too afraid to show my true self to anyone besides my family.

I don’t want to go through that again…

I don’t want to get hurt anymore…

I don’t want to suffer anymore…

That’s why I don’t want to date Kurosaki.

“Kazuma-kun.”

“……”

“I love you. Ever since you saved me from that stalker, I fell in love with you. That’s why—”

“Hmm!?”

Suddenly, Kurosaki kisses me on the lips.

Kurosaki’s sudden kiss made my eyes widened in surprise.

Eh? What is this?

Is she really kissing me right now?

I don’t understand…

“…Kazuma-kun, I love you ♡”

Kurosaki kisses me again.

S-She is a really good kisser…

Kissing Kurosaki feels so good that I don’t care about anything anymore.

After kissing for a while, we finally part our lips.

Kurosaki’s face is blushing in red.

My face is probably blushing too.

“K-Kurosaki…just now…”

“I just kissed you to show how much I love you, Kazuma-kun. Ehehehe.”

“……”

“Do you hate, kissing with me?”

“I-I don’t hate it but…”

“…I-I see.”

I don’t hate kissing Kurosaki at all.

Instead, I want to kiss Kurosaki more.

“Kazuma-kun, let’s kiss again.”

“…no, we can’t do it again, that’s—!?”

Kurosaki kisses my lips once again.

Then, Kurosaki starts to insert her tongue in my mouth.

I entwine her tongue with mine.

“Nhnnn…hmphhh…Kazuma-kun.”

“Kurosaki.”

Kissing Kurosaki, feels so good that it’s as if my brain is melting.

Ahh…I can’t take it anymore.

At this rate, I won’t be able to hold myself back.

I push Kurosaki down onto the bed.

She looks surprised.

“Do you want to do it, Kazuma-kun?”

“It’s obvious, isn’t it? I won’t be able to hold myself back if you kiss me like that. I’m sorry, but can we do it?”

“Fufufu, of course. Make a mess of me, Kazuma-kun…”

“Yeah…”

Today, I had sex with Kurosaki.