My Childhood Friend Who is My Girlfriend Betrayed Me - Chapter 18

Loneliness

After Maho betrayed me by having an affair behind my back, I start to become distrustful of people.

I can’t trust anyone else besides my own family.

Especially, I can’t trust girls anymore…

There was another girl who confessed to me today, but I rejected her confession saying,

‘Sorry, I can’t go out with you.’

She is going to cheat on me anyway after she starts dating me.

I also blocked most of the numbers and SNS accounts of the friends I used to be close with.

Even my friends got angry and me and asked me,

‘Why did you block me!?’

‘Kazuma-kun, why did you block me!? Did I do anything wrong!?”

But I completely ignored them.

In short, I became a loner because of it.

Being a loner is surprisingly fun.

I’m serious, being a loner is very easy.

Being a loner means that I don’t have to worry about stupid relationships and I can spend more time on my hobbies and studies.

I spend a lot of money when I go out with my friends, but being a loner means I don’t have spend money on that kind of thing because I don’t have any friends to begin with.

I haven’t gone out with friends once this month, I saved quite a lot of money thanks to it.

From now on, I just want to live a happy loner life.

It’s easier and more fun this way.

While I’m thinking about such things, the bell indicating afternoon classes are over rings.

The school is over already?

Let’s go study at the library then.

I can’t concentrate on my studies at all at home…

After putting away my textbooks and notebooks in my bag, I leave the classroom.

As I’m walking toward the library,

“Kazuma-kun~”

A girl’s voice suddenly called me from behind.

Her voice sounds familiar.

Reflexively, I turn around and see Kurosaki.

Tch, this girl…

“Kazuma-kun, let’s go home together!”

“No, thanks. Please go home alone.”

“Ehh…why not? Let’s go home together today~”

Kurosaki hugs me tightly as she says so.

The moment Kurosaki hugs me, an abnormal sense of disgust rushes over me.

“Tsk, let me go!!”

I said so and move away from Kurosaki.

Then, Kurosaki with a sad expression on her face,

“Do you hate going home with me that much…?”

“Yeah, I don’t like going home with you. So please go home by yourself.”

“…o-okay then. See you later, Kazuma-kun.”

“……”

Kurosaki finally decided to go home by herself.

Ignoring her, I continue to walk toward the library.

Does Kurosaki still like me?

Damn it, why can’t you just give up on me…?

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Kurosaki Eri’s POV

I love Kazuma-kun.

I really, really love him.

I even confessed to him saying,

‘—I really like you Kazuma-kun. So please go out with me!’

But he rejected my confession.

Kazuma-kun, do you hate me…?

To he honest, I’m surprised that he turned down my confession.

I thought Kazuma-kun likes me back, I thought our feelings are mutual.

Hah…why doesn’t Kazuma-kun like me.

Even though I love him so much…

I love Kazuma-kun so much that I made a figure of him.

I even made a tatami mat of Kazuma-kun.

Also, I made a life-size hugging pillow of Kazuma-kun.

I always sleep with it in my arms!

“Kazuma-kun, I love you! I love you so much! Ehehehe~”

I hug the life-size hugging pillow as I say so.

Every time I hug this pillow, my heart flutters.

I’m really happy.

“Kazuma-kun ♪”

About a month ago, I was attacked by a stalker.

He touched my breasts and butt.

He even tried to kiss me.

Then suddenly out of nowhere, Kazuma-kun saved me.

‘You are Kurosaki, aren’t you? You’re in the same class as me.’

‘Y-Yeah…thank you for saving me.’

‘Y-Yeah, no problem… For now, let’s go to the police station. Can you stand up?’

‘……’

You were really cool then, Kazuma-kun.

I really love you, Kazuma-kun!

But, Kazuma-kun doesn’t seem to like me…

Today, I asked him to go home together with me, but he refused.

Kazuma-kun also blocked my number and SNS accounts.

Hah…how can I make you love me, Kazuma-kun?