My Beautiful Childhood Friend Is Working in a Maid Cafe For Some Reason

“Hey, Yusuke-kun. When you grow up, marry me. Make me your bride.”

— I will always remember that promise.

“At least don’t throw out too much trash today.”

“I know.”

After finishing the pizza, Yusuke-kun came outside with me, just to see me off.

I was secretly very happy about that, but Yusuke-kun warned me not to take out the trash.

He must really dislike cleaning up.

“More importantly, don’t forget what I just said, Yusuke-kun!”

“I know… It’s okay to start from tomorrow, right?”

“Yes. Just so you know, if you don’t do it, I’ll tell everyone at school that you saw me naked. Remember that!”

“Yeah, yeah… I get it, now hurry up and go inside.”

Yusuke-kun, looking exasperated by my commanding tone, shooed me into the house with one hand.

“Hmph, good night!”

“Yes, good night.”

I shut the door with a firm push.

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……………………… Oh, no!

Why did I say something like that!?

I worried with my head in my hands.

I know saying that might make Yusuke-kun dislike me. But I couldn’t help it.

It’s Yusuke-kun’s fault for being so insensitive.

The only person allowed to touch my body is Yusuke-kun. I mentioned a “special case” earlier, but there’s no such thing. Actually, it might be correct to say “special case” because I only want Yusuke-kun to touch me.

But Yusuke-kun doesn’t realize this.

It’s partly my fault for being indirect, but clearly, Yusuke-kun’s cluelessness is to blame.

Talking about touching my body should only be done with someone who wants to be touched. Yet, Yusuke-kun misunderstands that I like Haru-kun and, when I deny it, he thinks I like someone else. He’s so dumb. His insensitivity is extreme. He needs to realize that I like him, and I want him to touch me.

I thought of telling him directly, but the timing was bad because the pizza delivery arrived. Yusuke-kun didn’t even care and went to get it…

I was so irritated that I ended up speaking harshly.

“What did he think about it?”

I love Yusuke-kun. I adore him.

I really want to be with him all the time, and according to my plans, we should be living together by now… but nothing has gone right so far. We’ve only just returned to being able to talk to each other.

“Maybe I need to be bolder?”

Last night, when I invited Yusuke-kun to sleep together, I really meant it that way. I wanted to do this and that with Yusuke-kun. Although he was into it at first, he stopped halfway… I want my happy tears back.

Yusuke-kun is a wimp.

This morning, when he saw me naked and made a pitiful noise, it was good that he didn’t attack me right away. I’m always ready to accept, and I won’t get angry no matter what happens. I won’t report it anywhere. On the contrary, I’d be even more happy and love Yusuke-kun even more.

“No… When I imagine being attacked by Yusuke-kun, I get wet.”

My private area is throbbing.

I want to feel better right away, but I don’t want to do it in the hallway.

For now, I’ll go back to my room.

“I’m home, Yusuke-kun.”

I picked up a photo frame from the desk. The photo was of Yusuke-kun and me as we grew up. Of course, such a photo doesn’t really exist, so I made it myself. I blacked out the other kids and forced it into a two-shot photo.

Seeing Yusuke-kun in that photo, my hand naturally moved towards my lower body…

“No, no. I shouldn’t do it today. I got new side dishes for this, so I need to hold back.”

I suddenly stopped and looked at the photo.

“Yusuke-kun…”

When I talk to Yusuke-kun, I usually lie. Even though I want to say what’s really on my mind, I can’t because of the time we’ve been apart.

I don’t want Yusuke-kun to dislike me, but I always act cold and say things I don’t mean. I want to convey almost the opposite meaning.

But Yusuke-kun doesn’t notice my true feelings. As a childhood friend, he should understand this much.

And yet!

While he doesn’t notice my feelings, he almost figured out that I’m a pervert. If that’s the case, he should understand properly.

How much I love Yusuke-kun. How I comfort myself alone every night thinking of him. How I want him to comfort me because it’s boring to do it alone.

“I thought he might notice yesterday.”

Last night, since Yusuke-kun was sleeping next to me, I tried to keep my voice down, but I think some sounds came out. I was more sensitive than usual being wrapped up by Yusuke-kun in his blanket.

“It’s understandable since he was sleeping, but he should have at least paid a bit of attention and listened. After all, I’ve become such a pervert because Yusuke-kun doesn’t love me enough. It’s because of the lack of Yusuke-kun’s love. Idiot.”

I really want to cross the line with Yusuke-kun soon.

But it’s okay if it takes time.

The most important thing is to be with Yusuke-kun. I can handle sexual desire by imagining and enjoying it alone. But if I don’t end up with Yusuke-kun, I don’t know what I might do.

Yusuke-kun isn’t popular.

So, it’s reassuring in a way.

But there are two sources of concern.

The first is the existence of the dreaded juniors who are too familiar and clingy with Yusuke-kun, and the second is Miki-senpai.

So far, there’s no sign that the two of them like Yusuke-kun. I don’t think Yusuke-kun sees them as romantic interests either. …Well, neither do I.

But they have a weapon that I don’t have.

If they use their large, impressive chests to approach Yusuke-kun, I won’t be able to compete.

Yusuke-kun seems to prefer bigger ones.

He looked at the chest area when talking to Miki-senpai and had a lazy expression when the junior grabbed his arm.

“…He only looks at my face when talking to me.”

Also, the books about maids that Yusuke-kun had. Even the ones I didn’t know were filled with big girls. I’m already losing at that point.

But I’m the only childhood friend.

Although childhood friends are said to be losing heroines in the world, I don’t think so. After all, we’ve been together since childhood. It’s a maxed-out status for sure. I’m a winning heroine.

“I will definitely end up with Yusuke-kun. For that, I want to move on to the next step. Now that I’ve gathered information… I need to go home for a bit.”

I’ll think about it properly tomorrow.

I can’t wait any longer, so I’ll take a bath now.

Having been with Yusuke-kun for a long time, it’s now so lonely and my private area is in a terrible state.

I stood up and opened the closet to get ready for the bath. Then I looked at the black panties that Yusuke-kun had seen.

“I’m glad it was these.”

These are the only special underwear I have, given to me by Mom. She told me to wear these when I’m with Yusuke-kun, and I got them as a housewarming gift.

I said I didn’t need them, but Mom said that the animal-patterned underwear I usually wear wouldn’t excite him.

“Does Yusuke-kun prefer mature or childish?”

I need to get Yusuke-kun’s love quickly to confirm that. I’ll have to confess at some point.

Once, when Yusuke-kun and I walked home after his part-time job, I hinted at something.

What did Yusuke-kun think of that?

Did he really think I was going to confess?

Did he get nervous?

He probably did, since he turned red…

But I ruined the feeling by saying unnecessary things right after…

“But, it can’t be helped…”

Because Yusuke-kun doesn’t have any reason to like me. If I’m rejected, I thought I’d just distract myself and confess again when he truly likes me.

He hasn’t shown any sign of being conscious of me…