Let me be a mob! - Chapter 50- Feelings?

[Jin’s POV:]

“That was… an extraordinary way to start the year I guess…”

Sitting inside the cafeteria I along with Aiden, Rena, Fiona, and Dia sat around a table while having our meal. Silvie returned to her room as she was not feeling all good and since it was already time for recess, we proceeded toward the eatery to replenish the energy we had exhausted. More than any other I was spent by all the running I did back then.

After what happened today it was given that I would get even more attention and rumors would flare among the students regarding both, my victory of the spar and also the bet I put on the match. I could already imagine the amount of threat that would flow this following month because I would be spending an hour a day for the rest of the thirty days with one of the most famous personalities in the Academy.

But I no longer hold on to the dream to remain a Mob since I know it’s impossible, now that I have received the threat from that terrifying existence. Albeit she might not know right now that it was me who killed the Faceless but it was just a matter of time before pieces gathered in the place and my name would pop out as the responsible culprit who caused such chaos and got those many students killed in the crossfire.

It was human nature and I know once the students know that it was me for whom the crimson head came here, they would sell me out and also charge me for every death. And would they be wrong about it? No.

But not like I was going to sacrifice myself and come out in the light just like that. I have prematurely died in the past as well, but not this one. I have a dream I desire to fulfill and who knows whether I would get another chance or not.

That was the reason why in the first place I accepted the challenge of the student council president since there was something I want to learn from her. The secret sword art she has inherited from her lineage. It was a formidable offensive and defensive technique which would help me grow exponentially in a short period.

Since the student council president was hiding her real identity and what family she comes from, I purposely didn’t disclose my motive when I was making the bet. It must have sounded vulgar but if I would have clearly stated my motive, the uproar which would have followed, could lead to a potential hazard. Not from a single person but a whole nation.

“True. The trial event then the crimson demon’s appearance and now this mind-wobbling spar. I never thought the academy could be so…eventful.”

Rena sighed but she didn’t really seem to be the slightest bit regretting about her decision for enrolling in the academy. Well, considering her upbringing and competitive personality, I know exactly what she must have in mind.

Shaking my head, I focused back on my noodles which were…alright. I have lived my life on the support of ramen and its various varieties so indeed my criteria were high enough to not provide satisfaction with these simple vegetable noodles. I have three better ways to make a wonderful dish with the same ingredients but unfortunately, my plan to work in the cafeteria would have to wait since I now have more important things to focus on. And since I have a lot of student points after being assigned as a Representative, I could afford the necessities readily now.

“Fiona, you okay?” (Dia)

“Ah…yeah. Hmmm… I am fine.”

Turning my gaze toward the girl who seemed to be in a daze until now, I found her acting unusually and has been zoning out since earlier. I pretended to not see but I was not oblivious to why she was behaving this way.

I have noticed Fiona’s affection rising toward me ever since she discovered that I was the one who saved her in the past. I was not sure what kind of influence I made in her life but for her to grow out of her shell just after confirming that I was the guy who saved her, proved that Fiona sees me, as someone important in her life.

And considering the bet I made today she must be upset about it, but this needs to stop. Not now but soon I would have to talk things out with her and make her realize that the feeling she has for me is just gratitude and maybe respect but not love. I was not the person she was supposed to fall for nor could I become that person.

It was not that I hate Fiona or her looks didn’t make me enchanted when the first time I saw the lightning princess but this topic which includes romance, needs thorough deliberation and I am the kind of guy who never dates someone on a whim. Well, this philosophy of mine granted me an unstable girlfriend in the past life but I still do not regret my decision. Neither then nor now.

The atmosphere became awkward as I dodged Fiona’s lingering gaze at me and focused on my food. I feel bad for her but this was the right thing I supposed in this situation.

“See ya guys around.”

Finishing the food, I got up from my seat and began walking toward the counter. I have many things to do from here on and leaving Fiona alone for the time being might give her the peaceful perception she requires to sort out her mind.

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[Dia’s POV:]

Seeing Jin’s distancing back and the way he behaved right now, I knew I had to talk to him. Things are getting out of hand and considering how conservative my dear friend is, I already decided to hold the reigns myself.

“I’ll be back in a bit.”

I knew Fiona was about to grab my hand and stop me from approaching Jin. How well we know each other, Fiona surely knows what I have in mind but unlike her, I don’t plan on letting things go on like this.

Chasing Jin with hurried steps I found him exiting the cafeteria from the rear entrance. I had to sprint in mid-way since considering his perception he must have already sensed me and it wouldn’t be too surprising if he suddenly disappears after taking the turn.

“Jin!”

I shouted out his name after walking out of the place as I saw he was walking toward the exit, probably intending to retire back in his dorm room. Hearing my call he didn’t stop, and neither did I, as my pace still fastened I walked in front of him, making him halt his step as well.

“I need to talk to you.”

Looking into his lazy eyes which oozed with annoyance because of my presence, I stated without any room for argument. I generally don’t get this authoritative but when it comes to my sister, I am not going down so easily.

His eyes rested on me with a tired look as with a sigh he responded, “I know what it’s about but believe me, it would be better if you leave things alone for Fiona to handle.”

I was not surprised that Jin was aware of Fiona’s feelings since he seemed to be an observative man but what he said did not matter to me since he doesn’t know what kind of girl Fiona is. He doesn’t know how tough it is for her to open her heart to someone and express what she feels. And even though I know it is not my place to butt in, I have to interfere for Fiona’s happiness. Since she herself wouldn’t seek things that she desires.

“You know when you saved her…how many attempts were made to find you? How many times has Fiona thought about you or how many words she has spoken regarding her savior? The expectation she had or how deeply she is infatuated with the person who dramatically walked into her life and saved her from fate which was worse than death. Can you tell me what you know about Fiona or what she truly wants in her life?”

I looked back into his eyes and saw his surprised expression. Thankfully he was not a mean guy who would ignore my banter and was at least ready to hear things out. Finding the opportunity, I continued in the same tone.

“I know you hold no responsibility toward any of those nor you are liable to respond to her feelings, but please can you at least consider before rejecting her? Knowing Fiona, I am sure she would slowly distance herself from you if Fiona realizes that you are not interested in her, but you have to know this Jin, if Fiona has come to build any kind of feelings for someone then it is solely you. Her savior matters to the girl a lot so I dearly request you to see things from a different perspective before you come to any conclusion.”

Was I forcing him to accept Fiona’s feelings? Maybe. And I know Fiona would probably reprimand me and might stop talking to me for a month if she comes to know this conversation. But I was ready to face the consequences. If it could help Fiona to unite with the person she has always dreamt of, then I was ready to play the role of wingwoman.

Now it all depended on him and looking at his contemplative front, I know I have succeeded to a certain point. And his following words are affirmed by assumption as well.

“If you say so then I guess I can no longer remain laid back about this matter.” Sighing he looked at my possibly smiling face before he assured me with the words which I wanted to hear, “I will take things seriously with Fiona and see if we really are made for each other or not.”

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